I haven't really written anything in a while...even a chapter. SO I decided to do a one shot. Yes it's a song fic. Yes it is about Shinji Ibu...Who pwns.


Talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the Train

"I hate Seigaku. Why did that disrespectful first year have to beat me? My spot should have gotten that brat. "I grumbled and grumbled and grumbled. I looked around and realized all these people were looking at me…What? "Annoying random train passengers that stare at middle school students should keep their eyes to themselves." Finally it was my stop and I was disturbed by the stares to say the least.

I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper and it makes me feel
There's something wrong with me

"Hey what's that guy mumbling about?" "He's such a weirdo." "What a freak! Talking to himself…"
Who are they talking about? Me? I don't talk to myself. I just…say my thoughts aloud…I think. There's nothing wrong with that! It's just something different than what others do. I thought your suppose to say what you think. Well, I say what I think!

Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

Maybe it is a little weird. No one else I know does it. Maybe that peach is right. Maybe I have lost my mind!

I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
right now I know you can't tell

My friends act like mumbling is a disease that I'll never get over someday. I really don't understand. "Stupid tennis team with their, 'Will you shut up Shinji!' Why is me speaking my mind so bad? It's not a disease, it's a habit. What's wrong with habits? Kamio has his habit of listening to music, Tachibana has his…I don't know what Tachibana does."

"Still I know he does! Everyone has to have a habit!" "Shinji, would you shut up and pay attention to the game!"

But stay a while and baby then you'll see
A different side of me

I rolled my eyes but focused on the game. "Hey, Shinji's doing pretty good." "He's being quiet and playing really well for once."
I was winning 4:3 against Tetsu…How did I do that while not paying attention? "Wow, I'm beating Tetsu when I wasn't thinking about tennis. Tetsu must be off his game today."

"SHUT UP SHINJI!"


I hope you liked it. I hope Shinji wasn't OOC. If you didn't catch it, the song is talking about the fact that he is constantly mumbling/ranting to himself about everything that happens. Seriously one little thing and he goes off on his own topic, but he's an awesome character in the show. :D Now, I'm going to say the completely unoriginal words that go at the end of every chapter. Please review and tell me what you think!