Pain
By Lady Ava
An ongoing deadly cycle.
Everyday
Agony runs through my chest.
Knowing that I must fight again.
Ikari thinks of me as his golden child.
The first-born
The first to pilot Eva
And the first to die at Eva's hands.
They won't listen to reason
The angels
But they want to stop us.
We, the humans, are trying.
Trying to play god
Trying to be god
They think I'm weird
People.
They don't talk to me
Because I don't speak to them
Asuka and Ikari's son
The other pilots will sometimes speak
But I hardly talk back
I saved his life.
Shinji's life is the one I saved.
But at the same time,
I killed my soul.
My life…
My soul…
My mission…
Died with my pain.
The pain that I will never feel again,
Died…