He kissed me at first a peck then a shy opened mouth kiss then it became passionate with desire and lust then deep with love that both of us wanted to express to each other. He picked my up and i wrapped my legs around his waist my elbows leaning against his shoulders as he entangled his hands in my hair. Tears spilled from my eyes while the kiss became more intense and emotional. Shhh... he dried my eyes and tried to sooth me by kissing my eyes and then trailed some kisses down my jaw line. I stiffled a sob that was thick in my throat but i kept it at bay and grabbed his face in my hands and pulled him into a kiss full of desperation and need. He pulled me into a pool of pleasure and desire that made me forget the pain i had been in and live in the moment for a second. "Pretty boy it's gonna be ok i got you and i'm never letting go," he whispered in my ear he clasped his hands with mine. I snuggled against him tighter wanting the hollowness to go away the need and craving to be gone also but everything was still there. The craving for the drug and the giant whole in my heart that caused it to ache so much was still present but at the moment it was bearable. For the moment i could breath with out it feeling like my chest would collaspe and i felt safer then i had when he wasnt hear.