So, since I want my chapters to be more detailed and be long without frustrating myself, I'm using my fanfiction account
I hate my life. And my twin brother. His name's Nick. Cocky Nick who always gets me in trouble. We're not identical cause he's taller than me, not by much, but his hair is a bit darker and less curly than mine. I am gay, he's straight. I play guitar and sing, he plays sports. I'm your typical loser and Nick's your typical jock. That's how it always goes. My parents favour him all the time which is really weird since I'm the straight A student and he's your straight D student. He skips class a lot and never gets in trouble by my parents.
"Hey kid, whatcha doing?" My annoying brother Nick asks.
"Homework, something you've never heard off." I reply back while rolling my eyes.
"Dude, it's Saturday. Go out, have some fun, get drunk, enjoy your life." Nick said as he sat on my bed.
"Sorry if I haven't wasted my whole high school career in fucking whores."
"Nate, my dear brother, I'm gonna take you out so be ready by eight."
"What?! No no no!" I begged looking at him, his green eyes sparkling in mischief.
Oh yeah, did I mention that my brother got stuck with the pretty coloured eyes while I'm stuck with boring and over common brown.
"Sorry kid, besides mom wants me to spend time with you. Can you believe that?! We haven't spent time together since we were what, 10?"
I nodded sadly and sighed. I love Nick, but he's just a big douchebag that doesn't care about anyone besides him. He's never around on our birthday, always telling me off and never has he been proud of something I've done. Not even when we were little.
"I'll come by later to pick ya up." Nick said, breaking my train of thought.
"Don't bother. I just remembered I have to meet Miley and Alex at Sonny's." I lied.
"Party pooper." And with that, Nick left.
So as any other weekend, I was home alone. I decided to call one of the girls, but none of them answered. Then as if I called them thelepathecially, the doorbell rang and I wasn't surprised to see them here.
"Hey Curly Top!" Miley greeted with a grin.
"Hey Stewart. Come in." I said while stepping aside.
The girls smiled and walked in. Alex, as usual, slapped my ass. She winked at me and I blew her a kiss. We're not dating, but we like to act like we are, it's fun. It messes with the people we meet.
"You guys are so weird." Sonny commented, sitting on the couch next to Miley.
I sat on the other couch and Alex laid down, putting her feet on my lap.
"But you guys love us. We're what makes the friendship go round." Alex said, making a circle with her hands.
"So where's everyone? They left you alone again didn't they?" Sonny asked sympathetically.
I just nodded and played with the zipper on Alex's boots. The girls started chattering away and I got lost in my own thoughts. I'm known for that. I do it a lot and it bothers them, but I can't help it. It's in my nature. You know what's also in my nature? Dream about a life where Nick wasn't a dick and where my parents loved the both of us and not just Nick. Those would be some great family moments, you know?
"Yo!" Alex snapped her fingers and kicked my thigh with her heel.
"What?!" I asked frantically, almost expecting the house to be on fire, but with these girls, anything is possible.
"We asked you if we could order some pizza." Miley said.
"Oh yeah sure go ahead. Nick bought some horror movies, so if you want to pick one, they're over there." I told them, pointing at a dvd case.
Their eyes lit up and they ran to it, everyone but Alex. She sat up and sat on my lap, stradling my waist. Her eyes locked with mine and I could see my pine reflect through hers. She hugged me tight and I tangled my fingers in her short brown hair. She's been my friend since we were in diapers, her and her brothers, in which I consider myself more part of their family then mine.
"Don't be sad. You have us and you always will. I won't ever leave you alone Nathan. And remember, we Russos always stick togehter." Alex whispered in my ear making me chuckle.
Minutes later the doorbell rang and Miley went to go open the door. To our displeasure, Joe Monroe, Sonny's brother, was the delivery guy. Sonny received the pizza since none of us like her brother.
"Did you tell mom you're staying here?" Joe asked her.
"Yes, now shoo." Sonny pushed him down the porch steps and walked in with the two pizza boxes and set them at the coffee table.
I walked to the kitchen to get some drinks and plates and then sat with the girls around the little table. We sat Indian style on the floor and Miley volunteered to put the movie in. Turns out we're watching "The Woman in Black" and "The Cabin in the Woods" I only watched "The Woman in Black" not the other one. I just let my mind wander. Wander my deepest secrets and wishes.
The only secret that surfaced out of my "secret box" was the one that made me want to go insane. Made me want to just turn into Nick. I, Nathan Grey, am in love with Joe Monroe.
"NATE!" The girls all yelled at me and I jumped, making some of my popcorn jump in the air.
"Who died?!" I screamed back at them, reffering to the movie.
Sonny and Alex snickered and Miley just rolled her eyes. I shrugged and leaned back into the couch. I turned my attention to the flashing images of the tv and cringed at some of the gore in this film. Alex kept laughing at the deaths and I just rolled my eyes and refrained from smacking her.
Finally our movie night was over and the girls decided to leave. They were all staying at Miley's, but I declined their offer of joining them. I just want to be left alone in the comforts of my room.
After getting ready for bed, I got under my covers and just laid wide awake in the dark. Letting my thoughts run wildly at a million things a minute.
A soft tap on my window made me jump out of my unspoken questions and I walked over to it, frowning a bit. I unlocked the window and pulled it up. I gasped and stared at my visitor.
Hmm, who do you think it is? One of the characters we've seen or a new one?