So this is my new story! I was kinda having a hard time at writing it... I'm so busy with the exams week coming up! So just let me know if you even like it...

Thank you all for the reviews for Coexist and thanks for all the follow and fave! Love you xx

I don't know if I should rate this T or M... I mean I only mention sex and some cursing, but I didn't actually write some sex scene, because I just don't know how to do it... but I promise you if there's any sex scene on the future (If you want me to continue this story!) I'll change it into M

I watch as Lucy put on her shoes. "Wait, where are you going?" I asked at her after putting on my top.

"Since we always have sex in my apartment, I ran out of milk" she hissed while glaring at me. I grinned toothily at her as she only growled quietly at me. "Don't burn my apartment down!" She yelled before leaving.

And I abruptly stop her. "Wait," she turns to face me with her annoyed look. "At least put something on! Like a jacket or something! I don't need the whole neighborhood checking out on my girlfriend!" I fixed my eyes on her who only wears some loose burnout tank top and short.

"I'm not your fucking girlfriend!" She yelled angrily at me as she slammed the door shut.

"Okay, okay! We're not in a relationship!" I threw my arms in the air even though she couldn't see me anymore.

That's right, we're not in a relationship, so why do I have to be defensive about her? Thanks to her, I am now saddled with unsettle feelings. It started out three months ago. Lisanna dumped me and so is with Lucy, she's being dumped too by Loki. We met through Erza and we rightly hit it off. We drank beer that night, a lot of it, and so there's some crazy feelings build up inside me that makes me want to do things to her so badly. Like, you can't even imagine the immensity of things I want to do to her. We're not drunk, we're just simply screwed up. I remember exactly what Lucy told me that night, the beginning of conversation that led up to this situation I am in now. She told me that she loves having sex, but can't do it anymore due to her being single, and so I ask her, "Why not do it now?" she only scoffed and laugh at me. "Relationship sucks, Natsu!" I remembered the way she looks mockingly at me that night. "You can't have the perfect relationship like the movie had! It's just freaking impossible. You're in a relationship, you have sex, then you fucked up, then in the end you only got your feelings ruined" she laughed cynically. "Then, why don't you do it without feelings? You know, why don't we do it now?" I suggested at her, not knowing where it was coming or going to lead where. "You want to have sex with me?" she asked at me, disbelief, "no feelings?" she raised her eyebrow, like somehow showing some keen interest to it. "Yeah. Definitely 0% feelings" I assured her. "Do you find me attractive?" I was hesitant at first, but then I answer, "Yeah, I do" and so just like that she starts kissing me passionately and out of nowhere, I am so turned on by her. Her breast pressing against my chest, and I just love the way she kissed me. I remembered how she protested about her breast before we have sex, she complained that it was too big, but then it still breasts, and I have no whatsoever problem with it. And starting from that night, February 17, we start having sex, constantly.

Fast forward to now. We use each other just for sex, we even laugh cynically at our stupid selves for doing some ridiculous thing such as having sex constantly, but luckily both Lucy and I loved sex and actually craving it. But then there is some creepy feelings crept up inside me, and I hate that. I have this ridiculously tingly feelings inside me that I can't seem to take control of.

Lucy changed to her skirt and top casually in front of me as soon as she got back from buying milk. "You're going to work? We don't even have a breakfast yet!" I whined at her.

"You know how Erza is, I might lose my job if I keep showing up late" she slouched into her comfy chair only to put on her heels.

"Why do you need a job when you already have a fulfilling career as a whore?" I smirked at her but she only looked up at me with her brows furrowed together and it makes her look kinda mean. I thought she get it that I was joking…

"I am not a whore just because I keep having sex with you, we are just friends who use each other for sex"

"Okay. No breakfast but I need you to come with me for dinner, okay?"

"Why dinner all so suddenly?"

I shrugged. "Just come would you?"

"Okay!" she sighed in exasperation as she stood up. "Just because we're friends okay? And friends help each other out"

"That's more like it," I grinned at her.

"Are you coming with me or not?" she glared at me as I looked up to see her ready to go to work.

"Oh yeah, one second" I said as I quickly rushing back to her bedroom and put on my full clothes.

My dad asked me to meet him tonight for dinner. Since the last time I met him, he's planning to get a divorce, I bet he'll show with another girl for tonight. Of course, some part of me really want to bring Lucy, I just don't know the exact reason behind it. My dad will always be the kind of person he is, dad. He's annoyingly charming, he loves girl, he's like a billionaire playboy. My mom died and he turned into a weapon of mass seduction. I resent him at first about how could he easily move on from mom, but I just realized that people aren't meant to be together forever, and then I just can't change the fact that he's my dad, and of course since it's been a long time I've seen him, I agree to meet him for dinner tonight.

"You still having sex with Lucy?" Gray smacked me in the head.

"Why? You jealous?" I spat at my childhood best friend.

"What? Of course no! I would have been jealous, but I'm in a serious committed relationship now!" he brag proudly as he show off his ring finger with a ring on it. Show off asshole.

"She's obsessed with you," I said referring to his obsessed fiancée, Juvia.

"She's not"

"She is." I pressed.

"Okay whatever. Anyway, you still use each other for sex?"

"Yeah. I know that I told you that we only use each other until we find someone new, but when we found someone new, we just don't feel like it and ended up having sex again, anyway. She's amazingly good at it, how can I resist her?"

"Well whatever, just enjoy it while you can, the sex is not going to hold too long," he took a sip of his coffee. "You've been doing this for what, like three months?"

I nodded. "Three months and counting. And we still have some great relationship as friend, because we're just too good at maintaining it" I grinned at him.

"Using friends just for sex is not going to work out, Natsu, I thought you know that"

"It work out just fine with me and Lucy" I argued.

"Well, does she have a penis?"

"No!" my face turned into disgust in a matter of second.

"Then she just like every woman out there. They have feelings and they're going to act weird and stuff"

"But she told me herself that it's awesome how we both just using each other for sex and doesn't include any feelings at all!"

"Have I ever told you that lying is the most fun things girls can do without taking off their clothes?" I should've known that there's only sarcasm that coming out from his mouth.

"Never mind. There are some bigger problems I had beside Lucy now," I sighed as I run down my hand through my messy bangs.

"What? Your dad?" I nodded. "He asked you to meet him?" yet I can only nodded again. "And you planning on bringing Lucy with you… don't you? I bet you even already asked her without her knowing it" he asked, grinning widely at me like he just solved the biggest mystery case ever.

"Stop that! Stop acting like you're reading my mind! It's creeping me out!" I kicked him. "I seriously don't know what to do okay?! I thought bringing Lucy with me will make at least things a little better between me and my dad. I think it's going to prevent awkward moments"

"Do I get bonus point if I act like I care?" he snorted as I pull down his pants in the middle of my office. "WHAT THE FUCK NATSU!" He yelled as I laughed my ass of at him.

"That's for being annoying as hell, you fuckers!" I laughed, pointing my index finger at him.

"Natsu," he breathed trying to keep calm with both of his palms showing in front of me, like a 'stop' sign. Well, a sign to told me to stop from laughing hysterically, I guess. "My pants fell, and I couldn't get them up"

"That's the same problem your mom had when she's with me" I smirk devilishly at him.

I can see a vein popped out from his forehead. "My mom dead you asshole!" I laugh even more seeing how hard he struggle to walk towards me with his pants still stuck in his ankles, wanting to punch me so bad. "Is there someone out there who is any good at illustration? I need a new boss!" his voice of yelling echoed throughout the office, I bet that's already showed how piss he is towards me. Oh well.

"You're late" I commented at Lucy who just arrived with her hands shoved down to her jeans distressed jacket pockets. We both stood at the sidewalk in front of her office for seemed like hours.

"Just be fucking glad that I even want to come and agree to your dinner" She spat.

WHAATTTT? WHY OUT OF NOWHERE SHE FUCKING SEEMS TO BE ANGRY AT ME?

"Uh, do you need a happy meal?" I asked at her.

"What? God, no!" she frowned.

"You look really sad and unhappy, I think you really need one"

"Just because it called happy meal, it doesn't magically make the people who eats them… happy" she said slowly. "God! I never thought you're that stupid!" she nudged me in the arms, hard, but I guess she loosened up a bit.

We walk heading to the restaurant as I admired her face. Her cheeks red from the cold as every time she breathed there's a white smoke coming out from her mouth, like a heavy smoker, and I found that very sexy and seducing. "So, what happened?"

"Nothing," she mumbled.

"What a terrible liar" I noted.

"Oh, shut up!" she hit my right arm. My arms could be ruin any moment just because she keeps hitting me in the arm. "I just got stressed out from work" her words sounds heavy and she quiver when she's saying it.

"Why are you still lying?"

"Okay" she sighed. "I'm just… unhappy" she trailed off. "Things kinda hard lately, I mean thank god you still want to have sex with me, it lessened up the problems somehow" and I feel bad rightly for lying to her.

"Lucy… I didn't told you this before… but we're meeting my dad" I mumbled. Telling her the truth suddenly.

"YOU FUCK" then we attract some crowd by the sidewalk just because Lucy's ridiculously high pitched voice. "I'm not going to meet your dad! As in ever! Especially not with this!" she calmed her voice down and her eyes gestured towards her clothes. Distressed jeans jacket that I found very sexy in her, her black croc-effect leather layered and asymmetric skirt, and her pale blue tank top that makes her breast just look even bigger. She definitely looks sexy! Very alluring.

"What? Why? You look great!" I hissed at her. "You looked perfect okay? Just please, I really need to see my dad, and I thought you agree to go out dinner with me"

"Yeah! Before I find out that your dad is going to be there too, are you insane?" she spat.

"Oh come on, Luce. Just one night okay? Beside we never done anything beside sex, so I guess a little dinner wouldn't hurt right?" except of course, having dinner with my dad keeps haunting me. "It makes me happy to see my dad and how you would like to come along, so would you do this for me?" I put on my pouting face but still keeping the smolder look, hoping secretly that she will eventually agree.

"I'm not in the mood, I'm not even happy" she hissed.

"Well, I'm sorry that you're unhappy so you have to destroy someone else's happiness!" I sighed in aggravation. "Come on, Luce, I thought we were friends!"

"I hate your face, I wanna smash it" she showed me one of her many death glares.

Oh, so you up for an argument Lucy? "Oh please, I'm attractive. I'm a hot looking, smooth talking son of a bitch!"

"I still hate you" she crossed her arms over her jacket. Geez talking to her was like talking to a debate team. "Why me anyway? Out of all the people you could asked to come with, why me?"

I bet this wasn't the answer she expected from me. "Because I feel very comfortable around you. It's surprising because I generally don't feel comfortable around, well, anyone" I grinned at her as I can see a smile crept up to her face.

"Stop making me smile! I'm pissed at you" she averted her gaze from mine and pouted. I never realized it before how cute she can be.

"No you don't"

"OKAY!" she yelled again with her hands flying around in the air. "You win this time, but you have to give the best sex ever after this" she turn back to face me again, "and of course I expected free food"

"Even the way you talk, turned me on"

"Oh please. I think almost anyone can turn you on, you're basically a lamp" she brushed away the invisible dust in her jacket. "How do I look?"

"Great"

"How do I smell?"

"You smell nice, I like you"

"Well, you smell like a baby prostitutes"

"That's mean"

"Wimp," she commented, sarcasm clearly showing in her tone. "Come on, I'm hungry and I'm freezing to death"

When I entered the restaurant with Lucy, I quickly spotted Dad slouching lazily at the rounded sofa at the corner of the restaurant. Dad put his arm over a girl shoulder. Figured, he already meet someone new, while I'm just here, can't get past Lisanna and currently stuck in this crazy sex thing that I really loved with Lucy. How do dad even get into a relationship so easily? Does he just create people in his basement, or what? "Meet, Anastasia"

I ignored while I just scooted over the rounded sofa to get more closer to dad. "Seriously, how old is she?" I whispered but I think it's loud enough even for Anastasia to hear. But seriously dad? Anastasia look like in the same age with me! She's pretty, I admit, I love her long brown wavy hair and freckles, but…

"How old are you?" he whispered back.

"Uh, 23" he even forget his own son age? I really should give him the award for being the best dad of the year.

"I think she's in the same age with you" figured. "Or probably, younger"

"WHAT!?" Dad only shrugged as he now fixing his eyes on Lucy. If he ever make a move on Lucy… I just want dad to know that I watched a lot of CSI and I can seriously kill him and make it like an accident. I swear.

"You must be Natsu's girlfriend," he paused. "You're beautiful, I wonder why you even bother to spend your time with my son" he laughed mockingly at me.

"Um, we're not in a relationship, we just use each other for sex" What Lucy? Do you really hate it that much when people consider and actually think that we're in a relationship? Why do you hate relationship so much anyway? Both my dad and Anastasia eyes widen, but soon they both smirking.

"Oh, Igneel and I hev sex all thee time thoo" Anastasia responded with a slight Russian accent showing. IS SHE FUCKING RUSSIAN? GOD DAD! WHERE DID YOU FIND HER? She giggled casually. What the fuck is wrong with this table over here? How come I surrounded by people who talk nothing but sex?

"Yeah, we're more like sex friends" Lucy said nodding her head off.

"Fuck buddies" I added. Joining inside the conversation since it seems everyone kinda ignored the hell out of me.

The rest of the night went…quite well. We did have sex, it's amazing just like I thought it would be. But after all the incredibly tense hot sex, I lay down staring at Lucy's ceiling with her asleep peacefully next to me. Why we didn't cuddle? Why aren't we even hugging each other?

My feelings and stupid self fucking ruined everything.

I just can't help it the way dad and Anastasia looked happy together. I bet they went on so many dates, even Anastasia is proud when she make out with my dad in the middle of the museum. It's kinda gross I know, considering it was my dad, but still, although he's like 40 years old, he already make more progress than me. Lucy and I never do anything beside sex, not even breakfast, all she did every morning just fucking pour me some milk to drink. Well, lunch of course, sometimes, very rarely, and drinking beer in her very comfy couch that will result to having another sex. Even though we already told each other that we just need a break at some night, we both just can't help it. She's so fucking sensual in every way.

Why can't both Lucy and I act like a normal people? I don't know, go on dates maybe?

Oh God… why I act like a girl? Why do I even need to go on a date with her? Shouldn't I feel grateful that I can fuck Lucy just because I can? But I like the idea of getting to kiss her so softly and subtle just because I can. Because having sex with her doesn't requires many soft kisses, just some hot, wet and passionate kiss. I love it, I must admit, but of course sometimes I just want to give her soft kisses and cuddle the fuck out of her.

Oh

My

God

It hit me all so suddenly

Gray was right…

Feelings start to crept up and will eventually ruined this whole only-sex-no-feelings-relationship…

Maybe I should ask her about going on dates… or maybe not, because she will probably just ignore it.

But wouldn't dates just make everything seems to be worse? I don't know, maybe letting the feelings showed up even more?

But what harm can it bring just from a single date?

But then, all I have to do is just try right? Maybe she somehow will agree to it.

Who knows?

Yeah, I really should ask her about going on dates for tomorrow.

Now… Can I like hug her when I'm asleep? Because it's seems a very nice thing to do at the moment, like I just want to wrapped my arms around her and pull her close and feeling the warmth from her bare naked hot skin.

Oh, the hell with this shit,

Lucy is sleeping, of course I can hug her even if I'm not allowed too.

It's not like she's going to realize it, she even snore lightly.

Who cares? I just want to feel the heat from her skin.

Sue me.