..I feel alive again when you're near me?
...I profoundly hate HIM just because you're HIS?
...you're the most beautiful being I have ever seen in over three thousand years?
...I do not care if I hurt Athenodora with this?
... everything; my mind, the soul I do not have – is aching for you?
... I can imagine nothing better than an "I love you, Caius" out of your mouth?
... the mere thought of you can make my wildest rage disappear?
... my biggest wish is your health?
But it cannot be, Bella.
I would destroy you with my love.
Edward, your chosen one would have to die ...
each of them would have to.
They would never accept it.
Even for me it sounds ridiculous.
There will never be a 'we'.
Is this revenge?
For my past life?
Too much I've done to be able to have any hope of being forgiven for my sins.
I can never hold you in my arms.
Edward certainly will not transform you ...
you will eventually die, my love, "go to heaven".
As an angel like you're already are.
But I will continue to live forever.
Until someone of my kind takes pity on me and kills me ...
eternal damnation is my destiny and it was sealed when I "died"...
For thus it ends when the devil falls in love with an angel, Bella...