Deep Down Inside, Love Hurts
I know I try my hardest to show Sasuke one way or another that I love him and will always be there, the problem is that he never ever tries to even show it back... why? It's all because of his urge of wanting to be the greatest shinobi there ever was: to be better than his brother, Itachi: to show he has no fears: to defeat the best of the best: and he's trying to do that all at the same time. Though I tell him to take a break once and awhile he never does, he disappears somewhere with Kakashi Sensei and begins another round of training to get one step closer to his goals. While I'm just there wathcing him go through all this pain and watching him suffer, all because I can't do anything... not one thing but just stand and watch. I sometimes doubt that I should even be a ninja, when I can rarely defend myself in battle. Luckily Sasuke, Naruto, or some other shinobi is near and saves me when I'm in deep trouble. I was even so helpless to let my guard down and as a result it ended up with me cutting all of me perfect hair, one of which Sasuke is said to like on girls, but I know I had to do it otherwise Sasuke and Naruto would've been on the thinnest line holding them from death. On the other hand since that occured... Ino herself did it too so we're quite about equal now. After all this thinking I drift away from all the of the world, run to my bed, and close my eyes tightly. As tears slowly fall from my closed eyes I refuse to start dreaming another one of my deepest horrors... Sasuke leaving me forever to accomplish his goals, and if he does what point is there in living at all
//.Life...
The clouds are wonderful, full of their beatiful white-blue color, the sun is over our heads beaming with the brightness of its rays as it watches the most popular and so far most entertaining battle to become hokage of the leaf village... Konoha. Silence filled the arena to watch what the ninja's next moves would be, jumping out of their seats every now and then if some kind of amazing catastrophe happened.
My eyes were glued to Sasuke, unable to move away from the sight of him. It didn't bother me at all because that's what I'd rather do than be looking back at Naurto being an idiot and yelling, "Common Sasuke, could you do any worse?!". But in his mind he knows he couldn't defeat him, wanting Sasuke to do worse, alot worse in fact... and stare at Choji eating a tremendous amount of chips and snacks only to make the pile of garbage bigger... also to watch Kakashi and Guy Sensei snicker and exchange glances amazed at what skill these mere genuin are on.
A breezy wind came by blowing the pile of garbage across the arena floor, and getting Choji in trouble. Then another gust of wind comes by but stronger making my hair sway to the left side of my face, I feel the presence of something bad about to happen, but I am too obessed with watching Sasuke. I simply ignore the cause and continue my gazing.
This comes to the end of chapter one of my Fanfic but please do wait for the others. They'll be even more amazing and better, remeber to give reviews for it! Until my next chapter, sayonara!