Calling For you
A Gilmore Girls Fanfiction
Chapter One
After the graduation I realized that I would never be over Logan. From the moment he walked away a hole had been ripped in my heart, but somehow, in my mind, I thought that I would be able to get over him. But I can't, I belong with Logan, and I know it.
Mom and I went back to Paris and Doyle's apartment to pack up the rest of my things. We had gotten most of it packed up except for a few things, but we now had to bring them back to Stars Hollow. But mom could tell that I was off in another place.
"Rory, you okay?" Mom asked me.
"Yeah, yeah. I'm fine."
"Go," she murmured picking up another box "go."
"Go where?"
"You miss him. And now you think you've made a mistake, but I know what it's like to realize that I lost someone and I don't want you to go through that."
"I cant," I murmured, "I just, just can't," I walked back into my room hoping that the tears could stay inside for once, that I wouldn't feel weak enough to cry about this. But then I saw something in the corner. It was Logan's favorite sweatshirt thrown over a chair, and the memories came back to me. And the tears came out.
I didn't realize that my mom was standing in the doorway until his sweatshirt was almost soiled with tears.
"Mom," I murmured "I think you're right." I didn't wait for her to answer I grabbed my keys and ran down the stairs. I had to hold myself back from speeding to the train station, I needed to get to New York as soon as possible so I didn't miss Logan.
"Colin, Finn," I rushed towards them the moment I got in front of Logan's apartment building "is he still here?"
"Yeah, love, but don't go up there, I've never seen him so low."
"But I need to, I need to tell him…"
"Rory, Love, I'm sorry," I pushed past them not bothering to listen to their cries to stop me. I knew the apartment building well, the fastest elevator, the quickest way up the stairs if I needed it, but somehow, I saw everything in slow motion. The doors opened and I stepped out into the familiar hallway. At first I felt that I was strong, I was calm, but the moment I knocked on Logan's apartment door, my heart began to pound to the point where I thought it would pound right out of my chest.
I heard him shuffling around inside and then the bolt lock slid open followed by the chain, and the door opened.
"Rory," he said almost immediately "what are you doing here?" I could almost see the pain in his eyes, I'd broken his heart.
"You forgot this," I handed him the sweatshirt. Was I normally this nervous talking to him?
"You came all the way out here to give me my sweatshirt?" he looked disappointed.
"Logan," I sighed "I love you, and I know that it's probably too late, but I want to marry you, I always have, I was just scared, but now I know I cant live without you. You mean the world-"
"Logan," A tall brunette stepped out from the bathroom. Logan gripped the doorway harder and looked at the ground. I felt my cheeks burn, my face was a deeper red then it had ever been.
"Well," I said completely embarrassed, "I am going to…leave. Goodbye Logan." I ran down the hall into the elevator which was just opened by someone getting off and pressed the door close button a bunch of times.
When the elevator made it to the floor, I ran out before the doors even opened all the way. The tears were already streaming down my face when I ran past Colin and Finn. I didn't even stop to say anything to them.
I ran down the street, but when I got to the corner, I swear I could hear someone calling my name from behind me.
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