Hello everyone, I'm Julia. I want to make it clear that this here is NOT a fanfiction story, just a farewell to the recently deceased, wonderful Cory Monteith. Basically, it's my way to say goodbye. If you share my grief, feel free to hit the review button.
Note: English is my third language, so it's very likely that you will find some mistakes. Sorry.
Never Forget
Dear Cory,
I don't know how to start. There are so many things running through my had, so many thoughts, wishes, memories but I can't put them into words.
Two days have passed after that horrible day, 48 hours since you aren't among us anymore. However, I'm still incapable of believing it because the loss hurts too much.
I guess you should know that your death, despite it's tragic suddenness was a pure and beautiful example of love and collaboration. Every social network site was full of you and your grieving fans, who were trying to process the news even if we know it's impossible. But in spite of everthing, the people out there could stick together as one, forming into one, strong fandom, trying to form words of goodbye. The most famous people in the world delivered their compassion, prayers and messages, trying to support your loved ones, who you left behind.
Everyone, who has ever heard of you, was shocked and overwhelmed. Some fans launched a call to every people on twitter, trying to convince them to vote for Glee so the show can win the Teen Choice Awards for you.
People stopped talking about other things, they stopped with fangirling, tweeting, posting pictures, and everyone stood still, remembering you. Thousands of people changed their names, icons, backgorund pictures to photos of you, creating a tribute account. A lot of messages were sent to the cast of Glee, your family and friends. It was the most selfless day in the history of twitter and you were the one who it was for.
As you see, even if you aren't in the world of the living anymore, no one stopped loving you, and nor will I. I'll never forget how you made me smile every time I watched Glee, or anything with you in it, or every time I heard a song performed by you. But the most important thing is, that I stopped with self harm thanks to you, beacuse you were the one who taught me how to never give up. Don't Stop Believing – This is the most precious lesson I've ever learned in my entire life and I learned that from you. It made me stronger and I could defeat my fears and barriers.
I'll always be thankful to you and I'll remember you as long as I live and breathe.
Finally, I hope that wherever you are, you know peace and love, free of compulsion and your inner demons. May God give his blessing to all of your loved ones. I promise that your name and your heritage will be cherished, and people will never forget your name.
Rest in peace, Cory Monteith. And never stop believing.
Yeah, this was hard to write. I was really crying and I still am. I loved him so much and I hope he found peace. Thank you for reading and helping me cope with his loss.