Hey, guys, got a oneshot coming at you here! Super short and very easy to read.
This is a spin off my stories We Will Never Hurt Again/Till Death by Fire Do Us Part. I was thinking about my soon-to-come update today and began wondering: What if Jasper died? What if he faded right before Bella's eyes and there was nothing she could do? So, I wrote it down.
This is vulnerable, incredibly so as my school just lost a member, another Warrior that passed away. This is in honor of him, and I hope he is in a better place now. He was much too young to go.
Anyway, hope this is satisfactory in the idea. No flames please, it's a spin on my own adapted stories, and I wrote this cause I wanted to. I am also not held accountable for any tears that fall from Jasper fan's eyes XD
Enjoy!
Let's say, for instance, that in one seemingly endless second your life flashes before your eyes. Technicolor. Vibrant. But, in reality, what exactly is it that you see? Is it the life you actually had, or a cruel countenance of the life you should have had? Brilliance. Vibrant. Wishing for change, I'm sure. As I am at this very moment. Only I wish it was actually my life that flashed cruelly, mockingly. The one that I could see in the soulful, draining eyes was not the life of the man I married. The man I loved.
A sickening monster holding captive that one which brings light, meaning. As I do, as you do. A life I wish I could save, knowing that I can't. He was fading fast, much too fast. In my eyes, the drop from blazing fury to distinguishable flames to icy cold was blinding. Shockingly.
It was the fumes they held, the poison they pumped into his venom filled veins. Those bastards, those taking him from me. Why? I don't know, no do I actually give a damn. However, he is mine, and he will be avenged. They will die by my hands.
They were ashes. Pure, beautiful, black ashes. They polluted every molecule of air that could pass or come to pass. As they would. They deserved it. Even so, they thought it would be good to fight against me. I'll admit, I did indulge them. Taking the barest hits, those which I deserved. Walking away with a few scrapes and cracks in my skin, their downfall was worth every misfortune, every imperfection that now marred my skin.
For him, they were worth everything.
He was my midnight, my rain, my sunlight, my dawn, my day. My everything.
I was left with nothing while he should have everything. Yet, now I cannot give him anything. Nothing will come to pass. His soul will not stay. It will fly, soar beautifully as it should. But I do not want to see him go, for he was never meant to leave. He was here for eternity. Now, I'm left with my lonely days. I will never move on, neither will he. I will never forgive, never forget.
They paid by my hand, as he fell by theirs.
And above all, they were all on mine.
The blood on my hands from Aro, Marcus, Caius, their guard, my husband.
He was gone, and I wished I was so I could be with him forever. However, I cannot fall for he would not want that for me. Yet, would he want me to hurt for the rest of eternity? Certainly not, but what pain would my death bring him? Alive or not. What could I do to him by going against the one promise I made to him I swore I would keep forever.
Fly or fall, death is never the answer. Swear to me, you will not go should I be gone.
I swore. Now, I almost wished I hadn't. But then I think, I would not want him to take himself out if I were to be in his position. If he would live, then I should. For him. Always for him.
Bella, you promised. You will stay. Forever is a long time to be alone. I am fading fast, but I want you to know, before I go. I love you. I will love you every single day and night for the rest of eternity. I will be your shadow, your ghost. I will always be with you, whether it feels like I am or not. Believe in that, these words. Believe in me. You live for me, and I will exist ethereally for you.
Forever.
Eternity.
I fell.
You fly.
I would do as he asked. As I should. I will think of him everyday, grieve every year, and love myself for him. Love him as much as I can, even more. Impossibly so.
I can feel them. The wings. I can fly...I will fly...He flies above me...We can fly together.
Together...
I fly, he fell. Yet, flying together was more beautiful than any experience I have ever been involved. Every moment, every second, I was consumed. Consumed by him, his presence. He was here.
I could fly with him...
Yeah, a very, very easy read. Again, this a random idea I just thought of while thinking over the stories.
Also, get ready for the update of Till Death by Fire Do Us Part. The chapter is with my beta and should be up soon! I am VERY ready/excited for this chapter to come out. I know you guys are going to absolutely LOVE it! Even I got chills when I read it back, and I hope all of my readers do as well!
Please review, favorite and alert, it all means the world to me. If you are not aware of the stories this was adapted from, you should really check them out. I believe they will definitely be worth your time. Especially if you're a Jasper fan :)
Have a wonderful day, everyone!
~Much Love_Zoe_VSA_XOXOX