Just gonna stand there and watch me burn but thats alright I like the way it hurts, just gonna stand there and hear me cry but that's alright cause I love the way you lie…I love the way you lie…

I walked towards sams house…well apartment I haven't seen him or dean for 5 years since they split ways. Their dad was a good friend of mine john looked out for me and after sam left I told him I would go off on my own even if I am 15 at the time he agreed as long as I visited.

I knocked and a girl answered I was kind of shocked at this and she smiled a bit "hi…um is there something I can do for you?" she asked and I looked at her attire kind of jealous…she has perfect height and weight while me…well yeah. I am wearing a pair of ratty jeans, a blue t shirt to match my eyes and a jean jacket and a duffel bag. My familiar Ashland looked up at me he is a husky currently and I looked behind me to my car and sighed.

"I am isabelle martin…I am an old friend of sams…is he here?" I asked kind of worried and she smiled at me.

"no not right now would you like to stay hear till he is?" she asked and I looked down at Ashland and he told me in his mind.

'might as well…I mean whats the worse that can happen?' he asked and I sighed a bit smiling.

"yes please…if you don't mind of course" I said looking at her and she grinned

"come on in….sam mentioned you a few times…he thought of you as his sister…" she said closing the door Ashland followed her upstairs and into the apartment he sat down on the floor and she went into the kitchen.

"after….my dad skipped out and my mom left with some French guy I was left on my own….they took me in I was about 3 at the time their mom loved me like her daughter ….i stayed for 12 years…and then left around the same time sam did on my own…" I said looking at pictures and such. One had me in it I smiled a bit and bit my lip. Red curls pulled back into a ponytail sam and dean their mom holding me in her arms and sam in his dads still a baby. It was before the fire.

I sighed and smiled at a few other pictures of me with sam and dean and their dad. So many memories and so many times I was scared. All the other times…I was proving myself to dean, and their dad it wasn't the life I should have but it was my life none the less and I was good at it. I clutched my pentagram and i sighed a bit she walked out with a water dish and a steak. She smiled at me standing there and laughed a bit. "sit down would you…" she smirked and I smirked back and sat down.

I stayed for a few days and smiled one night laughing with her telling her a story of how ended up getting chased by a dog (a big dog) and he fell in the river. Ash was getting his bellied rubbed bye her and I grinned a bit I am in a pair of sweat pants and tank top and yawned she did too we both went to sleep and I sighed a bit. I felt..so….tired.

I didn't hear anyone come in and then fire….i woke up to fire….i grabbed my stuff and woke ash up with a yank to his ear. I looked up and heard sam scream I knew it was him. I ran over and saw her attached to the ceiling I did the first thing to mind and grabbed sams hand yanking him out of there.

"WHY didn't YOU HELP HER?" he yelled I ignored him and dean looked around as well he was angry too.

"I WAS IN AN ENCHANTED SLEEP!" I yelled shoving him he growled and I smacked him in the face he snapped out of it. They packed up and looked at me I saw my car totaled and I growled. "that demon is an ass!" I yelled angrily.

They both looked at me and I sighed and looked at sam "come on the real thing we need to go after is the demon that did this." Ashland said I smirked at my familiar and the shock on their faces.

"its talks of course it talks" dean said and we got into his car and followed the coordinates their dad left us. I sat in the car and slowly passed out I was so tired…the enchanted sleep left me very drowsy.

After the wendigo incident and me saving sam from getting hurt I was in the car with them again and sighed a bit. We are on our way to Wisconsin now and I sighed a bit I looked out the window and wished I could be different.