A/N: I know I should be working on my other stories but I have hit a major writers block, but this idea come to last night and I wanted to see where it was wanting to go. (because let us be honest, my writing has a mind of its own)

I know that supernatural is not for everyone, but it is what I feel most comfortable writing because it demands creation of intricate plot lines. Leave a lovely review and fav and follow.

Summary: Kensi comes back from Afghanistan completely unharmed, but there is something different, something almost-animalistic-about the female agents' behavior. A new agent is brought in to help Kensi deal with this revelation and give her the proper training to survive in a human dominated world. Can she survive or will she fall victim to her only enemy; herself.

Two OC-Lucas Collins and Trinity Thorn) whole team in involved but is mostly Kensi centric.

The Beast I have Become

Chapter 1

Kensi's P.O.V

Last month I would have been more than glad to leave Afghanistan behind and go home to my team, to my partner, my Deeks. But now everything has changed. And I am forced to carry the burden alone.

Dreams plaque me, smells assault my nose, bright light burns my eyes. it may have been a month since the last moon, I am still completely and utterly sore, I guess that is what happens when your bones break and your body molds itself into a beast.

I shake my head, angry at myself that I did have answers, I really need answers. Hollywood dictates that a bite or sixteenth birthday marks this event. But as far as I know I have not been bitten and I am not sixteen haven't been in fifteen years.

So here I am sitting on a plane with Granger across from me, I can feel his eyes on me, he is still fuming about how I went missing for a few hours a month ago, when everything changed the only question is; was it a good one or did it mark me as evil?

How would Deeks handle this if I told him…I shake my head, I cannot tell him, I could not handle him calling me a beast…a monster. My mind repeats that over and over again; Monster. Monster. Monster. But my heart has a weird sense of piece settled over it , like that strange hollowness that I carried around in my heart has finally been filled, and it is equal parts Deeks and equal parts….beast.

"Blye, we land within the hour." I simply nod and look out the plane window, the team will be in the bullpen by the time I arrived. I am in the midst of an internal war, do I tell them or do I keep quiet. I know that I will have to tell Hetty, these new…talents…. That I possess could come in handy on a case, but everyone else? I have no clue as to how they will react. I finally settle on keeping quiet, until I learn to control this….beast…monster.

Without even realizing it, we touched down and the plane finally came to a stop. I took a deep breath, taking in the musty air of the plane and what I think is a team members B.O…..sometimes heightened sense is not a blessing. I hurriedly grab my bag and exit the plane before anyone else, the enclosed space was making me twitchy, which earned my wary glances throughout the flight. "Blye you are with me, I will take you to OSP." Again I simply nod, not in the mood for his prying.

It is another thirty minutes before I see OSP. Walking through the doors I can smell the stale coffee, Hetty's tea, the smoke from the burn room, but the smell of sea water and something that is distinctly him makes me smile, makes me feel home and I haven't even seen him yet. And as much as I want to go to him, to my team I must see Hetty. For I was still a little worried about having to keep this from my dysfunctional family.

Granger went… somewhere, I lost sight of him but frankly I did not care. So squaring my shoulders and raising my head I walk right past the bullpen without sparing a glance, because I knew my weak resolve to speak to Hetty first would crumble.

"Kensi?" I hear him whisper and it makes my heart clench but I am already at Hetty's desk.

"Ah Ms. Blye, it is good to have you back." She says as she takes a sip from her tea cup.

"It is good to be back, however I have something of importance that I must speak with you right away." another trick I picked up in the last month, I have more control over my actions… my emotions however, well those are running rampant in my head, making sleep hard to come by.

"What is it my dear?" I sit and lean forward.

"It is something that is to stay between you and me, I am telling you because I feel that it will come in handy to have me at your disposal on certain cases." I expect her to say something but she keeps staring at me that is making the…beast… coil and come forward, it takes everything I have to push it down, and even then that is barely enough. Hetty, I can tell, knows that something is going on in my head, and she is right save for that is in my entire body.

"Yes, My Blye." I swallow thickly.

"This may be hard to comprehend but it is you to who I am speaking…" I start rambling because how do you tell this to somebody, how do you tell them that you are a… beast. "Last month I got the shock of a lifetime…" I purse my lips. Hetty stands and stands next to me, making sure my back is still to my team.

Her hand raises up and strokes my cheek motherly, and I close my eyes. "Speak freely my dear, I have seen many things in my day." She says as she gives me knowing look. "What is it Kensi?"

"As of a month ago, I am a werewolf." I whisper and I look down, ashamed at this beast in me.

"It is my understanding that if one is not bitten, then one has always been a werewolf." My head shoots up so fast I hear it crack.

"You know about these things? Can you tell me why this happened? I need answers!" I yell and cringe when I realize that the team most definitely heard that.

"I know very little when it comes to the supernatural. However I know someone like you, she is quiet powerful, I have been trying for years to get her to come and work for me, perhaps the prospect of working with another wolf will get her furry rump in gear." I can't help but chuckle. "And she can help you grow in ways that I cannot anymore. Maybe she will have the answers that you so desperately seek."

I nod. "that would be great, awesome even, this past month has been weird…so what is this woman's name? and how will she be on the team will that not leave her riding around with one of us?"

"Lucas Collins, Mr. Deeks temporary partner will be partnered up with her, I have a feeling those two will get along great." She smiles that smile that scream of deeper intent.

"Playing matchmaker again Hetty?" I smirk, and ask her once again, "What is this mystery woman's name?"

"Trinity Thorn."