I don't own Tobias or Rachel. There. Read on!

I hope your happy up there Rachel, it must be beautiful in heaven.

I know you're there, you deserve it. You were so amazing.

It's great, you know? Going to heaven is a good thing.

I'm glad you're there, really, I am.

I miss you, I miss you so much. Sometimes I wish someone else

could have taken your place, but I know you had to do it.

I wish you were here

I see you all the time, everything reminds me of you.

I feel so alone without you. Like there's nothing left

for me. I know I've got the rest of the Animorphs,

but it just doesn't feel right without you.

I need help. I can't do this, I can't live without you.

Why can't I have the strength you had?

I always used to feel so alone. I thought it couldn't

get any worse. I was wrong.

Why did you have to take her from me God?

Is it some reason I won't understand?

Will it all work out for the better?

I wish I knew.

Even if I did know, it wouldn't make any difference.

I still lost you.

It all feels so wrong without you.

How am I supposed to live without you?

Sometimes I think it would be easier to just

end it all now. I'd get to see you in heaven.

Why am I thinking like that? You're always

with me. You never had to say good-bye.

You never truly die, you live in heaven forever.

I've just got to sit tight and wait.

I'll see you again, I promise.

Someday, I'll come up and be with you.

Thanks for lending me your strength Rachel.

I'll see you when God calls me home.