Hey this is one of my first stories and i don't know if anyone will like it so i will post a few chapters to see what you reviewers out there think of it. So if you like it let me know and I will gladly continue.

Disclaimer: I own only Gwen and none of the Lord of the Rings characters.(damn!)

Now on with the story......

Chapter 1.

Resentment and Pain

I had finally gotten home from court and headed into my grandparents house, as of right now the only home I had. I t was lake and I din't want to wake then but when I entered, unfortunatly they had waited up.

" There you are dear, come sit down, we waiter to have dinner with you", my grandmother said as she took her seat next to my grandfather.

"Thanks, you didn't have to do this" I replied sighing as I took off my coat and headed over to the open seat across from my grandparents.

"Gwen, It was no problom just eat up you've had a long day you must be starving by now"

"Thanks", I yawned as I started to eat.

"Hunny how was court today?" my grandfather asked looking up from his plate.

"How do you think it went" I replied dryly. Ever since I had started going to court they have been constantly questioning me about what was going on, not once thinking about how that made me feel.They always insisted I tell them, but today I was not in the mood. I dropped my fork onto my plate and started to get up.

" I should have known thats why you two waited up, I'm not going to tell you, I've had enough, If you really wanted to know you would have shown up and found out yourselves." I finished and i began heading up the stairs to my room.

"Now just wait one minute I'm not done with you yet, you will tell us and I'm not asking again", ny grandfather scolded standing up.

"NO!" I yelled turning back around, "You wait one minute, I'm not going to tell you anything, It's bad enough that everyday I have to relive what happened to my mother, she was your daughter and you won't even come to court to make sure the man the murdered her goes to jail, you don't want to relive the pain of her death but everyday you expect me to, and then I come home and you expect me to do it all over again, No..No I won't do it!." I yelled though my tears. i walked quickly over and grabbed my coat."I'm going for a walk" I finished coldly.

I ran out the door and away from the house ignoring that calls that came from the kitch. How I wish they would leave me alone, for once. I reached my destination, the one place the couldn't and wouldn't follow me, the woods. Quickly I climbed the tree until I found a suitable place to sit. Carefully I rested against the trunk and looked to the sky.

"Dad, why did you have to leave me so soon after mom, I have nobody left...NOBODY!" I screamed and I gave into the pain and cried harder. I carefully reached for the necklace that always hung around my neck. I had always felt drawn to the diamond incrested star, i don't know why. Maybe because it was the one thing my mother had left me, the last thing that reminded me of her. The diamond in the middle was tear shaped and it hung from a silver chain. I began to cry louder as I studied the charm. I cryed until I could no more and fell into a dreamless sleep.