This is a one-shot about JJ visiting her sister's grave. I found a song and the lyrics made me think of this fanfic. I hope you like it and please review (:

Song: I'll see you again ~ Westlife

''If you have ever lost a loved one, then you know exactly how it feels. And if you have not, then you cannot possibly imagine it.'' ~ Lemony Snicket, The Bad Beginning

Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most

I was standing in front of her grave
It was cold and the wind blew my hair in face
But I just thouht back of the great moments we had
I was mad at her, for leaving me behind
I'll never forget her and the things she has done for me
It was a day of darkness I would never forget
My sister took her own life that day, years ago

You're gone now, gone but not forgotten
I can't say this to your face
But I know you hear

I kneeled in front of her grave and looked up to the sky
I wondered if she could see me
A tear rolled down my cheek
I sometimes dream I'll see her again,
When it's my time to go, I want to be with her

I'll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I'll see you again

I touched the stone, 'Rosaline Jareau. Beloved daughter, sister and friend'
At some moments I feel like she is watching me
That she sees what I do
That she tells me when to watch my six so I don't get hurt

When I'm lost, when I'm missing you like crazy
I tell myself I'm so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life

I touched the stone with two hands, put my foreheard on it and broke down
Tears floaded from my eyes and I couldn't stop them, nor I wanted to
I miss her so much
If only there was a way I could get her back

When I had the time to tell you
Never thought I'd live to see the day

I wished I could just tell her one more time how much I love her
Pull her in a hug one more time
But I can't

When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I'll see you again

I see so many things, dead bodies, people getting killed
But there's only one thing that I can't forget,
the reason of my nightmares at night
It's the picture of Rosaline, in the bathtub

I will see you again
I'll see you again
I miss you like crazy

I lifted my head and looked at the other graves
There are so many people here, someone's friend, someone's child, someone's lover
Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane
Insane from the thoughts of what I could have done
How I could have saved her

You're gone but not forgotten
I'll never forget you

I stood up and looked at her grave
A butterfly flew to her stone and sat down
A butterfly like we would catch together
Like it was a sign from her

Someday I'll see you again
I feel you walk beside me
Never leave you, yeah
Gone but not forgotten
I feel you by my side
No this is not goodbye

I blew a kiss to her grave and let the last tears fall down
Then I turned around and walked back to my life
My life without my sister

''Losing someone is never easy, but one day you'll remember her and it won't hurt. You'll be happy.'' ~ Jennifer Jareau