Disclaimer: I don't own Negima!
Every single person on this earth has some kind of regret at some time in their life, it doesn't mater what you are you still feel this emotion. Weather you're a demon, a human, a half demon, a spirit, a half spirit, a werewolf or even a vampire. These things truly do little to divide living beings, except what one chooses to believe about others just because they are different. The arrogant way humans look at all other races, the way half breeds as they're called are looked upon by pure bloods, and the fear that is felt for cursed beings like werewolves and vampires and the false superiority any of these beings feel, all adds up in the end to hatred. Its what drives us further into our doomed pit that we dig for our selves. We all feel the same regardless of these insignificant differences.
Yue looked at the piece of writing she'd just come up with off the top of her head, it was pretty bad in her opinion, it had the idea she was trying to express with it but not the words. Why had this suddenly become hard for her she didn't understand, she'd written countless items on psychology but something kept getting to her now. It was like she was writing with someone else's hand. She felt disconnected, as though she were none of the beings that existed in this world, as though she were watching an experiment which took in the whole world. Ignoring these bizarre feelings she continued to write.
Overall none of this matters, what is the difference between all these beings, nothing at all. They are all powerless to control their fates as they are subjected to one self centred desire after another.
'Why an I writing these things? I… why do I feel this way? What's happening to me?!' Her mental screams were only to be heard by her and another who lay in a restless sleep.
They are my puppets, blind to my power, the power of gòd.
Yue looked on at the piece of paper in shock, wondering why she'd just declared herself god. She truly felt as though she didn't even know who she was anymore. She couldn't think straight, she'd lost the one thing that gave her an advantage in life. She knew it, she'd lost it, she felt every shred of her consciousness flyingin random directions. She knew it even more so as she screwed up the paper she'd been writing on and it turned into parchment. Everything stopped as a hand came to rest on her shoulder.
The voice of a girl, that Yue failed to find an explanation for the presence of in this room, spoke softly. "Sleep silly girl, you need it at your age."
And with that Yue was overcome with a strange weariness. Everything vanished and she was encompassed in a calm, dreamless sleep.
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The girl responsible for this sleep, walked silently around the room, examining everything that lay in this room. She didn't touch anything but not in fear of leaving evidence of her being here, she had other reasons. Her eyes moved over everything that the room contained, a mountain of books that the pair of girls living here had read in the last few days since the class had returned from Kyoto, a few pieces of furniture, a pair of desks and a small table, There were some cooking utensils that would most likely only be used for breakfast or maybe dinner as well. Her eyes finally came to rest on the one reason she was here.
The young girl who lay in the bed. She was a rather small girl about fourteen years old with shortish purple, blue hair. She would be cute if not for the expression she wore on her face Her sleep wasn't nice, the girl was barley stopping herself from thrashing about in the bed. She seemed to be experiencing some nightmare or another, not that it didn't make sense seeing as what the girl had gone through was truly horrible. She was probably remembering that day…
"She has plenty to have nightmares over. She didn't deserve that, I'm glad I killed that man. It was my fault, if I'd just seen that man for what he was, none of that would have had to happen." she whispered as she watched the girl toss and turn she just wished that it hadn't been that way and she wished she could take all the pain away from this girl because she knew it too.
"Damn it!" She cursed viciously as she begun to tear up.
"Even though she got away from those thing, there's still such suffering after such a long time, and to think that she got lucky. I don't even want to think about it." She said with a sigh as she wiped away her tears.
"Poor girly what would you do if I wasn't around." The invading girl muttered to herself and the sleeping girl as she slipped a packet of pills under the girls pillow.
She let out a sigh sealing her mind further. "Silly girl. You're too young to follow me in my stupid destiny. I've screwed up my life don't let me screw up yours."
As the invading girl walked over to the window and the moonlight illuminated her being. She was a small girl who looked to be around ten years old with long blonde hair, pale white skin and greyish eyes. She wore her school uniform with a black trench coat overtop. This girls name was Evangeline A,K. McDowell, the undying witch, accursed mage of darkness, child vampire (only to few), vampire princess of ice, lost princess of the boarder mountains, bitch and one other name.
"Eva-chan? Why are you here?" asked a weary voice from the bed that lay not far away.
Eva moved quicker than seemed possible for her childish body, clasping her hand over the older looking girls mouth gently and whispered. "Shh, Nadoka, we don't want to wake Yue up."
Nadoka nodded and slowly Eva removed her hand allowing the other girl to speak. "What are you doing here?"
"You dropped those pills during PE. I was just returning them and well checking on you. It's been a while since we had a privet talk like this. Well how are you and the sensei?" replied Evangeline with a slightly teasing voice about the last part.
"I'm, I'm not sure… about sensei that is…. I like him but…" Nadoka spoke hesitantly.
Evangeline's eye's flared with an almost evil flare. "When I get my hands on that brat, oh how I hope I get to teach him…"
"Eva-chan! That's not what I meant. What I meant was that he's not really old enough to understand that kind of thing. I don't think he's interested in romance, he's too young." speedily replied Nadoka waving her hands in front of herself with a bright red blush on her face.
"Huh… well you're right he is still just a kid after all, I mean your not even a women yet." spoke the mini vampire with a smirk on her face.
Nadoka too a few second to take the comment in before bursting into giggling fit. "You, ha are trying to tell me, hahaha that I'm not a women yet, ahahaha…. What's that saying about you? Your breasts aren't even big enough for a bra."
"Well how many men have you seduced? Zero, I've scored thousands, not that I wanted sex or anything, that'd just hurt." Replied Evangiline with utmost seriousness.
"You know that makes you sound like a total slut, right." whispered Nadoka with a false sense of seductiveness into the smaller girls ear, before they both burst into hysteria. "Eva-chan?"
"Yes" replied the vampire, somewhat surprised at how serious Nadoka's tone of voice was.
"Ever since we, as in the class went to Kyoto I've had this feeling in my chest, and I really don't get it. It's just this huge pressure like my chest, no my heart and lungs are going to burst apart. It hurts, like I'm drowning all the time, and I've drowned once and died, or at least partially died, but I'm totally fine. What's wrong with me, why does this feeling just come and go and come and go?" The teen cried while curling into a ball on her bed.
Evangiline tried not to get emotional but she'd run out of luck years ago and it took longer than the two seconds she'd normally take to figure out what was happening to Nadoka. "When does it happen, during exercise and when your thinking hard or when your relaxing."
"When I'm relaxing." Nadoka squeaked out past her sobs. Evangiline had no idea how much of a mess this girl had become, just because she'd accidentally been kissed by a ten year old dwindle bat. It all made sense though, Nadoka suffering from chronic magic berserker syndrome(chronic MBS) just when she formed a pacto but it wasn't normal for a human to react this way, it happens in rare cases but there was one definite possibility.
People tend to avoid forming a pacto with a being of a certain natures because these pacto's had a tendency to go wrong and kill the partner and whoever is nearby when their own magical energies went berserk. These type of beings are vampires, werewolves and elves. None of these beings are what they're cracked up to be. They are all powerless without the one thing they need, blood, moonlight and plant life. Vampires drink blood to gain power, werewolves power comes and goes like the moon and the elves need the life aura that plants give off.
However Nadoka's case was different from all of these which at best, occurred fully an hour after the pacto was made. Nadoka hadn't blown up yet and it had been days, yet she was still experiencing the symptoms of the condition, unless she was one of 'those creatures', which Evangiline knew she couldn't be, it made no sense at all.
Evangiline waited in thought for a few seconds and spoke firmly. "Nadoka, what your experiencing is because you formed a pacto with Negi. I need you to come with me… or you'll die."
'There are at least two people in this world that you'd die for, even if you can't die.'