Malchik Gay

by TheNurseWhoLovedMe

A story of unrequited love, hate, vengeance and tragedy. Bam and Ville are together but Jussi is still desperately in love with Ville and would do almost anything to get Ville back. Rated M

1. Prelude

Prelude

Malchik gay

Handsome

Tender

Soft

Why do you look right through me

Thinking, "No"

I can't deny my feelings

Growing strong

I try to keep believing

Dreaming on

And every time I see you

I crave more

I wanna pull you closer

Closer

Closer

Closer…

But you leave me feeling frozen

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I can be

All you need

Won't you please

Stay with me

Malchik gay

Apologies, might-have-been's

Malchik gay

Can't erase what I feel

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Choking

Back emotion

I try to keep on hoping

For a way;

A reason for us both to

Come in, close

I long for you to hold me

Like your boyfriend does

And though my dream is

Slowly fading

I want to be the object

Object

Object

Object…

Of your passion but it's hopeless

Malchik gay

I can be

All you need

Won't you please

Stay with me

Malchik gay

Apologies, might-have-been's

Malchik gay

Can't erase what I feel

Malchik gay

Authors Note: This song is "Malchik Gay" by Tatu. It should be noted that "Malchik Gay" translates from the Russian version "Mal'chik Gey" which means "Gay Boy" (something that is probably quite relevant to the lyrics and the fic).

I realise this is set out in the same kind of way as Säde (if you haven't gotten that far, that's another one of my Vamfics), but trust me, I'm doing it this way because I think it will make it that little bit more awesome – plus it's just how I roll P Thanks for reading!