Hey,
This story sought of just jumped into my head, its diffenitly a one shot, I think it says what needs to be said.
Explaining this story is impossible, I was just in one of those moods (that's what I get for listening to the instrumental of 'My Heart Will Go On' for about 15 minutes).
hope you enjoy.
Heartbreak
Derek POV
Teardrops run down her face.
Thinking things she never thought she'd think.
Feeling things she never thought she'd feel.
No control over her emotions, she was helpless.
No one was there.
No one would care.
Meredith was just a dot in population. Nobody would notice her departure. So why was it so hard for her to leave, to end it. To end the thing that was causing her the most pain.
"Don't. You'll regret never knowing what could've been."
"How do you know that? They did the same thing to you, who says it won't happen again."
"We have to trust, depend on others to help us through."
"I can't, its not that easy"
"Grab my hand. I'm not going to hurt you, I just want to help."
"I don't need help. All I need is a push"
"You don't want me to push you"
"Yes, yes I do, because I can't do it myself"
Teardrops run down her face.
Thinking things she never thought she'd think.
Feeling thing she never thought she'd feel.
Meredith collapsed into his arms, crying into his chest. Mark whispers things into her ear, possibly comforting her, you never know with Mark.
She looks up, and turns her head and look at me. The pain in her eyes is to much, I can't stand to see her in that much pain, yet, I can't go and comfort her, it's not my place. I can't, but I need to.
Tears fill my eyes, I really can't, I turn and walk away from the one thing in my life that made sense.
Never again will I see her face, tonight I will go, and end her pain, end the thoughts running through her head, stop the feelings she is feeling.
Stop the tears running down her face.
Tonight I board a plane back to somewhere, never to be seen by anyone in Seattle again.
A/N:
As I said, don't ask.
Please review, I'd love your opinon.
Amythest Girl.