When the moon came to replace the sun in the darkened sky, my heart empties out as the tears stop falling.
I felt nothing.
I breathed nothing.
I was nothing.
I gripped the gun thither in my hands and every moment with Clare came passing thru my eyes. Reminding me why I had to do this.
Every kiss, every laughter, every flirtatious conversation, every single moment that made me fall in love with the girl who was never coming back.
-Clare, I whispered to the damned night.
The one who made me feel alive again. The one who gave me a reason to keep my heart beating. But if she's gone why am I still here.
I need to feel her in my arms.
I need to hear her voice.
I need her to love me.
I NEED her.
Why did the dance have to happen.
The dance...
I saw once more what had happened that night...
I remember getting into the halls because of the lost I felt. Clare didn't want me anymore. I kept repeating this until she into me. She took off my earphones and said:
-Come with me! Fitz has a knife... This is where we run, let's go!
By then I was tired of playing games, this was war and I want going to let him win.
-I'm not going to let that jerk scare me.
-Eli, he has a knife.
-Aw don't you two look cute.
It was Fitz and behind him was Owen... They were walking towards us silently while I was looking at what he was holding: a knife.
Fear took over and that's when I realized it may be too late for one of us...
Clare was begging him not to do this but he only insulted her in return.
I told her to get away from me while pushing her to protect her but clearly that wasn't enough.
I remember Owen holding me back while Fitz start walking towards Clare.
-You know, I always tried to hurt you Eli but I never succeeded. So I thought of something that would be important to you. Hmm... Clare sorry if this is going to hurt.
-No, no! Fitz don't do this! Please! I'm sorry for everything, just please let her go!
-I think I found the right answer...
With that he stabbed my girl... So much blood dropped while she feel into the red river.
Owen let go of me and ran away with Fitz. I started to run to her...
-Clare. oh Clare. Please don't leave me... CLARE!
I grabbed her face and kissed her with all my heart.
-Clare, please stay. Clare I love you, I had said with tears falling from my eyes.
But she may not be listening by then...
This moment made me come here. This moment made my decision.
When the moon came to replace the sun in the darkened sky, my heart empties out as the tears stop falling.
I felt nothing.
I breathed nothing.
I was nothing.
I gripped the gun thither in my hands and I was going to do it. As my fingers pulled the trigger, I heard a ringer and a voice...
-Hello! Hello! Eli pick up! The hospital called me.. Clare is alright, she's going to survive! They thought it was too late but she made it. Eli! Meet me there!
My fingers were about to end my life until I heard Adams voice...
Clare, she's alright!
I kept repeating this to myself while crying and reaching my car. As I drove away the bridge a sappy song played but when I listened to the lyrics, I discovered they were my feelings.
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
'Cause my heart would stop without you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And Clare did... Stay...