NOTES: Hi there, its me again…Rue Sorrows aka Sarlinia aka many other nicknames…pick whichever you want

NOTES:  Hi there, it's me again…Rue Sorrows aka Sarlinia aka the many other nicknames…pick whichever you want.  I have read many…many second generation Gundam Wing fics.  The children of the Gundam Pilots, new Gundam Pilots, the new Gundams…etc.  Some are extremely good, and well written. 

 

Just here's another one of those second generation fics, except me being Rue Sorrows and stupid, I try to make the plot as original as I can…or as my imagination lets me. 

Now, once again, I am attempting to make a Second Generation fic that is not like the rest, so please give it a try.

First things first: 

DISCLAIMER:  YOU PEOPLE CRAZY?!  Of course I don't own the pilots or anybody else that was in the series.  Now the kids…well…hehe…they are MINE.  Not yours…MINE.  Got it?  Good.

RATING:  PG-13…umm…it might go up to an R depending on how sadistic I get.

PAIRINGS:  Normal pairings.  Do I have to list them all?  It doesn't matter since this isn't a love story or romance or whatever…just read it and you will know.  Don't worry; the story isn't focused on the couples' relationship, but the kids' relationship to their parents, and siblings.  Its mostly friendship, I guess…but I might give hints of something is starting to go beyond friendship…that is, as I said, I might. 

You have to understand something about me…I hate romances.  I can't stomach them.  There are only a precious few that hit me (check my favorites list…only one author there and her stories are romances!)  Now if you have read most of my fics you will see that they all have nothing to do with romance, and if there is, it's only made obvious, but that's it.  I think so far, Kingdoms' Masks has the most romance in it…(well, planned that is…I haven't typed much on it).

To make things simple:  If I do have people falling in love, it won't go mushy, it won't be dragged.

Great, I made an essay out of the pairings heading.  I'll just leave it this way so you people can see how my mind works…scary ain't it.  Yeah, and I have to live with it 24/7.  This mind even plagues me in my sleep.  Though I have to admit, I wouldn't trade my dreams for anything.

Ok! Ok!  I'm shutting up right now!

INTRODUCTION:

A secret fanatic group is out to separate the Space Colonies from the Earth Sphere.  They call themselves the Liberators, claiming the Earth Sphere has been holding back the Colonies, and once again becoming dictators.  But first, all opposition and obstacles have to be destroyed.  The Liberators are mostly veterans from the wars, all still remembering the Gundams and the terror that they struck in the hearts of everyone in Earth and Space.  Except the Gundam Pilots assisted in stabilizing the Earth's power over the Colonies. 

The Gundam Pilots were the enemy.

The Gundam Pilots must die.

All obstacles had to be removed before the Glorious Liberation could begin.

But the Gundam Pilots are no longer teenage boys, but men with families of their own.  Their children raised in a time of peace, with no conception of war, sacrifice, or death.  Children, who for the sake of privacy and protection, have no idea of their parents' stained pasts.  Children whose worlds are about to be torn.

Children who have to grow up fast or die as history begins to sadly repeat its bloody path.

THE DARK ROAD

PROLOGUE

"I saw two roads stretching before us.  If we take the easiest, it will appear the best at the beginning, but darkness will fall at the end, never to be lifted.  If we take the other road, it will be hard and difficult to travel.  It could cost the lives of some we love, dear boy.  Worse, it may cost others their very souls.  But only through these great sacrifices may we find hope."

Fizban to Tasselhoff Burrfoot (PG 300)

Dragon Lance Chronicles:  Dragons of Winter Night

By:  Margaret Weis and Tracey Hickman

Zara was bored out of her wits.  She sank deeper into the sofa, sulking and pouting.  Beside her sat her mother, back straight, keen violet eyes on the vid screen, watching with a frown as a man spoke about something about politics.   Zara could care less!   Zara was tempted to groan, but knew that she would receive a sharp little pinch on her thigh if she did so. 

Her mother would not have any disrespect.

Zara looked up from her sulking position and put on the most pitiful expression on her face, hoping to get her mother's attention and sympathy.  After all, Zara was thirteen and there was a cool show on the other channel that Zara had started to watch.  Unfortunately, when her mother wanted to see something, it didn't matter if the president himself was watching something, her mother would watch it.

Only her father would have none of it. 

"There are plenty of vid screens in this house, go upstairs and open that one."

 Of course, then her mother would kick her father out their room for the night, but her father would only smile and go sleep in Shadi's room.  That was her father, ever patient no matter what he faced.  Calm in the face of an angry mother…her mother…her father was defiantly brave, even if he didn't look it.

Unfortunately, her father wasn't around to defend his only daughter from his wife from domineering the vid screen.

"Umiiiiii…"  Whined Zara, unable to take the drabble any longer.  "I was watching something."

"Quiet."

Zara blinked at this, and frowned at the vid screen.  Her mother had spoken to her in a whispering hiss, her voice strained in what sounded suspiciously like fear.  Shadi sounded like that after his night terrors.  Zara took a closer look at her mother, and this time actually saw her mother.

Her mother had her long blond hair tied in a tight 'no nonsense' braid, her face was looking pale, and sweat glistened on her forehead.  Her lips were pursed in a thin line, and her hands that were resting on her lap were actually clenched tightly and slightly shaking.  Zara had never…ever seen her mother like this.  Not even when Shadi had that seizure after one of his night terrors, and had to be rushed to the nearest hospital facility.  He had nearly died, but her mother had stayed calm and strong, just like her father.  Her mother was not one to show fear at a simple speech.

Quite suddenly, her mother surged to her feet with a curse, "Shit." 

Zara had been startled at her mother's sudden movement, but she gaped at the course language.  This was the woman who had dragged Shadi in a headlock and literally washed his mouth with soap when Shadi had dared to say 'Go to Hell'.  Course language was not tolerated in the household.  Not in any language or form.

Zara nearly cried out when her mother grabbed her arm so hard that it hurt and pulled her off the sofa.  Her violet eyes were wild with fear and worry when she asked, "Zara, where're Shadi and your father?  Where are they?!"

Zara swallowed hard, almost feeling her mother's fear flowing into her.  She was confused and frightened by this.  But even though she was confused, she managed to speak, "I…I think in Baba's study.  Umi…what's wrong?"

This time she did cry out in pain when her mother turned and started dragging her to the study in a run.  The grip was like iron, and her mother's long nails were digging into her exposed flesh.  "Umi!  Stop!  You're hurting me!  Umi!"

Zara stopped crying out when her father came in at a dead run, dragging a confused looking Shadi behind him.  Her father was grim, and looked nearly gray as he looked his wife.  "They're coming."

Zara's mother nodded, "I know.  What do we do?"

"You take the kids and leave."  Was his immediate and firm reply.

But Zara's mother would have none of it.  "Stupid.  I'm not leaving you."

"The kids…"  Hissed Zara's father through his teeth.  He looked angry and disturbed.  His hand held Shadi's smaller one protectively.  Her father was always protective over Shadi.  He didn't spoil him, but he never let anyone hurt him.  Zara knew that her father was also protective over her as well, but Shadi was younger, Shadi was sensitive, and Shadi had those night terrors.  Zara knew that her father knew that she could basically take care of herself.  She was like her mother, tough.  But Shadi was like her father, as her father had said tenderly many times, and that is what cut him deep.

"No!"  Shouted Zara's mother.  Then her voice broke, "No…I won't leave you.  The kids will run, but I'm not leaving you.  Do you understand me?!"  Zara stared in awed horror as her mother suddenly broke down and started to sob harshly.  When she looked she saw Shadi staring at his mother, his large violet eyes shining with unshed tears.

"Don't cry, Umi," Those eyes begged.

Zara was had the urge to sneer at her brother and hiss, "Sissy."  But this was not the time.  This talk of them leaving…what was going on?  Why would they go anywhere without their parents?

"I'm not going to allow you to be dragged into this too!"  Her father shouted.  Zara gaped at her father, as did Shadi.  Hardly did they ever hear their father yell at anybody, and never at their mother. 

But Zara's mother faced her husband's anger without a flinch.  "Make me then."  She hissed through her tears.

Zara's father looked away angrily.  He then looked down at Shadi who was pulling at his hand to get his attention.  "Baba, you can't make Umi come with us."

Zara gave her brother a dirty look.  Why did the little brat act like he knew what was going on?  She hated when he put on airs like that.  He was eleven and sometimes acted he knew everything that happened inside the house and outside.  This was the same boy who would constantly wake up screaming in the middle of the night, claiming that his nightmares were real.

Zara was about to hiss at Shadi to shut up when suddenly she felt the floor shake.  Gasping she looked around with wide eyes as the mirrors and chandeliers trembled.  A portrait of the present President and her father fell from its hook on the wall and crashed to the ground, glass and wood flying everywhere.

Her mother suddenly lunged at her father, embracing him, and dragging Zara with her.  Zara stood stiff and confused as her father wrapped his arms around her and her mother, Shadi cocooned in between the three of them.  Zara marveled at how her father managed to hold all three of them.  Her father was not a big man, only a few inches taller than her mother.  Yet still, Zara found herself thinking like a child again:  Her father was the strongest man in the Colonies and Earth.

Then the four separated, and Zara's stomach knotted, and her throat felt clogged.  Zara never cried.  She was strong, and believed that if she cried then she would be weak.  Shadi was different; Shadi was crying, and still trying to hold on to his parents.  Zara wondered what was the matter with him.  Fine they were leaving without their parents, but they'd just come back and see them again until whatever was wrong was fixed. 

There was nothing to cry about.

Her father then turned to her, his eyes suspiciously misty as he spoke, "Listen Zara, I know you don't understand what is happening, and that you are frightened, but you have to stay calm.  Take your brother out through the back, and leave the estate grounds through the secret passage by the lake that I showed you two a couple of years ago.  Do you remember it?"

Zara had the urge to say boldly that she was not scared, but opted to nod.  She remembered the passage, as did Shadi since they used to play in there.  After all, Zara was too old to play in dank and muddy passages with her little brother, she was practically a teenager.

"Good," Continued her father hurriedly.  "Now, once you get off the land, go to the nearest shuttle bay, and rent yourself a small shuttle for the two of you…"

Zara cut off her father, "But Baba, what about our private…"

"No Zara," Her father was already shaking his head.  "You cannot use anything that has our name on it.  Here," He shoved into her hand a load of credits.  "Use these, give me any cards that you have."

Again the floor shook, this time the tremors even more pronounced. 

"Ignore that, Zara," Her father said impatiently, taking his daughter's face into his hands firmly, keeping her focused on him.  "Give me all your cards, anything that has our name on it."

Zara hastily nodded, now admitting to herself that she was frightened.  Quickly, with shaking fingers, she pulled out all her cards, as did Shadi, and handed them to her father.  He pocketed them, and then continued, "Once you're in the shuttle, place this disk into the autopilot mechanism."  He handed a small black program disk.  "It will take you one of the Colonies, and will dock at a private docking bay.  A friend of ours, Zara, owns it.  He will help you once you tell him who you are and what happened."

Zara blinked at her father incredulously.  There were so many holes.  Which Colony?  Who was the friend?  Why was he not offering these answers?  "Baba…"  Started Zara, but she stopped when Shadi shook his head, silently imploring her not to fuss.

Zara wanted to hit him.

Their mother spoke.  "Go now.  Run and don't you dare turn back, no matter what."

Zara blinked, this not making any sense at all.  Why wouldn't they return?

Her father took her hand and Shadi's hand and brought them together.  "You two…"  He whispered, his voice firm and more serious than Zara had ever heard him.  "Protect each other.  Don't leave one another, no matter what happens between the two of you."  He looked at Zara, and she swallowed hard.  "Zara, you are the eldest, and must take care of your brother.  Whether he likes it or not, you know more than he does.  But you must be gentle, Sweetheart.  He is your brother first, someone younger and less knowledgeable second. Balance yourself, Zara."

Her mother made a noise to hurry, so her father turned to Shadi and said, "Shadi…listen to your sister.  Don't give her a hard time.  You are my son, and the man now.  Protect Zara.  Listen to her when she tells you something.  You don't have to agree, just listen and think.  Right now, you know more of what's going on, so you must tell her once you're on the shuttle.  Be a man, Shadi.  Please, you two are all you've got for a time.  No matter what be strong, and don't let anyone break you apart.

"Protect each other…"

Zara screamed when this time the floor seemed to lurch, sending her sprawling on the floor.  They all fell except her father, who quickly lifted them up.  "Go now.  Hurry.  Don't turn back."

He hugged them, and Zara once again felt the knot in her stomach and throat.  Their mother hugged them, and then shoved them away.  She was crying as she yelled at them, waving her hand threateningly, "Go!  Dammit, what are you waiting for?!"

Zara stood frozen, unable to move.  No.  This did not feel right.  She didn't want to leave.  What about clothes?  What about servants?  What about those frightening shakes?  What were they?  No, she wouldn't move.

Then Shadi was by her, hastily pulling her away.  "C'mon Zara.  Move it!"

Then, her father smiled, and Zara felt her eyes sting, and her vision swim.  Why was it that his smile, the one that always sang of happiness and hope, was tight with despair?  "Stop smiling…"  She begged, so soft that only Shadi heard it.  He lifted his head and looked from her to their father.  Zara felt that he understood.

She finally allowed Shadi to lead her away.  She wanted to reach and hold them, and never let them go.  Why was it that this fearful farewell felt so final?  As they rounded the corner, Shadi turned to her, his larger violet eyes pleading, "Zara, snap out of it.  I can't drag you the whole way.  Zara!"

Zara was shaken to the core.  She understood a little now.  They were running away.  Something bad was coming and they were leaving their parents.  They were running away, and their parents were going stay.

"Zara!"  Cried Shadi.

Zara shook herself away from her brother's grasp.  "Don't touch me."  She said coldly.  "Lets get out of here."

She saw hurt in Shadi's eyes, but chose to ignore it.  She was hurt too.  Swallowing bile that threatened to come out, Zara said, "Lets go, Shadi."

Shadi looked up at her, then nodded.  He was crying.

"Stop it."  She said as she started to run.  "Its not helping."

She saw the Shadi ducked his head.  Well, at least she didn't have to see his tears.  She wouldn't cry.  No, she would be the strong one of the two.  No tears would be shed from her. She would never cry.

*~~~~~*~~~~~*~~~~~*~~~~~*

"…And breaking news:  The radical group known as the Liberators have just stormed into the President of Winner Enterprises, Quatre Raberba Winner's L4 home estate, and have taken Mr. Winner and his wife, the Lady Dorothy Catalonia, hostage.  The Liberators attacked the estate with one Mobile Suit armed with a beam rifle.  How the group acquired the mobile suit,  and beam rifle are still unknown.  It is unknown if the couple are injured.  No demands have been made.

"Now, it has been reported that their two children, Zara Winner, and Shadi Winner are missing.  Their whereabouts unknown.  If you have seen them please contact the authorities of your Colonies.  Zara is a female, thirteen years old, 4 foot ten.  She has long blond hair that is usually in a braid or ponytail, and turquoise/sea green eyes.  Shadi is male, age eleven, and is 4 foot 6.  His eyes are violet.

"Once again, if you have any information on the whereabouts of the two Winner children, please contact the authorities."

To Be Continued…

EXTRA NOTES:  So, should I continue or delete it from my mind?  Is it different?  Probably not that different so far.  By the way, isn't Zara such a nice name?  I met a little girl by that name, and I just had to use it!  Where did I get Shadi from?  Heh, well, if people wonder what Rue does for a living (other than study for classes), Rue works with kids, and one of the kids that constantly gives her a headache (but she adores immensely) is a little mischievous imp by the name of Shadi.  And he's Arab!!!!  Quatre is Arab, so it would be obvious that he'd  give his kids Arab names(I'm not sure if Zara is Arabic, though it does sound like it). I don't know a lot of Arabic names, other than the usual people always here, but this one just sounded nice and gentle to my ears.  ::smiles::  Sorry, I'm babbling…as you can see I put a lot of thought to the names.

God I'm babbling again.

By the way, has this ever happened to you:  A complete stranger, a person you don't know, starts a conversation with you while waiting for the stupid elevator, then suddenly tells you…these are the exact words, "You are too cynical.  Your still to be young to be like that."

What were we talking about?  Classes and credits.  How can you be cynical about that?! 

I mean, I wouldn't wish my life on anyone.  But still, I wouldn't change a thing, cause it made me who I am.  But since that…person…I wonder if I sound cynical without meaning too.  I don't want to.  I am happy, and I don't want to seem anything else.  I mean, if you were happy and fine, would you want people to think the opposite?

To tell you how paranoid I am, I've been going around asking family members and friends if I'm cynical. 

Iamnotcynical!!!!!

Oh well, gotta go!  Read and tell me what ya think!