Better in time
I was sitting in the living room. Everyone went out hunting so I was here with Emmett who was somewhere else. God knows where. I went to Edward's piano. I played the piano when I was in Arizona but I didn't like it that much. I have also written songs also but yeah. I grabbed the music out of my back pocket and started to play and sing. I wrote it when Edward was gone. I must have remembered well because I was good.
It's
been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn
to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been
through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no
one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really
didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly
I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be
OK
[Chorus:]
Thought
I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals
too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love
you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in
time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to
remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your
feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings
but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal
it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm
learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be
OK
[Chorus:]
Thought
I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals
too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love
you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in
time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you
go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No
matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I
will
[Chorus:
X2]
Thought
I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals
too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love
you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in
time
I smiled as I was proud of myself. I pulled out another piece (Bella has a folder full of music). I started to play this one. It was more like those songs that is like 'I still love him but he is gone'
Oh
baby
Baby, I stay in love with you
Dying inside 'cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We
don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so
hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me at this
point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to
give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake
if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I
know
[Chorus:]
We
said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's
over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't
nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I
keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try
to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See
I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I
stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na
na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in
love with you
It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My
friends tell me
I aint the same no more
We still need each
other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we
had
Aint nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride
shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the
block
Proud in the Volvo
We both know our heart is breaking
Can
we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go
I know
[Chorus x2]
I
stay in love
Love
Oh, I stay in love.
Wow I must have remembered well. I looked through some more music.
I
keep on fallin'... in and out of love with you
Sometimes I love
ya, sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good, At times I
feel used
Lovin' you darlin', makes me so confused
[Chorus]
I
keep on fallin', in and out of love with you
I never loved
someone the way that i'm lovin' you
(Verse 2)
Oh Oh, I....
never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure,
cause
me so much pain,
'Cause when I think
I'm taking more than
would a fool
I start fallin'
back in love with you.
(Chorus)
I keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never loved someone the way that I'm lovin' you
(Bridge)Oh
baby
I,I,I,I'm
Fa-a-allin'
I,I,I,I'm
Fa-a-allin'
Fall,fall,fa-a-a-allin'x2
(Chorus)
I
keep on fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never loved
someone the way that i'm lovin' you
I'm fallin', in and out of
love witha you
I never loved someone the way that i'm lovin'
you
I'm fallin', in and out of love witha you
I never
loved someone the way that i'm lovin' you
what.
I pulled out one more piece of music. This one is my favorite piece.
Some
people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the
fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just
to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define
what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a
bore
So full of the superficial
[Chorus:]
Some
people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it aint
you baby
If I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond
rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If
I aint got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That
promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And
that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a
silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me
[Chorus:]
Some
people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't
you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond
rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If
I aint got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't
want nothing at all
If it aint you baby
If I aint got you
baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want
everything
But everything means nothing
If I aint got you,
yeah
[Outro:]
If
I aint got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world
don't mean a thing
If I aint got you with me baby
I stood up from the piano and smiled. I turned around to see the Cullens there looking shocked.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alice's Pov
I was hunting when I had a vision. It was an awesome vision of Bella. She was singing and playing Edward's piano.
Vision starts
It's
been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn
to
see somehow I can't forget you
after all that we've been
through
Vision ends.
"Alice!" Edward yelled.
"What?!" I yelled.
"No need to yell." He said
"Whatever. What?" I asked.
"Did you have a vision?" he asked.
"Yeah it was about Bella." I said.
"What's wrong? Is she ok? What did Emmett do?" he fired questions at me.
"Chill you need to go home and find out." I said. We all ran home and listened to Bella sing and play different songs.
"She wrote those?" Edward asked.
"I don't know." I said. She stood up from the piano and we walked in. Shock was all over her face.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bella's Pov
God kill me now. That was my secret and now they found out. Shit.
"Hi." I said weakly. My face was probably red as a lobster.
"Bella why didn't you tell me you play?" Edward asked.
"I don't know." I said.
"Bella you are really good." Alice said. I blushed some more.
"Hey Bella you might be better than Edward at something." Rosalie said. We all laughed while Edward glared at Rosalie.
Edward walked to me.
"That was beautiful Bella." He said kissing my lips.
"Get a room!" Alice said.
"Get your own damn house!" Edward laughed. I laughed as well. Everyone left and We kissed passionately.
