(If You Want To Read)

Ok...in a role play (rp) I have with my friends, Kai and Rei were dating...but then Kai fell in love with someone else and ends up leaving Rei...Kai's kind of happy he left Rei because he beat him a lot (he has uncontrolable anger due to A LOT of child hood trauma, fear, depression, built up anger towards his dad, and feelings of helplessness *ain't I a great person for coming up with all his problems?!*)...but he's also really depressed about it since he still loves Rei...

Well Rei is very screwed up in the head because of how Kai treated him (he has low self esteem, hate's himself completely, doesn't think he's worth anything, and think's every little thing he does ticks people off to no end) but he still loves Kai too...but Rei is with someone else now like Kai...

Now since you know what is going on in our rp which I really don't think you care about...this is where this idea came from so I had to tell you since this is a little scene that came from my head...I got this idea when listening to When You're Heart Stops Beating...yes, this is another song induced fic...

Disclaimer: I don't own Beyblade...I just use some of the characters in rp!! teehee!! I also don't own the song When You're Heart Stops Beating or the band +44 (plus 44)

Anyway....ON WITH THE STORY!!!

Chapter 1: Getting Ready For My Ex

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Kai cursed loudly as the speaker fell off the wall for what felt like the hundreth time already. Did God not want this to happen? Did the man up there really hate him that much? Sure he wasn't the best person around...ok, so he was one of the worst, but that didn't mean anything! He was trying to do something nice dammit!

"I hate you too!" Kai yelled at the ceiling. Growling he turned back to his task. He didn't think hooking up all the speakers would take that long. In fact, he thought it would only take a few minutes. He was dead wrong. He had already spent about three hours just placing them and he wasn't even half way down yet.

"The things I do for people." Kai grumbled, finally getting the speaker to stay...for now.

He glanced around the room making sure all the speakers were placed and hooked up to the stereo. Smirking he checked the clock. "Only 4:30?" Kai mumbled to himself. He was planning on doing this at 9, but he could get it started earlier, right? "8 sounds good...possibly 8:30..." he said to himself.

He looked at all of the furniture, sighing as he thought of all the work he would have to do to move it all. He glared at the couch, hoping that some how, his glare would move the piece of furniture for him. It did no such thing. Sighing once more, he started the short but stressing task of moving everything.

All he had to move was the tv, the few rugs, two couches, three chairs, five coffee tables, and the vase. Oh what that vase goes through (1). After moving everything against the wall, he decided it was still in the way. Growling he started pushing the furniture into the different rooms located along the halls. If anyone complained, they could get over it. It was for a good cause.

"Ok." Kai said as he walked back into the huge living room. He smirked as he looked around the bare area. So far all it had were the speakers and the stereo. Now he just needed the strobe lights and the black lights (2). That shouldn't be to hard, right?

Kai mad his way to his room, careful to stay quiet as he passed Rei's. Peaking inside, he smiled softly as he noticed the Neko-Jin sound asleep. Silently shutting the door, he continued his way to his room. Gathering the strobe lights and black lights, he again made his way down the hall.

He put everything down on the floor and looked around, deciding what would go where. He placed the strobe lights around the room, all evenly spaced out. After that amazingly simple task, he looked up at the ceiling.

"Damn...should have left a chair in here." he said, crossing his arms and making his way to the kitchen. Grabbing a chair, he dragged it back to the living room, not bothering to worry if the legs left marks on the floor or not.

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After the long and tiring task of hanging all the black lights up, Kai smirked. The first chair wasn't tall enough so he had had to get another. He thought he was going to fall, but amazingly, he didn't. He was just about to jump off the chairs when the one he was standing on slipped off of the one on the floor.

"Shit..." Kai cursed as he felt himself falling. "This is gonna hurt..."

Why did he have to be right? He yelped as his back hit the floor, his head bouncing off the wood flooring. He laid there for a few seconds, letting the pain register in his mind and settle before actually moving.

"Ow." was all he said as he slowly stood up. He turned towards the door way as he heard laughter. "What do you want?"

"Just wanted to see what you were up to." Okami (3) chuckled as Kai glared at her. "Didn't think you were trying to kill yourself though. Next time, jump off of something higher."

"If it'll get me away from you, I'll do it!" Kai growled as he threw one of the chairs he had been standing on at her.
Okami ducked behind the wall as the chair flew past her. "You son of a--" she started as she jumped out from behind the wall to go at him when the second chair came flying at her.

"Ok, that's it!" she yelled, jumping at him.

Kai smirked as she ran at him, just waiting for her to get closer. A fight would be good right now. He was stressed beyond belief.

"Woah, woah, woah, woah...WOAH!" Kanu (4) and Kistune (5) shouted as they ran into the room after hearing the chairs crashing into the walls and floors. Kistune jumped in front of Okami and Kanu stood in front of Kai in case he decided to go after Okami.

"Leave him alone Kami." Kistune ordered. "We don't need any blood shed."

"But he threw the chair!" she complained, pointing at the bluenette.

"Kai." Kanu scolded, giving him a look.

"But she hurt my feelings." Kai said, mocking Okami's tone of voice.

"I'll hurt more than that." Okami growled, jumping forward.

Kistune sighed and grabbed her arms, dragging her out of the room. She'd get onto Kai later. Kanu sighed and looked up at Kai.

"So what are you doing exactly?" she asked as she looked around the room.

"Something special." Kai answered simply, smiling a soft smile.

Kanu grinned. Sure she didn't know what he was doing, but she knew who it was for. "Ok then!" she beamed as she started walking out of the room. "Have fun!"

Kai stood there for a few seconds before glancing at the clock. "Holy snap!" he said in surprise. It was already 7. He had spent pretty much three hours on nothing!

Making sure everything worked, he quickly left the room, running to his bedroom and grabbing some clothes before slowly making his way to the bathroom. Staring at the shower for what felt like ages (6), he finally switched the water on to take a shower.

After his very quick (agonizingly long) shower, he quickly got dressed in his baggy black jeans with the white stitching and chains and a tight black, sleeveless shirt that said Silence Screams in silver letters. After a few minutes of arguing with himself, he put on a simple black choker and simple black arm guards. He applied light eyeliner and painted his nails black, tipping them with silver.

Finally satisfied with himself, he took a deep breath, trying to calm himself. He glanced at himself in the mirror, frowning slightly. Maybe he wasn't ready yet. Should he cover his tattoo's? Nodding to himself, he quickly found the make up and applied it over the blue fins. It didn't take long since he was so used to hiding the tattoo's in the first place. Quickly finding his lace up boots with the white laces, he put them on and stood up, checking himself over.

"Now I'm done." he whispered softly to himself. "Let's just hope Rei's up to it."

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(1) That vase get's broken a lot...

(2) It's actually a pretty cool combination to me...I love it to death...wish it was at more parties (wish I went to parties...)

(3) My friend Okami...she owns herself...

(4) My friend Kanu...she owns herself...

(5) this is probably the only time I will ever appear in one of my stories...since it is based on an rp, I just couldn't resist...I TOTALLY DO....not...own myself...Okami owns me!!!

(6) Kai has a HUGE fear of water...long story...

And if you haven't noticed...Okami and Kai hate each other with a bloody passion...

Ok!! so here's chapter one...this was originally gonna be a one shot but then I thought, what the heck! Hope you liked it and yeah, I admit, I'm not a fan of oc's but hey! they is my friends AND it's based on 1 of our rp's like I have said 50 bajillion times...anyway...hope you liked it!! can I have at least 3 reviews before I post the next chapter?? It would make me feel really really loved...THANKS!!!

P.S. I'll be changing my name to Kry XIII!! Thanks!!!