this is just another experimental story to see which one i like better this might only be a one shot
this is set back at the bungalow when eddie left while lying to loren this story is about what if loren decided it wasn't best to go to bungalow to see him yet she went on a little trip of her own
eddie thoughts: i need to get out of this town, like immediately i am under so much pressure with the label and jake and then i have chloe coming in and ruining my life and then her is loren i don't know what we are but all i know is i like her and this trip away will help me sort out my feelings for her. then she also said she loves me which confuses me even more and all i could say was 'back atcha' after what chloe did to me i can't trust what i feel at this point in my life i just need time then i blew her off when she asked me to go to that concert . i should've said yes i love spending time with her. i should call her to tell her to come up to the bungalow because we really need to sort out our feelings together i'm going to call her now.
lorens thoughts: i just called the office and jakes secretary didn't know anything about any press junket he lied to me. out of all people he is the one that lied he had my trust. i guess what we did together all the make out sessions all the goodbye kisses meant nothing to him i need to get away for a while just to think i just got back from my meeting at mk and max tried to convince me to go see eddie but i denied his offer because i don't want to see him right now i am mad at him he could've told me the truth that he needed to get away for a while i would've understood completely. when i said i love you i didn't mean to say it but him saying 'back atcha' kinda hurt he could've at least told me he didn't feel the same way yet then with chloe answer his phone i can't stand it. my moms away so i'm going to call and ask if i can go away but give her little info.
phone call nora and loren
nora: "hello"
loren: " hey mom i have a questions but don't shoot it down till i finish"
nora: "what is it sweetie"
loren: " can i go away for a couple of days maybe a week or two i having some issues and i need to get away" says with a pleading voice
nora: "sure sweetheart but can i know where you're gonna be i want you to be safe you know you're my baby girl"
loren: " i'm sorry mom i can't tell anyone i don't want to be found right now because i need to be alone and if you know then it won't be a secret and you can find me" she says with a sad voice
nora: "sweetie just be careful promise me"
loren: "i promise mom but i have to go have fun in germany i love you i'll see you soon"
nora: " you have fun too baby girl i miss you and i love you bye
they hung up
loren went to her room and pack a month worth of clothing and then packed her car up she was heading to a secluded cabin that her grandmother gave her in her will her mom never knew about it because loren kept it a secret just like her grandmother told her to she went shopping for food and stuff and then headed 2 hour out of la to get their. when she gets there she unpacks her car and puts all her stuff away she sits down and watches tv. her phone starts ringing
phone conversation
loren: " hello?"
person: "hey how you holding up"
loren: "im ok mel i just needed this time you know"
mel: " you know you should have went to see eddie you guys could've worked this out and made this relationship you have an actual relationship" she knows she's overstepping but loren went quiet
loren: "mel just leave it alone ok i have to go i need to finish my unpacking"
mel: " whatever lo you know i'm right but i love you see you soon"
loren: "i love you too bye"
when she got off the phone she sat and watched a movie for a while and then her phone rang again this time she looked at the caller id and she quickly denied it
loren thoughts: why is he calling me he wants alone time and obviously if he didn't tell me the truth he doesn't want anything to do with me right now so i'm ignoring it actually better yet i'll text my mom i'm ok and then i will tell her i'm turning off my phone and il shut it off to block this world out
eddies pov
eddie thoughts: why did she ignore my call and why wouldn't she want to talk to me. i knew it i ruined it by saying 'back atcha' i need to talk to her and apologize i'll call pops to see if he knows where she is and if he heard from her because i need to talk to her.
phone conversation
max: "hello"
eddie: "hey pops quick question"
max: "whats up"
eddie: "have you heard from loren or know where she is"
max: "um yea i saw her earlier she had a meeting here and from what nora told me she went away for a while why"
eddie: "i need to see her i need to fix what we had i called her to ask her to come to the bungalow but she ignored my call it rang twice then she sent it to voicemail"
max: "yea she sounded upset earlier and when i said you're name she kind of became worse i told her to go visit you but she turned it down and left without another word"
eddie: " thanks pop i guess i'll let you go i'll talk to you later" sad because he wants to talk to her
eddie tried again to call her but went straight to voicemail he left many voicemail, texts and emails but no answer so he decided to call again later
two weeks later
eddie had just got back from the bungalow and he was worse than he was when he left because he missed seeing and hearing lorens voice because she has yet to answer any of his attempts to get in contact with her
lorens pov
loren thoughts: i have been disconnected from the outside world for awhile i'm going to turn on my phone see what's up when i did this i see i missed a lot of calls and text from eddie i think i should head back now i miss my mom and mel i need my best friends i know i might see eddie but i'm over that right now i need to see my family so i pack up and leave and on my way home i text my mom and mel to see where they are because when i pulled up my mom was gone and i didn't know where mel was. my mom text back saying she was at mk and to come join her so i went to my room and changed into the sexiest outfit i could find because i knew eddie was going to be her because its his concert when i arrive i see max talking with my mom at the bar and mel not far behind talking to adam then i look over and see eddie talking to a bunch of people so i walk up to my mom and hug everyone and we start to chat
nora: "honey i missed you how have you been"
loren: " i missed you so much i have been good i needed that time"
max: "i missed you too jeez can't say anything to me"
loren: "i missed you so much max you're like a father to me you know that"
max: "i know sweetheart you're like my daughter"
right then eddie notices her and he walks over to her looking her up and down. loren notices and turns the other direction until he tapped her on the shoulder she turned around and gave him a fake smile which he knew was fake so he drags her to his dressing room.
loren: ripping her arm away "jeez eddie what do you want"
eddie: "why haven't you answered any of my call or texts for two weeks i missed you and wanted to talk to you"
loren: "ok so you missed me is that it"
eddie: "loren what's your problem we were all good till i left"
loren: "why do you care anyways"
eddie: "because you're my gir..." he stopped because he remembered he never asked her
loren: "your what eddie you're girl friend because the last time i checked you lied to me telling me you were going away on business then i find out you lied"
eddie: "thats what this is about i was calling you because i wanted you to come up and i felt bad about ditching you and lying to you and what i said on our phone conversation"
loren: "so what you lied to me i put my walls down for you and now i have to build them up again because you can't be honest with me i would have understood you needed time away thats all you had to tell me but no you chose to lie"
eddie: " i'm sorry ok thats all i can really say i messed up and now i just want us to be good again because you left and i didn't know where you were for two weeks i was worried"
loren: "..."
what will she say should i continue this and plz review