Hey yo, its Washu the Goddess! Ready for yet another story? Well, my days as a country music fan have passed for the most part, but I came across this song by Tim McGraw that I have always loved and still do. It is called "Please Remember Me." I hadn't heard it in ages and once I heard it again, I knew I just had to use it for a fic I had been trying to sort out. This song should help me get the words and point across that I want. please R&R. oh yeah. lets just pretend that trunks and bra never exsisted, or we never knew they were supposed to or something, ok? just deal with the fact that they are not mentioned . oh yeah. Vegeta is slightly OOC, but guess what....DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arigato!
Author: Washu the Goddess
Title: Please Remember Me
Rating: PG
type: drama
Vegeta is finally leaving Bulma...but why?
*sigh.*
He breathed in heavily, letting it out slowly. Tonight. He had decided. It would definetly be tonight.
Fighting. He hated it, even though he knew he started most of them. He honestly didn't mean to, that woman just got him so agrivated sometimes. But that woman wasn't just any woman. She was the most wonderful woman he had ever known. He loved her from the very moment he laid eyes on her. He was sure she loved him, although he didn't know why. He wasn't worth it. He wasn't worth anything that woman gave him. Love, passion, comfort, it didn't matter. All he knew is that he failed to give it back. So that was why he decided to leave her.
"Veggie-chan, whats the matter? your so quiet.." Bulma asked the man across from her.
"Nothing woman, what makes you think there is something wrong with me?" he snapped, then immediatly mentally smacked himself.
*God dammit what the fuck is the matter with you? There you go yelling at her again!* he yelled at himself. He looked back up at her face, and saw that she was slightly stung by his words.
"Um..sorry," he mumbled. That word never came easily to him. Bulma nodded and continued eating. Vegeta saw the look on her face, and it was easy to tell that she was still pissed. He sighed inwardly and took a drink of his water.
Thats how their relationship fell. Vegeta knew it, he was pretty sure that Bulma knew it, but niether of them would admit it. Every time Vegeta would try to leave her, he would look at her next to him, and he wouldn't be able to. So he stayed. He tried to leave every night, but just couldn't do it. But one night, it all came crashing down.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DROPPED MY GRANDMOTHER'S RING DOWN THE DRAIN???"
"Woman it was an accident! I didnt know the fuckin ring was so important to you!"
"Vegeta that was the only memory of my grandmother that I had and YOU DROPPED IT DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN!! WHY DID YOU HAVE IT ANYWAY?"
"I told you before woman IT WAS SITTING ON THE GOD-FORSAKEN LEDGE! IT JUST FELL!"
"I hate you."
"well I hate you!"
"you have really done it this time vegeta. GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU FUCKING BASTARD! how could you? how could you be so careless? Kami curse you for doing that!!! now I have nothing! do you understand? NOTHING AT ALL TO REMIND ME OF HER! now the only thing I can look at is my bare finger and THINK OF WHAT A COMPLETE MORON YOU ARE!!!"
That did it. Vegeta wailed his hand back, and smacked her across the face. He didn't use nearly one quarter of his power, but it was still enough to send her back, smashing into the refridgerator. Vegeta looked at his hand, not beleiveing what he had just done. Blood trickled from the side of Bulma's mouth. She stared at him, hand to her face, then ran from the room sobbing. Vegeta reached for her, but then pulled his hand back. he uttered a loud yell of rage and slammed his fist into the table, breaking it in two. "KAMI WHY DID I DO THAT TO HER??" he yelled to himself, then flew up, breaking though the ceiling, and took off.
Alone on a cliff, Vegeta stood and thought. He had hurt his woman in so many ways. Words, physically, anyway that one could be hurt, he had been sure to do it to her before. "I can't keep doing this to her. She deserves so much better than me. I can't even be a decent warrior. The time is now, before I make things worse." he said to himself. At that thought, a song passed through his mind. The woman had played it quite often when she was in one of her moods. He knew she liked it, she sang along with it. And it was perfect to express to her why he was leaving.
Vegeta flew back to Capsule corp. and landed outside. He opened the door and saw that the house was dark. The wall clock read 2:38 AM. *I suppose I was gone longer than I expected.* he thought to himself, climbing the stairs. He went down the hallway and creaked open the door to his and bulma's room. There was Bulma, laying on his side of the bed, sound asleep. He walked in quietly, even though he knew he would never wake her, she slept like a rock. He stared at her sleeping figure, noticing the small bruise that was beginning to form on her face. And still, she held to his pillow, and one hand was outstretched as if feeling for him. He loved her so much, too much. But that is why he decided to go.
When all are tears have reached the sea
part of you will live in me
way down deep inside my heart
the days keep coming without fail
A new wind is gonna find your sail
Thats where your journey starts.
He went to the night stand and opened the drawer. He silently pulled out a piece of stationary and a pen. By moonlight, he carefully wrote what he had thought about millions of times.
Woman,
The time has come where I must leave you. Don't look for me, I will only hide futher. I am not leaving because of you, I am leaving because of me. I have hurt you so many times and I can't bear to see you cry anymore. I have tried so hard to change my ways, but I have found it so difficult and I just can't do it, even for you. I suppose its just that we arent meant to be. I love you, bulma, dont you ever forget it. I love you so much. That's why I am going. I am positive we will never meet again, for I plan on leaving this planet all together. I want you to go and find someone else. that yamcha for all I care. I don't want you to be sad over me. Just remember, no matter what I find out there, who I find out there, you will always be the only one I will ever truly love.
You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
deep as the river runs
warm as the morning sun
but please remember me
do you recognize that song? I know that you love it...kami this is so hard. I would do anything to stay, but I know I can't, and my decision is final. I may not show it, but I LOVE YOU. Goodbye.
Vegeta, your Veggie-chan.
Vegeta struggled to write the last few words. he creased his brows in sadness as he folded the note and set it out on her alarm clock. He almost crumpled it and tossed it out the window and forget about leaving her, but he knew that would hurt her even more.
Just like the waves down by the shore
were gonna keep on comin back for more
cause we dont ever wanna stop
out in this brave new world we seek
oh the valleys and the peaks
And I can see you on the top.
Vegeta slowly packed the few things he needed, a set of clothes, his armor, and, even though she would eventually find it missing, a double of the picture of them kissing that her parents had taken.
He knew that she kept the other copy in her dresser drawer. He stood, frozen as she moved about in her sleep, but then settled again. He watched her as she reached her arm out again, feeling along where he should have been laying, and when she didn't feel him, her eyebrows creased. Vegeta quickly laid down where she was unconciously searching. Her hand grazed over his chest, and her expression lightened. She let her hand fall and she uttered a small contented sigh, and was still except for the up and down of her chest. Vegeta laid there for a minute, considering that this would be the last time he laid next to her. Then he carefully silently got up and set his things by the door.
you'll find better love
strong as it ever was
deep as the river runs
warm as the morning sun
but please remember me.
Then he went back over to the bed. As he stared at the blue haired woman, the realization of what he was doing was finally beginning to kick in. "I am never going to see you again," he whispered to her. "Never." With that thought, tears began to well in his emotionless eyes. He had never cried out of sadness before, and discovered it was so much worse than crying out of physical pain. He sat on the edge of their bed and stroked her hair gently. He leaned down and kissed her lighly, shakily.
remember me when your out walkin
when the snow falls high outside your door
and late at night when you're not sleeping
and moonlight falls across your floor
A lone tear slid down his face, to their lips, and down her face as he pulled away hesitantly.
when I can't hurt you anymore.
He took one last look at his woman, and left the room, carrying his things. And he was gone.
*~*~*~*
Bulma awoke, feeling somewhat empty. A part of her face felt a little dry, and she ran her finger along it. "If i'm not mistaken, it feels like a dried tear..but its not coming from my eye...closer to my mouth" she mumbled. Then she saw that vegeta wasnt there. Then she saw the paper on her alarm clock. Her face drained. "Oh God do NOT let it be what I think it is" she whispered. She hesitantly picked up the note and read it. At the end, tears were streaming down her face and falling unto Vegeta's words.
"My God Vegeta...why did you leave me...."
You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
deep as the river runs
warm as the morning sun
but please remember me.
the end.
Author: Washu the Goddess
Title: Please Remember Me
Rating: PG
type: drama
Vegeta is finally leaving Bulma...but why?
*sigh.*
He breathed in heavily, letting it out slowly. Tonight. He had decided. It would definetly be tonight.
Fighting. He hated it, even though he knew he started most of them. He honestly didn't mean to, that woman just got him so agrivated sometimes. But that woman wasn't just any woman. She was the most wonderful woman he had ever known. He loved her from the very moment he laid eyes on her. He was sure she loved him, although he didn't know why. He wasn't worth it. He wasn't worth anything that woman gave him. Love, passion, comfort, it didn't matter. All he knew is that he failed to give it back. So that was why he decided to leave her.
"Veggie-chan, whats the matter? your so quiet.." Bulma asked the man across from her.
"Nothing woman, what makes you think there is something wrong with me?" he snapped, then immediatly mentally smacked himself.
*God dammit what the fuck is the matter with you? There you go yelling at her again!* he yelled at himself. He looked back up at her face, and saw that she was slightly stung by his words.
"Um..sorry," he mumbled. That word never came easily to him. Bulma nodded and continued eating. Vegeta saw the look on her face, and it was easy to tell that she was still pissed. He sighed inwardly and took a drink of his water.
Thats how their relationship fell. Vegeta knew it, he was pretty sure that Bulma knew it, but niether of them would admit it. Every time Vegeta would try to leave her, he would look at her next to him, and he wouldn't be able to. So he stayed. He tried to leave every night, but just couldn't do it. But one night, it all came crashing down.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DROPPED MY GRANDMOTHER'S RING DOWN THE DRAIN???"
"Woman it was an accident! I didnt know the fuckin ring was so important to you!"
"Vegeta that was the only memory of my grandmother that I had and YOU DROPPED IT DOWN THE FUCKING DRAIN!! WHY DID YOU HAVE IT ANYWAY?"
"I told you before woman IT WAS SITTING ON THE GOD-FORSAKEN LEDGE! IT JUST FELL!"
"I hate you."
"well I hate you!"
"you have really done it this time vegeta. GET OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU FUCKING BASTARD! how could you? how could you be so careless? Kami curse you for doing that!!! now I have nothing! do you understand? NOTHING AT ALL TO REMIND ME OF HER! now the only thing I can look at is my bare finger and THINK OF WHAT A COMPLETE MORON YOU ARE!!!"
That did it. Vegeta wailed his hand back, and smacked her across the face. He didn't use nearly one quarter of his power, but it was still enough to send her back, smashing into the refridgerator. Vegeta looked at his hand, not beleiveing what he had just done. Blood trickled from the side of Bulma's mouth. She stared at him, hand to her face, then ran from the room sobbing. Vegeta reached for her, but then pulled his hand back. he uttered a loud yell of rage and slammed his fist into the table, breaking it in two. "KAMI WHY DID I DO THAT TO HER??" he yelled to himself, then flew up, breaking though the ceiling, and took off.
Alone on a cliff, Vegeta stood and thought. He had hurt his woman in so many ways. Words, physically, anyway that one could be hurt, he had been sure to do it to her before. "I can't keep doing this to her. She deserves so much better than me. I can't even be a decent warrior. The time is now, before I make things worse." he said to himself. At that thought, a song passed through his mind. The woman had played it quite often when she was in one of her moods. He knew she liked it, she sang along with it. And it was perfect to express to her why he was leaving.
Vegeta flew back to Capsule corp. and landed outside. He opened the door and saw that the house was dark. The wall clock read 2:38 AM. *I suppose I was gone longer than I expected.* he thought to himself, climbing the stairs. He went down the hallway and creaked open the door to his and bulma's room. There was Bulma, laying on his side of the bed, sound asleep. He walked in quietly, even though he knew he would never wake her, she slept like a rock. He stared at her sleeping figure, noticing the small bruise that was beginning to form on her face. And still, she held to his pillow, and one hand was outstretched as if feeling for him. He loved her so much, too much. But that is why he decided to go.
When all are tears have reached the sea
part of you will live in me
way down deep inside my heart
the days keep coming without fail
A new wind is gonna find your sail
Thats where your journey starts.
He went to the night stand and opened the drawer. He silently pulled out a piece of stationary and a pen. By moonlight, he carefully wrote what he had thought about millions of times.
Woman,
The time has come where I must leave you. Don't look for me, I will only hide futher. I am not leaving because of you, I am leaving because of me. I have hurt you so many times and I can't bear to see you cry anymore. I have tried so hard to change my ways, but I have found it so difficult and I just can't do it, even for you. I suppose its just that we arent meant to be. I love you, bulma, dont you ever forget it. I love you so much. That's why I am going. I am positive we will never meet again, for I plan on leaving this planet all together. I want you to go and find someone else. that yamcha for all I care. I don't want you to be sad over me. Just remember, no matter what I find out there, who I find out there, you will always be the only one I will ever truly love.
You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
deep as the river runs
warm as the morning sun
but please remember me
do you recognize that song? I know that you love it...kami this is so hard. I would do anything to stay, but I know I can't, and my decision is final. I may not show it, but I LOVE YOU. Goodbye.
Vegeta, your Veggie-chan.
Vegeta struggled to write the last few words. he creased his brows in sadness as he folded the note and set it out on her alarm clock. He almost crumpled it and tossed it out the window and forget about leaving her, but he knew that would hurt her even more.
Just like the waves down by the shore
were gonna keep on comin back for more
cause we dont ever wanna stop
out in this brave new world we seek
oh the valleys and the peaks
And I can see you on the top.
Vegeta slowly packed the few things he needed, a set of clothes, his armor, and, even though she would eventually find it missing, a double of the picture of them kissing that her parents had taken.
He knew that she kept the other copy in her dresser drawer. He stood, frozen as she moved about in her sleep, but then settled again. He watched her as she reached her arm out again, feeling along where he should have been laying, and when she didn't feel him, her eyebrows creased. Vegeta quickly laid down where she was unconciously searching. Her hand grazed over his chest, and her expression lightened. She let her hand fall and she uttered a small contented sigh, and was still except for the up and down of her chest. Vegeta laid there for a minute, considering that this would be the last time he laid next to her. Then he carefully silently got up and set his things by the door.
you'll find better love
strong as it ever was
deep as the river runs
warm as the morning sun
but please remember me.
Then he went back over to the bed. As he stared at the blue haired woman, the realization of what he was doing was finally beginning to kick in. "I am never going to see you again," he whispered to her. "Never." With that thought, tears began to well in his emotionless eyes. He had never cried out of sadness before, and discovered it was so much worse than crying out of physical pain. He sat on the edge of their bed and stroked her hair gently. He leaned down and kissed her lighly, shakily.
remember me when your out walkin
when the snow falls high outside your door
and late at night when you're not sleeping
and moonlight falls across your floor
A lone tear slid down his face, to their lips, and down her face as he pulled away hesitantly.
when I can't hurt you anymore.
He took one last look at his woman, and left the room, carrying his things. And he was gone.
*~*~*~*
Bulma awoke, feeling somewhat empty. A part of her face felt a little dry, and she ran her finger along it. "If i'm not mistaken, it feels like a dried tear..but its not coming from my eye...closer to my mouth" she mumbled. Then she saw that vegeta wasnt there. Then she saw the paper on her alarm clock. Her face drained. "Oh God do NOT let it be what I think it is" she whispered. She hesitantly picked up the note and read it. At the end, tears were streaming down her face and falling unto Vegeta's words.
"My God Vegeta...why did you leave me...."
You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
deep as the river runs
warm as the morning sun
but please remember me.
the end.