''A!'' screamed a voice, a voice i held so dear. I looked at my reflection in the window. My blond hair was wet from the rain. In my hand only a candy wrapper, the only thing I had left from my pleasant and careless times. I opened the balcony door stepping in the rain. With a clash the door of the room behind me opened. I turned around and stared in the eyes of the blond haired boy. He was all I had, I knew that. My tears carefully rolled over my cheeks.

"A, I beg you'' he cried hysterically.

"I'm not facing it, why would you go? Why would you leave me?'' I cried back at him.

"Its our destiny, my destiny, your destiny!'' He ran to me and grabbed my shoulders, I quickly backed off.

"I'm not doing this, not without you'' I cried, but I saw him crying even more.

"Good bye..'' I said "Ni-chan''

I had my last cry, the last cry in this rain. Closing it by my last jump. Only hearing the voice of him, before everything went blank.

''She is awake! She is awake!'' I heard some distant voices scream, disturbed by an annoying bleeping sound.

Slowly I opened my eyes, only to see the hazy space around me. I blinked trying to redeem my sight. The stinging sensation in my eyes made me feel nauseous. In a glance I took a look at my hands, they were bigger then I could remember. Not that I could remember a lot at that moment. I felt that someone grabbed my face, petting on my cheek.

Yet I had no power to respond. I felt dazed, like I wasn't on this world. I was flying above.

"Can you respond?'' I heard a voice say.

Using all my strength I shook my head. I felt my hands being tide to something. A sweet yet bitter powder entered my mouth, the taste was nostalgic.

That was the second my life flashed before my eyes, yet made me feel more and more alive.