A/N: what if my own primary Yume Nikki universe was a more pessimistic one? (Unlike the more optimistic one in my first and previous Yume Nikki fanfic, the crossover with Baldi's Basics) What if Madotsuki didn't enjoy those dreams she had? And what would the ones living in the dream world think of it? You'll read all about it here. Also, my apologies if this chapter is too short, the future ones will become longer, I promise.


Madotsuki's POV

Dreams. People have them when they sleep, but, on occasion, also while being awake. Dunno why, but it is true.

Me, I'm sick of having them by now. They all seem boring after only just one millisecond, and the effects I've found around them quickly became boring as well. Indeed, I couldn't even put most of them to any good use, so I discarded them all in the Nexus, and decided to wake up afterwards, because meanwhile, I really got sick of life, too.

Once awake, I wrote a final note, in case anyone else in the apartment building would bother to knock on my door and look for me while I'd be gone already.

Dear person at the door,

In case you're looking for me, I'm not around anymore. Physically, I'll be all the way down from my balcony, but mentally, I'll be all the way up, among the bajillions of tiny stars in space. (Or wherever heaven may be located.)

-Madotsuki

I put a piece of tape on the piece of paper, quickly opened the door to stick the note to the other side of it, closed it again, went to my balcony, and breathed in deeply.

'Well' I thought, 'this is it. If anyone wonders where I'll be up next, they really shouldn't…'

Last thing I did, was jump, in order to depart to heaven, or something. Goodbye, world…