Disclaimer - I do not own Junjou Romantica,

This is my first ever Fan-fic, for some reason I just got inspired suddenly and began writing so heres the end product hope you like it im gonna rate it M haven't quite decided whether to carry this story on yet and have an attempt at some lemon. I'm sorry for spelling mistakes and bad grammar we are only human enjoy x

Warning - BoyXBoy or technically UsagiXMisaki

"My name is Takahashi Misaki, currently attending M university, trying to make my brother proud, and also living with the great "Lord Usami" who is both my lover and my land lord which if we put into perspective was not the greatest of ideas."

It's no ordinary day in the life of Takahashi Misaki; for once Usagi-san has not made any move to sexually harass me weird huh? Usually after about a week without any warning what so ever he reaches his limit and a large pair of hands would grab me from behind and wrestle me onto the nearest sofa, if not the floor and make a mess of me all night/day long. Although I am happy that this has not occurred in a while, somewhere deep down inside of me, a part of me is longing for those cold hands to melt my body heat away, those lilac eyes to stare deep into my soul and tell me everything's going to be alright, his deep voice "Misaki, Misaki, Misaki" cutting through me like a knife, In truth I'm longing for him, his touch… *Thadump* *Thadump*

"AHHHH WHAT WAS THAT FAN-GIRL MODE?"

*Hits hands against the wall repeatedly*

"Calm down Misaki deep breaths, I nearly turned into a girl phew" If I was a girl I'd lose him for sure...

"AHH CREEPY THOUGHTS, CREEPY AHH STOP THINKING MISAKI"

*Smacks head against wall"

~ A bit too hard, Takahashi Misaki blacks out!

You know those dreams when your bodies there but your mind just isn't… where you scream out but nothing can be heard, your surroundings whiz past you but you're stuck in slow motion, that's what my dream was like.

I woke up facing a bright blue sky the birds chirping overhead, the trees rustling against the soft wind I sat up dazed as to how I got to this place, my eyes suddenly focused from the suns glare I found myself in the middle of a cemetery, in front of me was a large white granite bear it looked familiar it resembled something from my memories that I couldn't quite remember.

A cold gust of air made the hair on the back of my neck stand on end, shivers ran up and down my spine as I stood up my legs felt like they were about to crash down like gravity was failing. I moved closer on the plaque it read "Usami Akihiko, friend and brother" then I remembered everything this "Usami Akihiko" was someone precious to me I loved him in a way that made my heart ache, my nether regions burn with a passion...How did this happen? Where had I been? these questions spun around in my head making me dizzy I ran that's all I could do, it took forever but I got out of there I collapsed outside the large grey walls of the cemetery I couldn't help it tears started streaming from my eyes, what was I going to do, this couldn't be happening a life without Usagi-san meant no life at all.

The sky began to turn dark thunder and lightning could be seen across the horizon rain poured out of the clouds washing my tears away with it I began to scream in a pain filled voice "USAGI, USAGI,you can't be dead I love you" over and over until my voice became nothing but a whisper and I couldn't scream anymore. This world I didn't want it as I felt the memories of Usagi-san slipping away, I to slipped back into the darkness.

"My name is Usami Akihiko, currently very tired, annoyed, restless and frustrated this research for the new arc of my BL novels has made me reach my limit and I don't care whether Misaki is unconscious or conscious…. I want to devour him"

Well what do you think of my first ever fanfic? Do you want another chapter, an attempt at some lemon perhaps? ;)

Open for any requests or ideas x