DISCLAIMER: I do not own Harry Potter, if I did Harry, Draco and Hermione would be having a three-some in a closet. I merely play with the characters in the world JK Rowling created. And I do love to play!
AUTHORS NOTE: This is from Harrys POV. It is post HBP.
Why do I love him? What has he done to deserve my affection? Why doesn't he love me back? Everything he does is so gentle and loving. A hand-shake from him has my blood running hot. Not that I get many handshakes, but ever since he came back we have been getting along more. I don't think he realises the torture he puts me through. I just wish he knew how I feel. I wish I knew how he feels. I guess I already know how he feels really, he hates me! Well he might not hate me, but he has a deep disliking of me! I just wish I didn't have to fake hatred every time I see him, but Dumbledore would never forgive me if he knew that I was in love with the very boy who caused his demise, or would he? In fourth year, he did say, if I remember correctly;
"Dark and difficult times lie ahead" Merlin knows that's true,
"Soon we must all make the choice between what is right and what is easy". Well this choice to love him is right for me, and I know it will never be easy. But I have to do what is necessary. I have to let him know. But if I do, he will hate me even more. Why does love cause so much pain?
"To have been loved so deeply, even though the one who loved us is gone, will give us some protection forever"
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