Hey guys!
A/N: So, this story exists because I was inspired by a song. It was introduced to me by my friend. The song is called I will wait for you by: Us.
Just a few pointers about the characters involved:
- Only Santana, Puck, Rachel, Mike Chang, Quinn and Mercedez graduated.
- Kurt, Sam, Tina, Brittany and Artie are seniors
- No Blaine, sorry
Lyrics are in bold and italics. Lyrics relates to what the character is feeling at the moment/in each chapter.
I do not own Glee or any of the characters.
Glad you clicked on my story, please read and review:D
Chapter 1: I think I'm falling for you (Part I)
(Sam's pov)
I am staring at this amazing boy standing right in front of the class giving a speech about American history. Yes, a boy. I don't usually do that though, only started recently. My eyes were fixed on him, his face, his body and those legs, paying attention to every detail. Resting my chin on the palm of my hand and if I knew better, I think I was drooling too. I did not mind that I was staring at a boy. What's not to stare? What bothered me though was that I cannot figure out a way to speak with him… like a normal conversation without being so weird.
All I can do, for now is to stare. Not stare. That seems so perverted. Pay close attention to? Yes, I am paying close attention to him. I have been doing that for a while now, ever since I started finding him a distraction, a good distraction.
That day he was wearing a red and white striped shirt that wrapped perfectly around his toned and fairly muscular body. Red is definitely his colour. And those tight pair of jeans, strange, he doesn't wear jeans that often. I think he should be wearing it all the time because he looks so hot in those. Well, actually it doesn't matter what he wears since he looks good in anything.
"The United States and the Soviet Union turned against each other after World War II and began the Cold War…" I was not sure of what he was saying. I was not paying attention to the words coming out of those pink, kissable lips of his, just the lips, and those eyes. Perfect eyes, bright, shimmering, glasz colored eyes blinking every few seconds making his lashes dance gracefully, putting me into a deep trance. I drew my gaze downwards checking out his ass, as he turned around to face the white board. He wrote something on the white board but I was not interested in reading. There were just better things to look at right now.
I licked my lips subconsciously as he takes a step and put more weight on one of his legs, slightly shaking those lean hips. I could imagine my hands running down those hips and sliding to his back as I grab one of his butt cheeks. The tight jeans were not helping; it made my eyes get transfixed at his lower part of the body. Not realising that he had turned around to face the class to speak again, I caught a view of the front of his pants. Oh shit! This is too much. I shut my eyes and shook my head as I shake my mind of the thoughts about him. I opened my eyes slowly, praying that my behaviour had not been noticed by anyone else in the room. I looked around, nobody was looking at me. I turned my gaze towards the front and damn! He was smiling. No, smirking at me. I blushed and looked down at my desk.
Everything was fine the way it was
Normal and ordinary
Then there was you, so randomly too
And now you're staring at me
Apparently, he finished his presentation and was making his way back to his seat. I did not dare look up as he walked pass me across the aisle between the tables. Oh my god, this so embarrassing.
His seat was one row away behind mine. Still, I could sense a pair of eyes burning a hole through my head. I just knew he was staring at me, watching my every move, making sure to make me feel insecure of my actions for the rest of the lesson.
You see, he was not shy in nature. More of an outspoken, daring, always gets what he wants kind of guy. He was kind of a bully I would say. Not the intimidator or threatening type of bully, but more of a teaser. It was always difficult for me to read him. From the way he smirks at me to the way he talks to me. Yes, we do talk, but it was always the way friends who are not-that-close type of conversations. For instance, the other day after class, I saw him at the parking lot. I didn't know what I was thinking. Randomly, I opened my mouth and asked him, "How was your day?"
"Fine, yours?"
"Good."
Silence. I was thinking, making something up in my head.
"Okay, um I guess I'll see you around." He suddenly broke the silence.
"Yeah, okay bye."
Awkward, I feel it. I don't know if he feels awkward too. I hope he doesn't sense that I was nervous. That I was trying to find the right words to say. I didn't want to make a fool of myself in front of him. I just wanted him to notice me, which seems to be the hardest part. It was always an embarrassing moment for me. Why does he make me feel self-conscious? I am a confident and sometimes laidback kinda guy. I'd like to say I'm cool, but am not that cool. Popular, I guess. But when it comes to him, I become nothing. My mind just stops working and my words get jumbled up in my head. I can't seem to control myself when I see him. It is like everything just turns upside down when he looks at me and my jaws becomes tighter or I lose my inner confidence. So darn frustrating.
(Kurt's pov)
I smiled and thanked the class as I finished my presentation, my smile turning into a smirk when I saw him quickly closing his eyes shut and cupping his head with both hands. I swear to god he was checking me out earlier. I mean I could almost feel his eyes making a thorough scan down my body when my back was turned to the class. I made a note to myself that I should put in more effort to move my hip as I put my weight to one side, and I guess I did it perfectly considering the reaction I got from him. I laughed as I strolled back to my seat. I cannot stop staring at him now that he has no view of me from where he sits.
I love my seat because of the position. It was one person behind him, so that makes it easier for me to hide myself if he ever turned around to catch a glimpse of me. He is so cute. I love the way he smile, his impressions, the way he stares at me without even noticing that I was looking back and blushes when we accidentally make eye contact. I feel like I know him well, just by his character. We never really had a chance to talk and learn about each other. Ever since he started dating Brittany, she was always with him. Yes, he may be bi but it doesn't mean he can like two people at once, right? I just think it's impossible for him to feel anything for me. He loves Brittany and they are perfect for each other. I know this may sound selfish but I'm in a way glad that Santana is back in Ohio. Maybe there is a chance for me to be with him if ever Brittany breaks up with Sam. She returns back into Santana's arms and I will tell him I like him. No, I can't. What if I screw up? He's been through a lot and I don't want to see him get hurt because of me.
No one can choose who they fall for
Or when the fall, or how they fall, or why
I, well I fell for you and I must wait
it's only a matter of time
I will wait for you my darling
and I will wait for you
Oooh
Oooh
(Sam's pov)
Oh, did I mention that I have a girlfriend? She's great, almost perfect for me. Brittany S. Pierce, hot, funny, a great dancer and singer, the senior class president and she loves my impersonations. We get each other. We clicked. There is…only one problem. Santana Lopez is back in town and honestly, I don't think I can beat her in this battle. I know how much she loves Brittany and I know Brittany still loves Santana. Seriously, how can I, Sam Evans get in the way of a match made in heaven? It just won't happen. Besides, I don't want to mess with Miss Santana Lopez. When she wants something, she gets it. Believe me, I've seen it. Do I have a choice? No, because I believe that you don't get to choose love, love chooses you. That is why I have made a decision to let Brittany go. She belongs to Santana and I do not want to be the barrier between them. I won't be too sad about it because I know it's the right thing to do. Besides, she is not the one clouding my mind right now...It's Kurt.
Everything was cool the way it was
Just me, my thoughts, and I
and then there was you, so randomly too
the way that you walked by
TBC...(part II of I think I'm falling for you next chapter!)
