Hey y'all, I am just getting started on my first fanfic! woop woop. I am not really sure when the story takes place, but it seems to be in New Moon. I guess we will just see where it will end up! please review and give me some insight on what direction to take this!!
I give Stephenie Meyer mad props with her characters and overall plot line.
Chapter 1: Goodbye
BellaPOV
"You can't leave me! I will die," I pleaded with him as tears filled my eyes.
"Bella, love, please do not cry. Understand this is what is best for you, I promised you I would never let any harm happen to you again…" Edward said non-convincingly.
"But you also said as long as I wanted you here, you would stay." I couldn't help it. The tears were flowing relentlessly down my face, and my hands were shaking badly. I thought I might pass out right there on the floor, with just the thought of him leaving.
"Well, I need to take care of things before I can come back to you, and put you in harms way. As soon as I am finished, I will be back, you won't even notice I am gone." My heaven sent angel, was not going to give up. No matter how much I pleaded this time. "Too much damage has been done, and I can't let them get away with it any farther. Besides, you could go visit Renee and Phil for a while. I am sorry Bella."
EdwardPOV
The look in her eyes was honestly ripping my organless body apart. I could not stand here much longer without caving in to her requests. No, it's what is best for Bella. My Bella. And then, the worst thought flashed through my mind. It was horrible, but it just may work. I turned to her already asking forgiveness with my face, I was sure.
"Bella, I just can't do this anymore. Your father is right. I think I just had an infatuation with you. And now it's over, so I am leaving. Sorry, but Mike Newton is still interested in you." I hated myself for even considering saying the words, and then hated myself more for actually saying them.
Bella stopped breathing for a brief moment, and then it sounded as if her heart slowed down anymore it would stop all together. This was the worst pain I have ever felt since Carlisle changed me. It was worse than when James attacked her and the pain in her eyes filled my heart. I just wish I could hear her thoughts right now.
"Well I guess this is good-bye Bella," I turned before I showed the guilt and pain in my own face. "Stay safe."
BPOV
I guess I have always waited for him to say that. I never deserved him to begin with. It was all too wrong. He always saved me, but I could never offer him anything close to that. I am positive that I would never love anyone like I did Edward, and his family. I thought about the day we first met, and the night I found out he was actually a…vampire. I remembered feeling so silly about asking. They couldn't possibly exist. But they did, and that is all I wanted to be.
I am not exactly sure how long I stood there. But suddenly I could not feel the warmth of the sun on my back anymore, and the sudden sound of Charlie's police cruiser was pulling into the drive-way.