(BOOK THREE of split in two book 2 and the Diaz twins book 1)

(Luna's Prov)

It's been a few weeks now, maybe more than a month, I had sort of lost track.

How about I sum up what happened, not much really, normal life I haven't thought of toffee much which is most likely a good thing after what he did to me and all.

Marco and Star talked it out after the whole 'I do have a crush on you' thing and they're on really good terms but not officially dating.

I've watched closely how Marco is around both girls. He still seems shy around Jackie but with Star he's still so open and it seems little has changed between the two, Marco's happy with being around both of them which makes me happy.

It does pain me a bit that he has little time for me now, but I don't mind. It's just that...I really need SOMEONE right now anyone would do, I just, don't want to be alone more than I already am.

I guess I should talk about toffee. Well, I miss him but at the same time I don't. All the memories he and I shared and not to mention he was the only one who kept me company when Marco was out with Jackie or Star or something.

I still care about him I know I do but I don't understand why. I mean maybe it's because of how close we are or-or because of how much I loved him I-I don't know any more really.

All I know now is that me, my brother, and Star where all before queen moon.

"I know this is a very hard thing to ask. Especially after what he has done to you three, but I fear it can only be one of you three to do this" Queen Moon stated to the three of us as she walked down the steps of her thrown just like she has when star has broken her wand.

"What do you mean Queen Moon" I question with confusion which she sighed sadly at

"It's, Toffee. He, he wishes to discuss terms of peace between Monsters and Mewmans especially now that you all are very close to coming of age" she then smiled and looked at all of us, we all had changed Marco and I got a bit taller and so did Star we also looked a bit older even.

"My how you all have grown oh it's such a wonder" her voice trailed before she coughed realizing she was about to ramble the three of us smiled and laughed a bit.

"So one of us has to, go and make a peace agreement with Toffee then" Marco questioned his smile along with the rest of ours faded.

"I am, afraid so Mr. Diaz, and he asked for with of you three, but I know who he would mostly like to speak to" her gaze drifted from my brother to me and I gave her a sad look and a sigh.

"I'll-I'll go then" I stuttered fearfully out both Marco and star shook their heads.

"But Luna" they both questioned and I raised a hand stopping them before looking to each with a small and sad smile.

"It's ok, I'll be ok, I promise" I told them before looking to Moon.

"Where would he like to meet, will he know that I will be the one coming" I questioned her.

"He said to walk forward from here and into the forest until you get to a wide and open clearing, I will let him know that you are on your way, please be careful" she told me looking sad

I nodded and walked to my scythe and cloak about to pick them up until.

"On his wishes you can not bring a weapon, or a friend" she must have read my mind with the second part since I had opened my mouth to ask that very question I sighed out and shook my head not liking either request so I only grabbed my cloak and threw it on.

I had given them all my goodbyes before heading out carrying only my pencil and sketch book with me in case there was a wait, but then again knowing toffee, or at least thinking I still know him, he's already there patiently waiting for my arrival.

Moon was calling him just as I left and knowing both Star and Marco and maybe even Moon they all are threatening him and giving him warnings I couldn't help but smile at picturing it all in my head.

It was a long walk but I didn't mind a lot of the mewmans scared me but I apparently seemed to fit in a bit besides my clothing of course.

When I had gotten to the edge of the forest I looked up at the large trees before looking in front of me and sighing as I put up the hood of my cloak that has a crescent moon clasp.

I continued the walk this time the walk wasn't so long and before I knew it I was in a large clearing, I looked around 'no one's here' I became suspicious and weary, but decided to just wait.

I walked to the middle of the clearing looking all around before sitting down and opening my sketch book.

I noticed that I had started drawing a lot of things the stand for a broken heart. I wasn't surprised of course since my heart has been broken in more ways than one in these two almost three years.

I had started thinking after a bit of drawing what Moon had said "but I know who he would mostly like to speak to" those words burning in my brain, and I couldn't help but scoff a laugh and think 'he doesn't want to see me one bit, you just didn't want to put your daughter's life in danger more than you already have'.

I haven't liked my thoughts lately they're so cruel, mean and-and violent. They don't even sound like me, they don't even sound like something I'D say or think normally, but I guess everyone has those types of thoughts every now and again.

I sat and stayed there for a long while not for a second understanding why toffee wasn't here yet 'did I go in the wrong direction' 'am I in the wrong place' 'did toffee lie again' 'where is he' many thoughts flooded my mind like a river as I looked around the clearing and into the trees.

I hummed and shook my head before returning to my drawing which I had only just realized was a daring of a large and broken heart, I sighed

"Lavender" I spoke out loud and was given an immediate response

"Yes" she said in my mind in a sing song voice.

"Are you the cause of all of this, what are you even trying to do" I questioned.

"No idea what you mean love" she said which made me sigh.

"Are you the one causing the horrible and mean thoughts and are trying to make me miss toffee no matter how much I would dislike to" questioned and she sighed.

"Dear you must understand he is the only reason you keep going and trying to connect Star and Marco-"I interrupted her.

"Your still on that whole blood moon thing ugh why can't you Just stop already I've told you it's their choice and the-"she interrupted me back.

"Yes, yes I know but you see it too and besides you and him are connected as-"

"We are as connected to each other as two negative magnets" I hissed out to her and she kept silent.

"Who are you talking to" I jumped at the sudden voice behind me and got into a fighting stance with an angry look on my face which lessened as I saw who it was.

"Toffee" I said with no kind of kindness in my voice.

"Luna" he said my name the same way and I slowly went out of my fighting stance but crossed my arms giving a cold and heartless gaze to him, his emotionless eyes held mine closely.

"You didn't answer my question" he said after a long while of silence.

"I don't have to tell you who I talk to do I" I spoke with gritted teeth, no reaction.

"hmm I suppose, but now it's time to talk a bit of politics, Let's hope judging on all the things I know of you that you can keep up" Toffee smirked for a second but it when away in the blink of an eye which made me huff.

"Moon said you wanted to make a peace agreement" I stated, I noticed something flicker in his brilliant and bright yellow eyes I couldn't place it but it reminded me of either jealousy, rage, or annoyance maybe it was all three I don't know anymore.

"What have I told you about speaking of her" all three I am guessing I smirked at him.

"You only said not to speak of her when we were intimate, as you can clearly see we are in no such way or ever will be in such way again" I spoke coldly to him and noticed his eye twitch a bit 'hit him where it hurts' I thought he grumbled something.

"What was that toffee dearest I couldn't hear you" my voice sounded sarcastic and cruel as I seemed to rub everything in his face, the atmosphere was definitely getting dark and hostile.

"I said that's what you think" I put my hand over my mouth to stifle my laugh before I let it all out laughing at him and what he said.

"You-you think after all that you've said and done I'd-I'd let you" I laughed harder barely being able to form that sentence alone, his eye was twitching more and more.

"Oh-oh you are priceless toffee" I said finally letting my laugh die out as I looked back up at him with a large smirk he looked at me with anger, rage, and...hurt?

I smirk faded slowly at that there was a very long time of silence between us until toffee spoke up.

"You think I'm joking don't you" his voice was deeper than usual and sounded as deadly as poison.

"Oh, well if you can joke about loving someone than you can definitely joke about everything else to them then" I spoke smiling his eyes sharpened at that.

"I didn't mean for-"YOU DIDN'T MEAN WHAT TOFFEE, HURT ME, BREAK MY HEART, LIE TO M-" I got right up in his face and started to yell.

"FOR THIS TO HAPPEN" he yelled surging forward which made me go back out of fear I looked at him with wide and confused eyes that still held anger.

"For this, heh really" I questioned with a scoff of a laugh.

"Yes, really" he spoke he was panting from yelling I stared at him with my brows furrowed as I searched his expression not even knowing what I was looking for.

I gave another scoff of a laugh and shook my head

"Why did you want me to come instead of Marco or Star"

"We have a better connection"

"A connection you decided to break" we had a little back and forth that sounded angry but at the same time not, his eyes saddened slightly at my comment which got me angry.

"oh don't you dare act like a sad little puppy now toffee not after all that you've said and done I'm not falling for it, and I want you to listen and listen well" I took a step to him making him look at me his lips slightly parted as though he would speak any moment.

"I. Don't. Trust. You" I spoke slowly so my words could sink in for him I watched a tear fall for his eye and roll down his cheek and I let out another scoffed laugh and a shake of my head.

"nice try, but I don't care for your tears just like you didn't care for mine" I turned away and was about to start walking until he grabbed my arm which I pulled away quickly form his grasp as if he burned me and turned to him with rage filled eyes looking at him with the up most disgust I have ever given anyone.

Well that's what I wanted to do, but I didn't. I stayed still and stopped moving when he grabbed my arm in the most gentlest manner I have ever felt from him, I missed that touch, but I won't let it corrupt me again, I learned my lesson, I hope.

"I did care" he said softly I kept my eyes to the left side of the ground not looking anywhere to the right where his head was turned to look at me.

"Luna, please, look at me" he said slowly as he brought his free hand up to my left cheek that was turned away from him, I flinched at the contact.

After a few minutes I pulled my arm gently as a way to ask nicely 'let me go' he let go instantly I turned to him in a flash and walked backwards a few steps away from him before stopping I didn't look up at him as tears flooded my eyes 'make sure he doesn't want to see you again' I thought.

I knew if there was one thing that would make him leave me along...it was telling that he harmed more than one person by slitting my throat that day tears slipped down my cheeks as I wrapped my arms slowly around my stomach bent over slightly as I cried before falling onto the ground with my head bent down.

I cried for a bit before finally deciding 'he needs to know what he has done' I looked up at him. My eyes where cold and dead, it seemed like there was no source of life anywhere in them, the light they use to hold had disappeared, my mom told me why, but now was the time I hit him below the belt.

"You're just like your Father, you did the one thing your father couldn't do to you. So many years ago" he looked at me with confused eyes but they were also very wide and scared as if to say 'what do you mean'.

"you killed them, you killed your babies, our babies, my babies, they're gone because of you" I spoke quietly as I watched his eyes widen and sadden at what I was saying.

I got up and walked right next to him as his knees buckled and he hit the ground on them looking at it with the up most horror as he re thought all that I had said.

I didn't look at him.

"I hope your're proud of your lack of mercy, on our children" I took out a picture of the ultrasound two little growing baby's where in it just like they were once in me, I dropped the photo ,and walked away.