A/N: I was reading a story in Jacob's POV and I was like, "I feel so sorry for him since he's hated so much." So I wrote this. Now I'm not saying that I love Jacob...ok I do. But the thing is that I love ALL the characters(except Jessica, she drives me up the wall and through the roof!). Stephenie Meyer is AWESOME!!!
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Why doesn't she love me? Wait, that's not right. Why doesn't she admit that she loves me? Why did she have to run off with the same leech that left her in the first place? He didn't see what she looked like, how hurt she truly was. I was the one who saw her, skin and bone. Her skin was pale, her eyes were dull. And I was the one who made her smile again. So why am I now all alone? (a/n: ha! i rhymed!)
Sam, Quil, everyone around me seemed to have already imprinted on someone or just had someone to begin with. But not me. It's hugely irritating to hear all the lovey-dovey thoughts in their heads, seeing images of their loves every single day, every single second. It just kills me more and more.
But now that I think of it, I guess he felt this way before she came too. His "siblings" were all together, and he could hear their thoughts about each other. He must have felt as lonely as I am now, but for decades and decades longer than me. When she came, he must have been happy. Probably for the first time. I guess that's what love does to ya.
Each day seemed lonlier than the last. She doesn't visit as often as before, her "boyfiend" probably doesn't let her. And I know I'm not allowed to cross the line with the Cullens back. So it's up to her. Sometimes I wish we were just humans again and that fairytales would stay fiction. That he wasn't here and she was with me. Happy.
Yet I also feel glad that she's happy with him, even if I dispise him. She truly loves him, I can tell. But she loves me too, deep inside. I'll just have to keep fighting until the day her heart stops beating.
A/N: Yay! finished! What do u think? Roughly translated, PLEASE REVIEW!!! Thanks!