All Lyfe Eva Doez Iz Take
I have noticed a change in myself
Drastic yet subtle enough to have taken me awhile
My taste are changing, my opinions gaining a presence
I'm slowly opening myself up for reasons unknown
I am not happy yet I lean towards happy colors
I laugh when I really want to cry
I'm claiming indifference even though my very soul is being torn apart
And worst of all I'm looking for love when I really want give up and pull back
I can feel my heart's gaping holes
Lyfe has taken much from me
I'm tryin to persevere but I'm scared
I'll know I'll survive lyfe of that I'm sure
What I'm scared of is that in the end I won't be myself
I'll be a hollow empty shell attempting to pass as a person
And fooling everyone but me
You see all lyfe eva doez iz take
And in the end I fear lyfe just might take me