A/N: Hey ya'll! So this was a prompt I received from the awesome Jessb! She gave me the idea and said she wanted it dark and sad! That I can do! So yes, this will be multi- chapter. NO I will NOT be abandoning 'Don't you forget about me' But this will have a lot of dark themes. Again, not a happy story. But I hope you enjoy! Thanks Jessb for the awesome prompt, I hope you like it!

Beca left the auditorium as quick she could after she put the cup down. The redhead, Chloe was smiling excitedly at her, but the Blonde, Aubrey. She was looking at her with a questioning glare, and she couldn't get away from it fast enough.

As soon as she disappeared through the doors, Chloe looked over at her best friend with a disapproving look. "Bree you know she was the best that auditioned." She said.

"Wrong." Aubrey said flatly as she began gathering the papers on the desk in front of them.

Chloe sighed as she replaced the pens into the small yellow cup that Beca had wowed her with. She knew her friend was impressed, she just couldn't get passed the girls alternative look. She loved Aubrey, but she didn't agree with judging people based on their appearance and she knew there was a lot more to this girl than her dark make up and ear piercings. She took notice that her makeup was actually much lighter than it had been the day they met at the activities fair.

Aubrey had gathered the paperwork and was leaving the auditorium and Chloe jogged to catch up to her.

"She's in." She said.

Aubrey walked with purpose toward their shared apartment just outside campus and barely cast a side long glance at her upbeat best friend. "Not your decision to make." She said.

She let out a startles yelp as Chloe grasped her arm, bringing her to a halt. "What the hell Chloe?" She looked at her expectantly.

"When you were handed the pitch pipe you didn't have to name me co- captain. You could have done it on your own. But that's not what you chose. I am co-captain Bree, and that means that I do have a say in this, and I say she is in." she said.

Contrary to what people might think, Chloe didn't always bow down to Aubrey. She picked her battles, and this was one that she was determined to win. She wanted Beca. And she was making it her decision.

Aubrey sighed. "If that girl slows us down, or decides not to show up, or-"

"Bree, stop. She came to auditions didn't she?"

"She was late." She said and started walking again.

Chloe rolled her eyes as she followed the blonde.

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Beca had made it back to her dorm and ignored the glare she received from her Korean roommate as she sat down at her desk, placing her headphones over her ears and instantly blasting music into her ears.

Her mixes were more than just that too her. They were her form of therapy, a way to escape. When she felt panicked, scared, alone or her memories were just too overwhelming, she would turn on her music and let it suck her into a place where she felt safe. The only place she felt safe.

Only today, it wasn't helping. She was still trying to calm down after the audition. Still questioning why she went. Why that girl was able to convince her to do it. How she was even still breathing after that day she was cornered in her shower, and how she managed to keep herself calm. She had gotten a job at the radio station with the British guy and that weird Jesse kid, couldn't she just leave it at that?

Maybe she was getting better?

She laughed bitterly to herself. Yeah. Right.

She didn't notice how late it had gotten. She was still working on the same mix, still lost in her thoughts, trying to push the bad ones away and focus. She had to focus. She couldn't get lost in her head again. She might never escape.

She didn't hear the knock on the door, or Kimmy Jin scoff when Beca didn't react. She didn't see her get up and answer it, or let the girl in who intended on kidnapping her. To take her to initiation and welcome her as a Barden Bella.

If only the girl knew the door she was about to open. She might have never given Beca a second glance after that day at the activities fair.

She was about to begin blending two new tracks, when she felt someone coming up behind her. She hit save and had just removed her headphones when something was thrown over her head and she was surrounded in darkness.

She froze for just a second until she felt herself being pulled out of her desk chair. That's when too much happened at once. She instantly tried to pull the bag off of her head, as she struggled violently and didn't try to stop the screams that erupted from her.

"Let go of me! Help!" She screamed as she tried to fight off her attacker. She blindly swung her fist out and felt it make contact with what she hoped was the persons face.

"Stop! Beca, Stop!" The bag was ripped off of her and she stumbled backwards, tripping over her bag and falling to the ground. She threw a hand out to stop the person from coming at her as she backed up quickly.

"Leave me alone! Please, leave me alone!" she cried, tears streaming down her face as she tried to breath.

Chloe stood in shock and confusion as the small girl tried to distance herself but was stopped when her back hit the closet door. She was in absolute hysterics.

Her face was on fire from where Becas fist had hit her. She looked at Kimmy jin who was staring at Beca with wide eyes.

Chloe walked over and knelt beside her only for her to shrink away, as more tears flowed down her flushed cheeks and she tried to get air.

"No…" She gasped as Chloe reached out to her.

Chloe didn't listen. Instead, grabbed her small hand and brought it up to her chest.

"Like this Beca." She said calmly. "In…out...in…out." She instructed taking deep slow breaths holding Becas hand against her chest. "Breathe like me. " She said softly.

Beca locked eyes with her, trying to focus on her words while feeling her breathing evenly beneath her hand, though she could feel Chloe's heart beating like crazy.

"Come on, deep breaths, you can do it." She encouraged. Beca nodded slightly and took one deep breath, keeping her eyes locked on Chloe's as she began to even out the breathing.

She could see the trepidation in Chloe's ice blue eyes and wanted to ease her mind. "I'm…okay." She breathed as her tears slowed and her breathing returned to normal.

Chloe waited a second before slowly releasing her hand. She pulled it against her and the moment they lost contact, Beca dropped her gaze.

"I am so sorry, Beca, I had no idea." She said and Beca could hear her voice shaking.

Kimmy Jin appeared then and slowly handed Beca a bottle of water. She looked up shyly an took it.

"Thank you." She said. The girl nodded once before making her way out of the room, giving the two some space.

She took a sip of the water and looked up to Chloe. She then saw the light purple and red bruise forming on her cheek. Her eyes grew and she moved away from her.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." She said quickly.

"What?" Chloe asked, holding up her hands to stop Becas movement, "What's wrong?"

"I didn't know it was you, I didn't mean to hit you, I'm so sorry." She almost pleaded.

Chloe reached up and touched her cheek, the light touch was enough to make her wince.

"It's okay, honestly I'm surprised this hasn't happened before this." She laughed lightly trying to make the girl feel better.

"I'm okay, Beca. Are you?"

The smaller girl looked down again, pulling her legs up and holding them against her. "I'm sorry." She said.

"Beca, stop. It's really okay. Now would like to explain to me what just happened?"

"Nothing." She said.

Chloe wasn't buying it. "Bullshit. I know a panic attack when I see one." She said.

She was met with two deep blue eyes that were filling with fresh tears, and she knew this girl was hurting. She knew she had been hurt; something had to have happened to cause a scene like that.

"Beca?" she asked softly reaching out and gently placing her hand on Becas arm. "What happened to you?"

A/N: Thoughts? Please review! Chapter two is already done, I just want some input on what you guys think first! Much love!