Hey everyone! This is a little oneshot I did about Allison's feeling after her mom dies. I wanted to do a little twist in Allison's usual inoccent personality. Soo here it is and I hope you like it.
Enjoy!
One of the things Allison Argent felt was empty. She couldn't cry, she couldn't laugh, and she'd been like this for days. But who could blame her? Her mother had killed herself from sorrow. Or so everyone thought.
She knew damn well that her mother was never depressed. Her mother was an emotionless robot. She couldn't feel anything much less sorrow.
Maybe it was because her mom had died, or because her family was psychotic, but she felt so upset. Everyone in Allison's life just ended up walking in and trampling over her broken heart like a piece of glass in the process. Scott had. Her mother had. Even her grandfather had at one point. She just doesn't know what to do or who to believe anymore.
And she's so sick of people telling her their sorry. Everyone's always sorry; at least they pretend to be. If one more person tells her that they are '"sorry" or that "her mom was a great person" she thinks she might take out her bow and arrow and shoot them. She is an Argent after all.
They aren't sorry and her mother sure as hell was not a great person. Anyone with eyes could see that.
But instead of lashing out in anger she stands silently next to her father in a black dress under an umbrella like everyone else in the cemetery pretending to be grieving over the loss of her mother. She never once cries during the whole funeral though, she feels that she is all cried out. She almost wanted to laugh at how ironic it was. She couldn't cry, yet, it was still pouring outside, but she never does.
When she gets home she storms into her room only to find a room full of flowers and hallmark cards with apologies scrawled across each one. For some reason this sets her off and she tears apart greeting card upon greeting card and rips off all the petals of the flowers only to find the only thing she hadn't completely destroyed was a single red rose. Red roses were her mother's favorite, just like they were hers. But it reminds her too much of her mother and she throws it in the fireplace and watches it burn until all that's left is ash.
It doesn't bother her that she tore apart every apology written to her about her mother. It doesn't bother her that she threw her mother's favorite flower into a fireplace. It doesn't bother her that her mother's gone really. To Allison her mom died in her heart long before she did to everyone else. All that's left of her mom are stupid pictures filled with utterly fake memories and the ashes that litter the fireplace.
It all reminds her of how empty and angry she feels towards her mom for lying to her and never being the mom she should have been. All anyone ever does in Allison Argents life is leave anyway. So she leaves the ashes burning in the fireplace just like her mother had left her with a lifeless broken heart to be crushed time and time again..
I hope you liked it!
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