Twisted love
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Chapter 1
By: Artsymommy2012
Jacob is walking around aimlessly wondering what he should do about the feelings he was having. He knew that if anyone knew that he had the feelings they would ether disown him or kill him. Jacob does not see were he has ended up. There is a part of town that he is not supposed to be in because of the treaty that the wolves and vampires have to keep the peace.
Edward is in his room wondering how he is going to deal with something he has never felt before. He doesn't even know if its normal to even feel that way about someone and doesn't know whether it is wrong because no one has ever told him. He all of a sudden gets the feeling he needs to look out the window because someone is not far from his place. His pulse starts to quicken because it feels like a person that should not be there what so ever. So he gets up and looks out the window and sees Jacob standing off the road, looking as if he has no idea he is even there. Like he himself is fighting a battle of his mind and emotions.
Out of no were Jacob hears glass breaking and looks up in time to see a window shatter and someone leaping out of the window and he realizes were he has gone. He shouldn't even be here its going to break the treaty that they have made, which would make things turn badly and that is not what he wants at all.
Edward as he lands bares his teeth at Jacob and before Jacob realizes anything Edward is right in front of him asking "what are you doing here, you shouldn't be here. You will do nothing but cause harm to the ones you love." All Jacob can do is stand there staring at Edward. Edward is wondering what Jacob is trying to block so hard that he is not letting Edward hear and wont even answer Edward.
All Jacob can do is put up the strongest block he has, just so that Edward will not be able to tell what his thoughts are. That would be a very dangerous thing to do. Hell he knows he shouldn't even be there and should probably answer Edward but he knows if he answers then Edward can read his thoughts. So he has decided to just stand there and not answer. The only thing Jacob can do is turn around and walk away.
As Jacob goes to turn all Edward wants to do is rip him to shreds because he is the one that walked there, but then will not even answer the one question that Edward asks. Edward then begins to growl so loud that it sounds like a really loud wolf growl amplified in a speaker with a microphone. He wants Jacob to not ignore him but there is nothing they can do about it, because they agreed to be friends for Bella's sake. Bella loved Edward and Jacob so much that with them fighting so much she had decided to not talk to ether one until they learned to be friends. Which the last three weeks they had learned to get along for her sake in her company, and even some what out of her company. Them getting along some what out of her company was more for the child that Bella was carrying. Which Edward knew was his. That is what was making the feelings he was having so much harder to deal with. All because he knew he was having a baby with a girl that loved him so much, but wasn't sure he could give it back to her.
As Jacob was rounding the corner to go back to his part of the town. He started to feel nothing but raging anger. He couldn't help it, he felt so bad about the raging anger but it seemed to make it worse for him. He loved Bella and she loved Edward. They were having a kid he should have been happy. But he was raging angry. He was angry because Bella loved someone and so did he, but he was fighting emotions of loving her and someone else and there was nothing he could do about it. So he decides to talk to Bella about it and heads to her house. He wonders if he should tell who else he is in love with or just tell her how he is feeling about being in a love triangle and nothing he can do about it.
Jacob gets to Bella's house he knocks on the door and he is so nervous he is shaking and he cant seem to make it go away. When Bella opens the door all Jacob can do is stare at her because she has gotten so big in the last two days that he has seen her. She looks so miserable as if the kid is severally hurting her. He doesn't see how she can deal with that fact that the child she is carrying is a half vampire/human. He just smiles at her as best he can so that she doesn't think that something is wrong. But one look in her eyes seems to tell him that she knows something is wrong. He thought he was able to hide it much better, but as he could tell he obviously couldn't do that.
Bella tells him to come in a go upstairs with her to her room, because that is were she spends most of her time sense the pregnancy. She hates living with her dad but at that point she cant do much about it. As they are going up the stairs she turns and looks at Jacob and stares at him. Bella then asks Jacob "what is wrong you look like crap and you seem to have seen a ghost, you are so white." Jacob then decides to keep walking and tell her in her room. Just so he can stop feeling that her father is ease dropping on what they are saying. As they close the door to her room all he can do is stand there and stare at her. He is feeling like he is losing air and sits down on the floor waiting for her to sit down in a chair or on the bed. As she sits down on the bed she asks Jacob what is wrong so he decides to tell her " I have a friend who is in a love triangle and there is nothing he can do about it. Because the person he is in love with loves another and it would be so wrong to even tell that person because there is a possibility that he could die." As he is waiting for a reply he wonders why she is looking like someone has stabbed her in the heart. She doesn't answer for about five minutes and it starts to make him wonder if she actually knows who he is in love with. Bella then responds with " Why cant your friend just tell them, because maybe they wont get the response they think they will get. Because maybe that person loves them back but is to scared to say anything for fear of them running off." As soon as Bella says that all Jacob can do is answer that question in his head because if she knew then she would really understand what he was talking about.
Mean while Edward is pacing the floors of his house wondering if he should actually just tell the person he is in love with and just get it over. But he doesn't know how his family would take it ether. Maybe he should just talk to Alice and see what she has to say about it. Because he is pretty sure she already knows what his deep dark secret is. Maybe she wont judge him all because he has a kid with Bella and he loves someone else that he is pretty sure he could never have and most likely defiantly does not or ever will love him back.