Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or it's characters, they are just my puppets, Muhahahaha!

Okay just to set things straight, this story is a result of reading 'The Other Side Isn't So Green' (Roxas-Axel pairing) and 'There's Something Wrong With Me' (Zexion-Demyx pairing) and becoming greatly inspired Lolz! xD

Warning this story is Yaoi ! If you dont like it then don't read.

"It'll be like a Sleepover!"

*Zexion*

Zexion whimpered as Saix pinned him against the floor. "You're a piece of shit. Nobody will ever love you." He whispered into Zexion's ear, who cried out when Saix roughly entered him. Zexion tried hard to quiet himself, knowing it would only provoke him, but he couldn't. Soon Saix came inside him then got up and left Zexion sore and bruised on the floor.

When he could finally move, he grabbed his precious pocketknife and headed to the bathroom. After he entered he made sure the door was locked then began to strip his clothing. There were scars all over him in different spots where he'd cut himself. He winced a little as he added a new one below his bellybutton. As he cut deeper all his thought became negative, I'm a terrible person. I deserve to be punished by Saix. Nobody will ever love someone as disgusting as me. He shivered at the painful pleasure when he made another incision on his upper thigh. Soon his mind went elsewhere. Demyx. He'll be mad at me. I should go see him. Then he hopped in the shower, watching his blood flow down the drain.

*Demyx*

Demyx groaned as he heard a rapping on his window. "What the hell?" then as his mind cleared he muttered under his breath, "Shit. Zexion!" and bolted to his window. He wasn't surprised at his best friends late night visit, it had been going on this way ever since he found out. It shocked him at the time when Zexion had told him about what Saix did to him but he loved and accepted Zexion the way he was. They both knew it was safer for him to visit late at night when he was asleep. Then Zexion wouldn't be in trouble later which always resulted in terrible beatings. Demyx quickly embraced him in a big hug before he gave him a onceover. "Damnit Zexy!" he growled when he saw the fresh blood stains on Zex's lower shirt and upper thigh. I really wish he would stop cutting himself!

He smiled weakly, "I was bad I deserved more than I got."

Demyx pushed him down on his bed and lifted his shirt to see the cut. If it'd been under different circumstances and there wasn't a huge gash he might've said, "Ooo, kinky!" but his mind wasn't thinking like that tonight and there was a huge gash that was still bleeding. "Zex…" he sighed knowing it was hopeless, "What did you do that was so bad you deserved this?"

He waited to answer his question until Demyx had returned with the gauze, "I left the house without cleaning. He was right to punish me, what if his friends had come over?" he looked at the ground, "I was just excited so I forgot."

Demyx had to hide his blush as Zexion pulled down his pants so he could stop the bleeding from his thigh. "What was so exciting that you had to leave without cleaning?" when he looked up he could see that Zex had a faint blush on his cheeks.

"I, well, wanted to see you. There was something I wanted to ask but when I came over, you weren't here." his head tilted questioningly.

"Oh. Um, I went to my parent's house today. My little sister, Namine, just returned from New York. I haven't seen her for like years!" he smiled on the outside but on the inside he was in turmoil. He came to see me! He probably got in big trouble and I wasn't even here to make it worth it! I feel awful, it's all my fault.

As if he knew what Demyx was really thinking he frowned, "Don't feel bad. It's not your fault you weren't here. I should've just waited till later to ask you, I knew the risk I was taking when I left. I got what I deserved." When he saw Demyx cringe he asked, "What?"

Demyx could feel tears welling up, "You have to stop! You don't deserve anything that he does to you! You're not a bad person, you're…" perfect, he finished silently in his head.

Suddenly feeling uncomfortable Zexion decided to change the subject, "Do you mind if I stay here tonight? He has work all day, so we can hang out, like we used to when we were kids." It wasn't a lie because they had played a lot in the daytime when they were younger, but Saix had always been there watching or giving a strict time to be home at.

"Ooooo! It'll be like a sleepover!" the blonde's cheerfulness was back. It's been awhile since he's stayed the night. He could feel his face heat up as though as the other boy took his pants completely off and hopped into bed. In his mind he noted Zex left his shirt on, what's he hiding under there? He let the subject drop for now, and quickly joined Zexion, snuggling close. He knew it wouldn't bother Zexion, seeing that he'd been cuddling him since they were ten. "So what was this big question you wanted to ask me?" the words were murmured against his neck. As a joke he added, "I'm sorry but I'm not ready to get married just yet."

*Zexion*

Cursing the way he was enjoying the feel of the blonde cuddled next to him, he rolled to face him knowing he couldn't see his red face ,"I-uh- wanted to know if you wanted to go swimming with me…"

"Oooo, Zexy! I'd love to!" he could hear his excitement.

"Cool, because I know this secret lake I went to when I was younger. Nobody else knows about it, so it'd be just us-"

He was cut off when Demyx rolled on top of him then leaned and whispered in a sexy voice, "Sounds kinky." Zexion had to suppress a moan when he nibbled his earlobe. "Aw, I'm just messing with ya! Sounds really cool though. I can't wait." He was laughing softly. Ya well I wish you weren't. My body burns for you because I want you so bad, Zexion thought solemnly.

After Demyx rolled off him, Zexion had to turn toward the wall, just in case his snuggling blonde snuggled too close and found Zex had a boner over his teasing. Saix's hateful words rang in his head, nobody will ever love you. Nobody will ever love you. Nobody will ever- "You okay?" Demyx's hand lightly touched his side as his face buried deeper into the back of his neck. "You're being awfully quiet." He slowly scooted his whole body over and Zexion could've sworn he felt something pressing into his thigh. Dem must've realized too after he felt Zex's body tense up, because he retreated quickly to the edge of the bed. "Goodnight!" he said a little too loudly.

Zexion wanted to whine when he felt Demyx's warm body move away but he just grumbled out, "Yeah, goodnight." instead. He couldn't fall asleep, seeing that all his thoughts were about Demyx, but eventually he must've passed out.

Zexion was sitting down in the shade under a large oak. He felt a strong wind go by and looked up when he felt a presence. "Demyx…" He whispered as he saw his best friend standing before him. His friend's eyes were wide with fear and Zexy noticed the blonde was naked. Blushing madly he turned his face away, "Demy, where are your clothes?" He waited for him to answer and after a while he worried so he turned to look at his friend. Demyx's lips were moving but nothing was coming out. It seemed he was mouthing 'Something terrible is going to happen.' Over and over again but he couldn't be sure. Demyx leaned over Zexion to shake his shoulder and Zexy blushed even redder. "Demy… Your too close…" he whispered, but Demyx wasn't listening he just continued to mouth the same thing over and over again.

He woke panting hard. It was only a dream. He felt very depressed and looked down to see that Demyx's arms were wrapped around his waist and was snoring softly. He's an angel. No angel should taint themselves with me; they should be with other angels. He let out a very depressing sigh and looked down to see his 'angel' was looking up at him with two innocent ocean-like eyes. "Umm… good morning to you too. Ya know Zexy, we need to talk about this. Most people don't wake up and have someone else starring at them."

"Oh, sorry." His eyes still watched him.

"Aw, it's okay. Not your fault I have such a rocking body." He laughed as he hopped out of bed, followed by a dazed Zexion. When he turned around he suddenly burst into hysterics, "Oh. My. Gawds!"

"What are you laughing about?" he was beginning to feel self-conscious, which pissed him off so his words were maybe a little curt.

"Well sor-ry! At least I didn't wake up with a flaming erection!" he heard the hurt in Demyx's voice which was soon cracking up in laughter again. "Soooo… who were you dreaming about?" he was still laughing as Zexion felt his face heat up.

Suddenly Zexion thought the room was too hot. He rushed over to put his pants on, glad his erection was going down. When he looked up he noticed the blonde had stopped laughing and was eyeing the blood stains from last night. "Its fine now, see?" he moved his leg around to prove his point and leaned forward, ignoring the shooting pain that he felt. He hoped his face wasn't giving away his pain and when Demyx smiled he sighed in relief. Well at least he's not going to question me about my dream. He would freak if he knew it was all about him. It both cheered and saddened him. "So… Uh… Are we going to go swimming or what?" he put on a fake smile.

"Yeah. We can take my car!" his usual cheerfulness was back. Then again, there's nothing normal about it. Nobody can be as cheerful as him, it's just not natural. He laughed but stopped when Demyx gave him a strange look. "Sometimes I wonder what's going on inside that pretty head of yours. I'm sure if I knew I'd be scarred for life though, huh." You have no idea. Then he shuddered at the thought of Demyx going through what he has.

"Yeah, probably. Anyways I'm going to go change. I'll meet you down at your car." Before the blonde had a chance to respond he climbed out the window and onto the fire escape. Good thing it's a narrow ally, I'd hate to fall 5 feet. He laughed mentally as he jumped to the opposite fire escape and went into his room to change. After digging through a small pile of clothes on the floor, he found a black pair of tight jeans and blue shirt a few shades darker than his hair.

He was just walking towards the door when he heard a familiar deep voice that gave him nightmares which left him screaming when he awoke, "And where do you think you're going?" his heart stopped as he turned to his uncle.

"I-uh-Demyx and I are going swimming." He could feel the fear climbing up his spine.

"Hmph. Whatever, but you better be back tonight. You've been very bad. Sneaking out at night and leaving without permission." Saix said in a cold voice that chilled Zex's bones. Zexion nodded solemnly as he went out the door and shut it. Under his breath he was cursing himself for mixing up the days. Tonight is going to be hell… he could already feel the pain and shivered.

*Demyx*

He smiled as his short, blue haired friend got into the seat next to him. You'd think he dyed his hair that color, but Zexion's natural hair was blue. When he turned to look at him he noticed his hands were in firm fists. "Zexy! What's wrong?" he cried out.

"Nothing. I thought Saix had work today but it's his day-off." There was no emotion in his voice.

"Oh no! Did he get mad?" he leaned over and said in a quiet voice, "Did he hit you?"

"No, he told me I was fine." When Demyx gave him a doubtful look he confessed, "He told me I was in trouble later." He flinched as Demyx glomped on him with teary eyes. "Umph!"

"I'm sorry Zexy! It's all my fault! Maybe you should go home. Then maybe he won't…" he didn't need to finish.

"No. I might as well enjoy myself while I can, seeing that later will be hell. Oh and Demyx…" he waited til the blonde looked up at him with still teary eyes, "It's not your fault, it was my idea remember? You should really stop blaming yourself for everything." He thought he heard him mutter something like, "I could say the same about you." But he ignored it and pushed Dem back into his seat. "Are we going or what?"

"Yeah." Then Demyx started the engine and drove according to the directions Zexion gave him. Other than that, they were completely silent the whole drive.

Review!!! If you have any ideas for future chapters, please tell!

Special thank to Sammy-Dee!!! I probably wouldn't have even had the inspiration to write more than a paragraph of this without her great fanfic, Lolz *clap clap!* And to Shiksa because without her awesome fanfic I probably would've never acknowledged Demyx and Zexion paring as a great couple *clap clap!* xD

P.S. Don't hate me for making Saix the bad guy! I needed someone who could pass as Zexy uncle, and well Saix had blue hair so yeah... xD

*Okay Sammy-Dee, because she is so awesome, edited the original. It may not seem much different but now the grammar/spelling/wording of some things are much-much better. If you're wondering when the second chapter will be put up, I will try to do that next weekend!*

**I changed the dream he had, it was bothering me with the minor lemon so yepp =xD**