this is another what if scenario of supernatural let's say that Sam still went on a hunt with Dean everything in the pilot episode happens what is Sam had a secret or two he wasn't telling Dean let's see how Dean would react when he found out this is happening right before (salvation)
(Salvation, Ohio)
"Okay boys this is all I know about the thing that killed your mother" said John
He then proceeds to tell Sam and Dean all he knows about demon until there is a knock at the door. Dean gets up to answer it "hey guys" said Dean
While letting the other men In "what are you doing here" Sam said
As Bobby, Pastor Jim, and Missouri come in "you're daddy called and said you boys were going to need some help" replied the later
"Is that safe" asked Sam
"Yes we are going to need all the help we can get" said John
After that everyone sat down and they all talked about the demon about two hours later a cell phone started to ring everyone looked around for their phones until Dean saw Sam's phone on the night stand next to their beds going off he went over and picked it up to look down at the number to see who was calling his little brother what the caller ID said shocked him
"What's it say Dean" asked Sam
looking worryingly up at his big brother "Mom" said Dean
Everyone in the room were looking around no one knew what to say or do everyone in that room knew that Mary was dead then everyone turned to look at Sam they all saw his eyes grow wide as saucers as he jumped out from his chair and reached for the phone "Hello" he asked
"Im sorry ….. I was taking a shower……. No I wouldn't do that to you mom….. Okay, okay I m sorry….. your what…. well no of course I'm glad…… well I miss you too mom…… yeah I can hear him in the background tell him to stop yelling I can hear him tell him I miss him to…… yes both of them….. Sure I'll see you later then….. Well I don't think they would like to come…….. okay fine mom you win I'll bring them….. you too all right bye love you all to bye"
Then the line went dead "Who was that" demanded John
"No one" said Sam sitting down on the bed
"Bull now tell us the truth you called that lady mom why" asked Dean
"Well that's what she is a mom" said Sam
"Yeah but not yours" said John
"Now who was it" John added
"That was Jess's mom she heard that I was in Ohio and there are out here for vacation and they want to meet me for dinner tonight" said Sam
" Oh….. Um sorry son shouldn't have asked" said John while he looked down at the floor he couldn't quite meet Sam's eyes
"No it's okay I understand how bad that sounded me calling someone else Mom but since me and Jess got together she's insisted that I call her mom I just didn't and still don't have the heart to tell her no after losing Jess it was one of the few things I can give her especially since I' m the reason her daughter is dead right now" said Sam looking down at the floor sadly
"Hay how many times do I have to tell you that Jess dieing is not your fault" said Dean
"For the rest of my life" said Sam
"Because you don't understand. Jess has a lot of People that loved and still love and need her. I need her she is my girlfriend she is my best friend she was going to be a doctor she was going to help save lives
she is a daughter she is a mo….. She is the mo….. She was a grate person inside and out and none of you knew her. so you can't know how I feel she was and still is the one for me I will never love anyone else but her as long as I live
I am just glad she did not leave me in this world alone she has given me two precious gifts witch I am ashamed and embarrassed to admit that I have not taken the proper time to get to know them
Jess honey I am so sorry I was scared but I promise starting today I will be better" said Sam looking up at the ceiling
"What kind of precious gifts" asked John suspiciously
"My sons my two sons who are probably wondering why daddy isn't there and wondering if he actually gives a damn why their daddy just up and left three days after their mother died some great Dad I turned out to be eh……." Said Sam
"Kids you have kids" said John looking over at Sam with an odd look
"yes Zac who is about five and Cole was about a year and a half" said Sam
"I didn't see any kids when I went to go get you" said Dean
"No you didn't.
Jess and I had went to a party that night so she had mom take them for the weekend.
we were supposed to go get them after my interview that Monday instead I had to call mom and tell her that Jess is dead.
she saw that I was a mess and apparently Jess had told mom that that Dean came for me to look for my dad.
when she asked if we had found him and I said no she said that I should go look.
I said I was that's why I was here to get the boys so we can leave.
Then she said why don't I let her keep the boys until I find you.
At first I said no that they were my kids and they were my responsibility.
But then she said the road is no place for kids they might just get in the way and I knew she was right.
With all due respect dad I didn't want my kids to grow up the way me and Dean did.
so I eventually said yes it was only going to be for a few months but then it turned into longer and the longer it took the harder it was to go back.
Going back there scares me half to death cause I know that as soon as I see them I will see her and I think I see her enough in my dreams.
I can't face her not until I get the thing that ki….. Killed her.
Dad before you say it that even thought mom died you stayed with us there is a difference you didn't know mom was going to die.
But I knew Jess was I saw it ever night and I did nothing to stop it I did nothing to protect her she didn't even know that I did this.
I never told her she didn't deserve it.
Her mom didn't deserve her to die.
My sons her sons our sons did not deserve to have there mom die.
They don't deserve to have a dad that couldn't save there mom.
If anything I should be the one dead and Jess should be with her sons.
Cole got barely any time with her and when he gets old enough to understand and he wants to know where mommy is.
What am I supposed to say sorry buddy I let mommy die I couldn't protect her" said Sam with tears running down his face
"It is my fault how can I look Zac or Cole in the eyes when they start asking where's Mommy what am I going to say…….
Hay kids although Daddy knew Mommy was going to die I did nothing I left her here all alone to go on a stupid hunt.
so I saved other peoples lives I didn't save your mom the first time during the intirer time your mom and I have been together I leave her alone for more then a few hours.
Do any of you realize the last image I have of Jess is her pinned to our bedroom ceiling her stomach sliced open blood pouring down on me she had this look on her face this frightened, surprised look her hair was down and she was wearing a short silk nightgown
That was the last way I saw her" said Sam
"Right well wile I am not trying to compare notes here Sammy that is the last way I saw your mother to" said John
"But you saw her a little bit before that to didn't you" asked Sam
"yes before we went to bed" said John
"The last time I saw Jess alive she was pleading with me not to go with Dean
and do you know what I did I just brushed it aside
I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked away
I didn't even say I Love you and you know right now I can't even remember if I said it to her at all that night
I remember asking her what I would do with out her and do you know what she said to me" asked Sam
Everyone shock there heads no
"crash and burn" said Sam
"But instead she's the one who burned" he added
"I can't even remember the last time I said I love you and it was only a year ago.
But she did when I got home there was a plait of cookies on the table and a note that said missed you love you
I couldn't even return it" said a very sad Sam
For a little bit No one said any thing until
John said "so what did Jess's Mom want" he asked "oh …… um ……. She said one of my friends Jill had told her that I was out here and since they were to she thought to call me.
It seems that Zac herd Jill say my name and he wanted to see me.
so she called and asked me to dinner with them.
I wasn't going to go so then I could help you all but…. But I heard Zac in the background asking her if it was me and when she said yes ….. I heard him he was saying that he wanted to see me and that he missed me and if that isn't enough.
…………… now your all most likely think I am nuts cause only one of you are a dad ……. But when he was younger like when he first started talking like that's when it really hit me that I was a dad when he started calling me daddy and every time he did it I couldn't say no to him.
Je……. Jess would yell at me for caving but you know it was her to all he had to say was Mommy and she'd cave to and I herd him saying daddy and I caved ……
it's been bit since someone's called me that a year………
I mean in this year I knew I was a dad but no one's called me one after 5 years and 2 kids it still hits me hard you know" said Sam
"So you know I won't be gown that long I swear I'll get back as soon as I can……. So can I go" Sam asked wile looking up at Dean
"yeah I guess" Dean said Looking at his Dad Who gave him a little nod
"Thank you guy's so much ….. Oh I um…… know you all won't want to but mom said if you all would like to come you can' said Sam
"To like what meet your kids" asked John
"Well yeah but I'll tell you right now Cole most likely won't care he's only one he most likely won't even know me
…… god my own son won't even know me that's bad" said Sam
"I Think I am going to be sick" he added
"No you wont" said Dean
"Look Dean I don't expect you to understand your not a dad………… or as far as you know your not……… so you can't know how I am feeling my son wont even know who I am………… okay I have to go and get ready if you all want to go you should get ready" said Sam
About haft hour latter Sam John and Dean Were all piled in the impala to get to the place when they all got out of the car they stood in front of a very expenses place
"Who the hell are these people that they can afford this place" said Dean
"One it's not people it's just her mom.
Her dad died a few years ago and he was the owner of a very big bessies in California.
Her mom got ever thing after he died.
and please try to be nice and don's swear in front of my kids" said Sam
"so who would get ever thing if something happened to her" ask John
"well it should have been Jess but since that ship has sailed I guess it would go to her next of kin" said Sam
"And who would that be" asked Dean
"Well Zac cause he's older then Cole but since Zac is to young I guess me cause I am his dad" said Sam
"so you would get all of there money" said Dean
"yeah I guess now can we stop talking about this right now" said Sam
"okay" said John and Dean
when they walked inside Sam went up to the hostess and asked "I am here meeting my Mother-in-law it should be under Moore" he said
"ah yes Mr. Winchester right" she asked
"yes" he said
"Right this way" she said as she lead them to a table at the far end of the room.
"They are right in there" she said
Sam , John and Dean walked in to the room they saw a lady in her late 40's with her blond hair in a bun.
Wearing a dark blue dress sitting next to her was a little boy no more then Five with blondest brown hair blue eyes wearing a dark red button down and Sand color pants
and on her other side sitting in a highchair was a Two year old wearing and green button down and black pants he had brown hair with green eyes as soon as the three men entered the room the older of the two boys jumped off his chair and came running at them.
"Daddy Daddy" he yelled wile throwing him self at Sam,
Sam then bent down to pick up his son wile his son baread his face in his Fathers shirt "Hay buddy I've missed you" said Sam
"I missed you to Daddy and so has Cole" said Zac
Oh you guys have , have you" said Sam
"yes" said Zac wile holding tiet to his Dad
"Zachary Dean why don't you let your Daddy go for right now so he could introduce us to his friends" said Amy Moore
"But if I let him go he'll go bye ,bye again" said Zac
Just from those 11 words the little boy said Dean and John could see Sam's Heart Braking
"I am not going anywhere right now buddy" said Sam
"you swear" said Zac "I Swear" said Sam
With that Sam sat his son back down he turned to his Mother-in-law.
"Hay Mom I missed you" said Sam
"I missed you to Sam it's been to long" said Amy as she hugged him.
"Dada" squealed Cole
Making Sam and Amy pull back as he did Sam looked to his youngest son.
"What did you say" asked Sam
"Dada ,Dada, Dada" said Cole
Wile holding out his arms so his Dad would pick him up and he did just that wile he was holding Cole he turned to Amy.
"How dose he know me" asked Sam
"Come now Sam do you really think I would let my grandson not know who his Mom and Dad are I put pitchers of you and Jessie all in his room and Zac talks about you so much he must have just picked it up" said Amy
"so Sam who do you have here with you" asked Amy
Sam then put Cole back down and Turned to John and Dean "Well Mom this is my Dad John Winchester and my older Brother Dean Winchester Dad ,Dean this Is Jess's Mom Amy Moore"
"It's nice to meet you" said Amy
"You as well" said John and Dean
Before anyone could say any thing else Sam felt someone pull at his lag when he looked down he saw Zac
"What's up buddy" Sam Asked
"Who are they again cause I know him" he said pointing at John
"He was in that pitcher that Mommy and You never let me touch" said Zac
"well Zac this is my Dad Daddy's Daddy and this is Daddy's Brother Dean" Sam said sitting down next to Zac
"you have a brother just like me" said Zac
"A little bit but you see Dean's older then me" said Sam
Zac looked at Sam and then at Dean and again he then walked over to Dean.
"How can you be older then my Daddy he's bigger then you" he asked Dean
Dean looked over to Sam with a help me look on his face all he got was Sam holding his arm's up as if to say your on your own.
He then looked back over at his little brothers son and said "well just because your Daddy's taller doesn't mean he's older.
You know how your baby brother's littler then you well in a few years he could be taller then you.
When I was your age your daddy was littler then me" said Dean
"Really" asked Zac looking at his Dad
"yeah Dean was taller then me" said Sam
but Zac did not looked like he believed him "if you don't believe me you can ask my Daddy" said Sam
Zac looked over at the man his Dad was pointing at "okay are you my Daddy's Daddy" he asked
"yup" said John
"Was De…Dean bigger then my Daddy" he asked
"yes for a few years he was taller then your Daddy and then when your Daddy was about 13 he shot right up and was bigger then Dean" said John with a rear smile
"when my Daddy was 13 how old were you" Zac asked Dean "I was 17" said Dean
"Where you Mad that Daddy was bigger then you" he asked
"of course I was the big brother I should have been bigger but I got over it" said Dean
"so when I am 17 Cole will be bigger then me" asked Zac
"we don't know we will have to wait and see besides you still have 12 years until your 17" said Sam
"ah man that long" wined Zac
"Trust me buddy when your 17 your going to wish you were 5 again" said Sam
"Cause when your 17 I know that I am going to be wishing you were 5 again" mutter Sam
"yes you will" said John and Amy at the same time
"why would you want me to still be little" asked the little boy
" um" said Sam wile looking at his Dad, Amy and Dean for help but they didn't "um well cause when your little Daddy can't do this" said Sam wile picking his son up and thronging him in the air
"Sam stop your going to make him sick" said Amy
"okay ok we should eat then hm" said Sam
They all sat there for about another 2 hours and about 8' o'clock they all got up to leave.
"Daddy" said Zac "do you have to go now" he added
"yeah I have to go back to my hotel" said Sam
"can't I go with you for tonight" asked the little boy
"well it's wouldn't be very fun" said Sam
"that's ok I just want to be with you" said Zac wile hugging his Dad
Sam then looked over at John and Dean
"well okay but only if it's okay with you grandma" said Sam
"Amy" he added
"He's your son you don't have to ask me" she said
"well alright I think we should get you some thing else to where" said Sam
so 1 hour latter they all walked into there hotel room
Bobby, Jim and Mirsore all looked up when they came in when they saw the little boy Sam was holding they looked at John oddly.
"okay buddy why don't we get you changed" said Sam
wile taking Zac over to the bathroom a moment latter Sam came out with a smile on his face
"what's so funny" asked Bobby
"He said he can do it himself" said Sam
"what's so funny about that" asked John
"Cause any moment now he'll be calling for me he always dose" said Sam
as he held up a hand and counted down to 5 when he got down to 0 all you hared was "Daddy" yelled Zac
"yeah buddy" Sam yelled back with a smile
"I need help" said the little boy
"I am coming" said Sam