Ok sooo I don't own any of this...sadly. I just LOVE vampire diaries! Team Damon, of course. I just keep imagining this happening, I just wish they would hurry up and put Damon and Elena together! Anyways, read & review please. (:
Caroline was curled up on her bed, crying.
Nothing ever went right for her…her life was so screwed up. Wining the Miss Mystic Falls contest was the best thing that has ever happened to her.
Actually, things started looking better ever since the contest. She wasn't fighting with Bonnie or Elena, her and Matt were still together, Damon didn't bother her…
Then she was turned into a vampire.
The perfection that started building up in her life fell to pieces.
Now she spent most of her time with Stefan learning Vampire 101.
Stefan…God, he was so…so…amazing? Perfect? No, she thought, neither of those words are good enough. Just like me…I'm not good enough…
She sat up and rubbed her eyes.
She decided to start getting ready for training. She refreshed her makeup, threw on some different clothes, and she was out the door.
She drove to the woods where they usually train and parked at the edge of the woods to run the rest of the way.
Like always, Stefan was already there leaning up against a tree waiting for her.
"Hi." She said walking over to him.
"Hello, Caroline. You're early."
"Am I? Wow. That's a first."
He laughed, she always made him laugh. He didn't know what it was about her, but she was always able to lighten his mood like no one else could…not even Elena.
"Just by a few minutes. Shall we get started?"
"Yes, we shall." She said with a small giggle.
They trained for three hours before they were tired.
"Well, I guess I better be getting home. My mom hates it when I get home after dark. Not that I care, but I don't feel like hearing her yell at me when I get there. Soo…bye."
She turned to walk away but Stefan was right behind her, hand on her shoulder.
"Caroline…we need to talk."
"About what?"
"You."
"Me? What about me?"
"Caroline, I'm not as blind as you've been pretending I am. I can tell something is wrong. Please tell me, and maybe I can help. I remember how hard it is being a new vampire."
She sighed. Might as well tell him…damn vampires.
"It's not about being a new vampire, well maybe some of it is, but something has been wrong for all my life…I've tried so hard for everything…and it's always ends up to be a waste of effort. I'm a nothing, a big nobody, wait – if you're a nobody I guess you can't be big or…? Whatever, that's not the point. The point is I'm tired of feeling alone. I'm tired of always being the last one to get picked, of being the rebound girl, the girl that's always in the dark…I want to feel loved…"
Stefan stared at her for a second before embracing her in a hug.
She gladly hugged him back. She didn't know what it was about him hugging her that made her want to cry, but she let the tears fall down her pale cheeks onto his shirt. She quickly pulled away.
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry, I'm messing up your shirt."
"It's just a shirt. Are you okay now?"
"Not completely…but I do feel a little better."
"Good. If you need anything, anything at all, you know where to find me."
"And you know where to find me." She said with a wink and a toss of her hair. She turned around and ran back to her car to go home.
Stefan chuckled and shook his head before turning around and running back to the boarding house.