A/n: this is a one-shot about how Ron feels about harry dumbledore, and Sirius. You can read my other story about harry and Draco (not slash!) called bridging gaps.

Disclaimer: do you really need I disclaimer to tell you I don't own harry potter and co.? I thought not.

I watched as harry tossed and turned in bed, occasionally mutter something incoherent. He had just told me and hermione what the prophesy said. I couldn't understand how he could sleep at all. Well, we could thank dreamless sleep potion for tonight's peaceful slumber.

When we found out this almighty weapon the order was protecting was just some stupid orb, the only thing I could think of was, 'this is what my dad was attack for, this is what Sirius died for?!' now I know how wrong I had been. This orb held the key to destroying voldemort. Harry. It really wasn't fair. Why hadn't dumbledore at least told harry what it said?

Sirius and possibly Remus, had wanted to, but dumbledore had said no. Thinking about Sirius put a frown on his face. At least now he knew why Sirius hadn't really cared if they had listened in to the order meetings. /He/ was against them, and most definitely harry. He understood now why Sirius always gave /him/ dark looks, and was angry with /him/ all the time.

God only knows the amount of times he, ginny, Fred and George had stayed up listening to Sirius hollering at dumbledore about the details in Harry's life.

He looked at harry while he turned over and grab at his blanket. It wasn't fair that harry lost Sirius. He already lost his parents, why did God feel the need to make Harry's life miserable. I'm not stupid, well not as much as everyone thinks I am. I know there's a war coming, and I know there's a very big chance that I will lose someone close to me.

I'm scared for my best friend, actually I'm terrified, terrified that I'll lose him and the only person to blame will be /him/. I should have asked Sirius, I should have asked Remus, someone had to have known /he/ was putting harry in danger.

/he's/ been doing it ever since harry got here. Our first year he let us go off and fight you-know-who. I say /he/ let us because that's exactly what he did. They say hogwarts is the safest place, so how is it that you-know- who got in almost every year.

Sirius most have known, must have figured it out.

Why? Why didn't we see it? Why didn't I see it? I would have thought hermione would have seen what was going on.

For a brief moment Ron felt a surge of hatred toward his bushy haired friend. The moment passed leaving him feeling guilty.

Hermione couldn't have known. She didn't know /him/ well enough to release what was going on, none of us did.

Ron's final thoughts before drifting off to sleep was...

I'm not worried about losing my friend to voldemort, I know harry can fight him and possibly beat him. I'm worried I'll lose him to albus dumbledor and his plans for the greater good of the magical world.

The end A/n: okay. Let me know what you think. This is just how I see dumbledore. I think he has way to much power over harry's life, and if he's not careful....please review.