/essentially Isa is trapped inside Saix's mind and wants to break free and does...I wrote this for my Lea ( Zax )/

A prisoner in my own heart / ( WAKE UP!)

(Lea wait up!)
a younger voice echoing in the dark inside my head, a sudden flash of a scene that must have played out hundreds of times in our past lives. Familiar red spikes, I raised my arm as if to reach out to him instinctively. my arm stops, a dull ache in my chest. I hear a shuffle of fabric as I placed my hand over the aching emptiness.

"do you even miss how we used to be?"

I hear a voice, it's not mine, a quiet murmur from the outside, it's surreal. My gaze falling from Axel's back to the floor tracking each step he takes away from me.

(follow him). I urge but my body does not obey. I stands, stuck in place, a prisoner in my own body. Watching the floor as my best friend and lover fades into the distance unable to look up.

Out of sound, the noise of his footsteps gradually stat to fade. (my voice won't reach him anymore.)

Out of reach, I can't feel him. (I can't touch him anymore.)

Out if sight, he's going to fade into the darkness. (I can't see him anymore.)

(does he still miss me?)

"Axel...!" the strange voice says.
(Lea...!) I cry out in unison with the other.
T
he figure pause in his tracks. The crimson locks swaying momentarily, he glanced back. The piecing green eyes of my best friend.(LEA...!) I call and struggle against the shadows around me.

"It hurts. my head..."
a growing pain rises from somewhere inside my head. My face contorts into one of agony, eyes flash from gold to a piercing blue that he knew.

(Lea...I want to be with you!) I hear snapping of the shadows that hold me.

my hands fly to my head and tangle into my hair digging harshly into my scalp I collapse to the floor. "AAAGGHHH!"

I hear him yell, it feels strange. it doesn't sound like my voice. I don't feel the pain, I want to be free of this place. I'm afraid, it's so dark there's a small flame I will follow. maybe it will lead me back to him, back to Lea back to where I belong.

"A-Axel..." the strange voice starts to fade quietly.

I reach the small red and orange flame and tentatively touch my fingers to it.(I feel it it's warm...his light.) I close my eyes as I curl around it. I feel it sinking inside me. into my chest. I have to protect it.
suddenly a burning in my scalp. "ahn..." I wince slowly opening my eyes. I blink a few times to clear my blurry vision.

I lay on the floor, my body aches, there's a ringing in my ears, there's a warm hand on my shoulder shaking me. I glance up with my blue eyes.

"Lea?" my voice, I head my voice. I sit up and groan holding my head still in a daze. I feel strong arms wrapping around me and warm tears falling on my cheek. I smile crosses my face as I wrap my arms around him.

"I can touch you again with my own hands." I whisper against him petting his head and leaning my cheek against his wet one.

"Don't leave me again Isa..."I can hear him cry. it feel like a dream. I pet his head and kiss his soft lips.

"We won't be alone anymore..." I whisper holding him close as he weeps I lie back onto the floor his head against my chest as tears soak my coat. I pet his head and he soon starts to calm down. it still works. I smile a small smile before lifting his chin to see his reddened eyes before softly kissing each of his eyelids. "I'll never truly be gone...I love you too much for that."

"Isa..." a smile crosses his face as tears start to spill over his cheeks again smudging the two small marks on his cheeks. I reach up and rub them away and smile at him.

"we will always be together..." a small smile curls my lips as I speak the next words. "Got it memorized?" I ask tapping gently on his forehead.