My life, my body, my decision. I was so selfish back then, back when everything was perfect and normal. My life changed for the worse and I dont know if I can ever go back. Sitting here in my cell, the doctor comes over with pills, I refuse. Make more pain to numb the pain? I think not... They think i'm crazy, and can I really blame them? I am starting to think i am a little bit insane. But you, may judge for yourself. I will tell you of the time when I was happy, a time when everything was as it is.
Me, 25 years old and happier than ever. I had a job, a house, a life. Everything was going my way, even the weather seemed to favor me. I had a daily routine and I would stick to it, I was proud. Proud of everything I achieved, even though my mother had passed away and I felt depression creeping upon me everywhere I go. One of my santuarys (if i may use the term) was the movie Lord of the Rings. No, I didnt have one of those teenage girl crushes on one of the actors, I just liked the story line. I would stay up, till the many hours of the morning laughing at the humour in the movie, even if I had heard it many times before. I would recite every word in the movie, I knew the whole things off by heart. I loved my home, every room plastered with Lord of the Rings and Frodo Baggins.
One dready raining morning I decided to go to my favorite bakery for something to do, the day was new and there was hardly any traffic. I pulled on my coat and running shoes and headed out the door. My red hair sheilded my face from the rain and wind that seemed to be penetrating through my coat. The rain caused me temporary blindness as I crossed the street, and then it happened. I heard honking of a nearby horn as I was thrown up into the air and then I landed back down on the cement. People were screaming and lights were flashing. My vision was fading as I heard the last words of a sentence.
'I dont think she is going to make it...'
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My new story! Like? I like! hahahah! Well, I will update my other stories! rawk on!
Sara