-I Miss You-
I'm here but not completely. There's a piece of my heart missing because you left.
I go on day to day and act like I'm alright, but deep down inside I'm anything but that.
Since you've gone all I can do is sit around and hope you'll come back. But I know you won't.
You can't. You're gone.
You've been gone for a year. I know I should have moved on by now, but I can't bring myself to do it.
All I want is you. That's all I've ever wanted.
Every night I cry myself to sleep because you're not here with me.
We we're supposed to be together forever, but it didn't end up that way.
A year ago to this day you left and I knew there was no possible way for you to come back.
I wanted to stay there and fall back asleep, hoping to be with you when I woke back up.
But you made me promise that I would go on and live my life even if it was without you.
I promised you that I would but as the days go by it just gets harder.
People always say that it takes time to heal, but for me it seems like time just makes it hurt worse.
Everyday I pull myself together and do what I have to do, but I hate it because you're not here.
It's amazing how I even accomplish anything during the day when you're the only thing on my mind.
From the time I wake up to the time I fall asleep and even in my dreams, you're all I think about.
I come up with these senerios in my head of what it could have been like if you were still here.
Still alive. Here's the thing though, the day you died, I died too.
I've never been the same since that day and I will never be the same.
You changed my world in just those few short days.
You showed me how to live and to make each day count.
You helped me break free from everything I didn't want to be.
You made me happier in those few short days than I have ever been or will ever be.
And you could see the real me.
As I lay here and think about you and what we could have been the only thing I can say is:
I miss you...
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