With eyes that reflect all the serenity of the forests
And hair that shines with all the brilliance of an ever-clear sky
Oh sweet love to whom I have given the whole of my heart
The scars you bear
Oh, those sorrows deep that have bound your own heart to you
Those painful chains of self-hate and blame
That have grown spikes of regret over the years
That tear and rip at your very soul
Oh love, why do you refuse to let go so strongly?
You cling to your pain and hate
And use it to push all others away
Why, dear heart?
Why do you wear your mask and convince everyone that nothing is wrong
All the while isolating yourself amongst a group of friends
Of brothers really
It is such a lonely existence that you continuously commit yourself too
You who so carefully lead others from the shadows
Seem so loathed to be led yourself
Though your soul cries out often to your god and protector
You ask for help yet seem reluctant to receive it
Why must you push help away?
Why must you push me away?
Oh my love, why can you not see just how much it pains me
To know of your anguish and be unable to help you
Oh dear sweet heart why must you continue to suffer?
Why?