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when it comes to Fiona and Declan. This story is going to get very saucy at times, so that most likey
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Fiona Elizabeth Coyne.

Thats who I am. Daughter of Laura and Mark Coyne. And I'm also the sophisticated, adult-like, woman of the world they want me to be. Don't get me wrong I don't mind being all those things, it's just that my parents aren't ever around long enough to even begin to know what I'm like. I mean sure they call three days a week and we have hour long talks, but it's just not the same as them being with us. When I say us I mean my brother Declan and I. The only person that hasn't left me to go to another country for work, the only person who doesn't leave without so much as a goodbye, and the only person who doesn't just walk in and out of my life. And he promised me he never would, but right now I'm wondering if hes going to be able to uphold that promise to me. Now I'm terrified I just can't lose him, if I do I'll just become a vacant entity. I'll become nothing, I'll sink into oblivion, because Declan James Coyne is half of me and without him...I can't even finish that sentence. Because I can't be without him. Ugh. I'm disgusting, what kind of person feels this...this way about their own brother. Their own flesh and blood. I guess I'm that kind of person.

I'm in love with Declan.

But he doesn't know and he will never know. I could never burden him with something like this, I can't even imagine what he would begin to think. It would be too much for him, for anyone. So I'll keep this little secret to myself, one of the only things I've ever kept from Declan. So I'll give him some space. Ha.I'm so far in denial that I'm making it seem like hes the one that needs space. He isn't the one falling for me, I'm falling for him. I'm the one who needs to distance herself. But it's not like Declan's not already doing it. I mean after Holly freaking J entered the picture things really did change. The picture went from me and my beloved Declan to my beloved Declan and his beloved Holly J. I wasn't in the frame anymore, and it was truly killing me. She is the closet person to Declan, she's taken my place. And Declan doesn't seem to mind not even the slightest bit and it hurts it really hurts. It's the little things that he doesn't even know matter that hurt the most. Declan would always get me a caramel frap in the early mornings before school. And that morning I went up to him and took my frap. Which I soon realized wasn't for me, it was for Holly J his new sunshine. I became a cloud, and I hated being the second second best. My face along with my heart dropped and I knew Declan noticed. So before he could began to say anything I made my witty comment and weaved my way through the icicng on the cake was my makeshift smile.

Then Declan did something that hurt so much I couldn't breathe , or fathom how he could even think of doing it.

Declan gave Holly J a bracelet, and its not like he hasn't given bracelets to the tens of other girls hes been with. But this bracelet was diffrent it held meaning, it was our grandmother's bracelet . My grandmother was the most important person to me after Declan, and I think that she knew how I felt about Declan. Because I would always gaze at him from afar and I would bake cookies for him. And I always wore my pretty dresses around him. For some reason my grandmother seemed to be okay with this horrible thing I was feeling. She did something very sweet for me when Declan and I were seven. Before she died she gave Declan her beloved bracelet and she told him to give it to the girl that means the most to him. That day , Declan came up to me with his big icy blue eyes full of life and his unkempt chestnut-colored hair. He said " Fiona, grammy gave me this bracelet and said I have to give it to the girl who means uhm uh...oh yeah the most to me." I stood there confused and just stared at him. He continued. "And it's you Fiona, but this bracelet is for an old person. So when your," Declan stopped to count on his fingers. "seventeen I'll give it to you. Promise!" I've remembered that day my whole life and I was waiting for him to pull me to his side then slip that beautiful memory around my wrist. The hurt slammed into me like a bus would when I found out Holly J had it. But I kept up my facade and told her the Sophie story. Declan James Coyne is being taken from me. And I won't stand for it, but what can I do? Okay well that's the first chapter for now chickadees. I'm probably going to wait until the Degrassi Goes Manhattan special to write on. But be warned I'll probably tweak the story line so it won't be exactly the same as the show. Anyway hope you like it. Please review! :)