Fade Away
Everyday I wake up and I do what I always do.
I watch you as you teach your one and only student.
Your arguments cause me to laugh as I watch you chase him down.
Everyday you cook its as though we have our own special cook.
A cook that prepares delicious food and great hospitality.
When at night, I sleep, I dream about how my life is the life I have always wanted.
My perfect dream-come true.
Sometimes my dreams are things I wish to forget.
The past I once had that I wish would fade away.
All the people I have killed still haunt me in my dreams.
Even when I am awake I still hear their screams of pain and agony.
Sometimes I wish that they would end and I could live peacefully.
This life I have with you is almost perfect.
You can ease away my pain.
You can stop the hauntings from entering my brain.
Karou you are the reason that I have a perfect life.
You are how I can live in the contant pain of the horror I caused.
Without you I could be dead right now.
If I never met you I would've killed myself to stop the pain from coming back.
I thank fate for bringing me to you.
You are what matters to me only.
I can't live now if you were to suddenly disappear.
Everything would go wrong if you were to vanish.
That is my reason that I will protect you.