NOTE: I do not own any of the characters, stephenie meyer does

"Stop! No, wait!"

I usually wake up in the middle of the night to some sort of nightmare. There's always a cold sweat of beads on my forehead, I stared at the ceiling for quite some time, I looked at my digital clock on my nightstand, 2:37 a.m. My clock was the only thing lighting up my room, at night I hate to sleep with my curtains open, because the light of the moon actually bugs me. I got up and walked to my bathroom to wash off my face.

Seth you'll get through these nightmares, they should go away soon.

I used to argue with myself all the time; I've learned to control that now. As I walked to the bathroom I hadn't realized I tripped until I caught myself all three times in about ten feet. I was probably tripping because I was still half asleep. I switched on the light switch and my eyes burned from the bright light that hit my brown irises and pupils. I looked in the mirror.

I splashed cold water on my face and dried it. I wanted to get back to bed, despite the fact I didn't want to dream. I can never remember what my dreams are about, I mean I could if someone said something similar to remind me I could remember, but on my own I cant do it. I'm going to find out, I can't take it anymore.

I climbed back into bed in the pitch black. I was able to make it back without tripping. As soon as I pulled the warm cotton blanket up to my chin and found a comfortable position, I fell asleep.

I was running through the forest, only I wasn't in my wolf form, I was in human form but I was going faster than if I was human. Then I came upon a clearing in the forest, it was so bright, everything was so green. But what stood out to me in the clearing was a large playground. A playground? What the fuck? I see this girl sitting on the swing, her back toward me, from all that I could see; she wore a turquoise shirt, with mid-length blonde hair with highlights. She just sat there, I stopped and put my hand on her shoulder, she felt normal, so obviously no vampire. After I placed my hand on her shoulder her hand slid up and held my hand for a few seconds, she began to turn her head to look up at me, she was-

"Seth, this is the last time I'm going to call you! Wake up!" I was confused why it was Leah that was yelling at me. I mumbled and sat up. It felt too early to be awake, I looked at my clock: 7:52 a.m.

"You gotta be fucking kidding me" I whispered, I didn't care if Leah heard or not, it was too early. I went to open the curtains- "HOLY SHIT!" the light was so bright considering it was early. I stumbled backwards and fell over the box on the end of my bed. I found myself staring at the ceiling with Leah laughing at me propped up against the doorway.

"HAHA, wow way to go Seth"

"Oh go fuck yourself Leah! Where's mom?"

"She had to run to the store to go grab some stuff for chocolate chip pancakes, just for you. Why she does this, I dunno. You don't deserve it. And you're old enough to feed yourself."

My mom does this for me once a month, but the only problem was that I had to meet Sam, Collin, Brady, Paul, Jake, and Quil at Sam's house at nine. That gave me about one hour. I ran to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror and it was clear that I had dried spit on my face.

That's not embarrassing, I sarcastically thought.

I ran out of the bathroom, praying I wouldn't trip on my way down the stairs; I ate a quick bowl of cereal, changed clothes and ran out the door.

"Hey Sam!"

"Jeez Seth, where the hell have you been?"

"Wuddaya mean?"

"You were supposed to be here 45 minutes ago"

"You told me to be here at nine, its 9:03"

"What the fu- oh, wait I know why I said 8:15, I had a dentist appointment that I blew off this morning."

"Wow Sam, thanks for yelling at me for no reason." I always seemed to have a sarcastic tone in my voice, lucky for me it came in handy on occasion.

Everyone in the room was shirtless, Sam, Jacob, Quil, Embry, Brady, Collin, and Paul. They stared at me for a few moments before I responded to the awkward silence.

"Is there a reason you guys are all staring at me?"

"Dude, why are you still wearing your shirt? We're gonna go wolf soon, we'd think you would at least come half naked, besides, we wanna see your moobs." Brady's humor was funny… sometimes, other times he goes off the deep end. The moment was awkward and funny at the same time.

"Oh shut up Brady I don't have moobs." I gave him a light punch in the arm and laughed a little. I slowly took off my shirt, man I was so self conscious.

"Are you ok Seth?"

"Huh? Oh- yeah i'm fine, just sore. Thanks for asking Embry"

"Since when do we get sore?"

"I dunno, but it fuckin hurts"

"Omg Seth, suck it up."

"I can't believe you just said omg Embry! You sounded like suck a fag. But yeah I'm fine I'm sure I'll live."

Wow they believed my lie, they had no clue i was afraid to show my body, it just felt weird doing that around other guys, it seemed almost gay.

"Anyway…. So why did you call us here Sam?" Quil clueless like always, Sam probably called us here to spend some brotherly time with us.

"Well, Quil, I thought we'd go hunting and spend some brotherly time together, hence no Leah." OH! Score one for Seth.

"Well how bout instead hunting, cause personally I'm stuffed from breakfast, we go to the cliffs and go cliff diving?"

Collin practically fell out of his seat just raising his hand.

"Ooh OHHHHH! I like that idea!"

"Wow Collin, special aid much?"

"Ha-ha very funny Paul" Collin said with a sarcastic smirk on his face, "Shut up"

We ended up going cliff diving, the weather was cold, rough and windy, at any moment it could rain.

I liked it.

So do you like it? sorry if u dont please criticize but please be nice about it its my first fan fiction.