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BPOV
It has been 20 years of loneliness, 20 years of pain, and 20 years without Edward. After all these years, i still felt hollow, even after I was changed, I've never felt whole. I remember the day the emptiness consumed me.
After Edward left, my whole future torn away, I kept walking until the sky started to brighten. I heard some echos of someone calling my name, but I didn't pay attention, I just kept walking. After a few hours of walking, I came to a small clearing that reminded me of the meadow. When I reached it, I collapsed onto my hands and knees and sobbed my eyes out.
That is until I heard someone say, "So I see that bastard left his little human whore behind unprotected, just my luck." I looked up and saw a woman with flaming red hair and pitch black eyes staring at me.
"Who are you," I asked brokenly.
"My name is Victoria, and your Edward," I cringed at his mention, "killed my mate James, so I came back to get revenge. So what better than a mate for a mate," she started to laugh.
"Well, I'm sorry but I'm not his anything anymore, he left me and I have nothing to live for now," I said through another wave of tears, "why don't you just kill me anyway, cause even though it wouldn't hurt him, I won't have to hurt anymore."
She thought a moment then looked at me smugly. "Why should I kill you, its too good for you, its because of you that James is dead. Instead of killing you, I'm going to prolong your torment for eternity," she said as she grabbed me and bit down on my neck. She dropped me on the ground and watched me happily as I suffered through the fire of the venom. I didn't want to make her happy so I didn't scream at all. I just laid still.
After the second day, she left me to my suffering. The next day the pain finally decreased to nothing. I opened my eyes to no pain at all, other than the hole in my heart left by him.
I got up and looked around, I saw my blood all over the ground and thought to myself, they'll find this and think I'm dead, I'll never see my family again...my life is gone.I would have cried at the thought but i couldn't anymore.
I figured out that I had to leave. I ran to the house (I could see why the Cullen's liked it), and climbed into my bedroom window. Charlie wasn't there so I didn't have to worry. I grabbed a bag and stuffed it with my money I have been saving, some clothes I didn't wear too much, and my passport (just in case). I was just about to jump out the window when I saw my reflection. The first thing I noticed was my eyes, that they were bright red. I saw that I now had wavy chestnut hair down to my back and I had more curves and my face had a softer appearance.
After I saw that, I climbed out the window and ran east as far as I could until my throat started to burn. I didn't want to disappoint my family, well my ex-family, so I looked and found some deer. I only needed one and the burning stopped. I ran again until I hit New York.
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