Just so you know this is starts at towards the end of episode 10 in series 2. I'm going to try and keep it as possible to what is in the show but obviously some things will have to be added or changed but I'm trying to keep to the episodes, maybe writing as they come out is hard so we'll see.
Felix glanced at Jake beside him as they jogged towards the forest they were hoping Sam and Ellen would succeed in leading Roland to. They started constructing the circle without talking. They were almost finished when Jake broke the silence.
"Felix" he started. Felix glanced up carefully.
"About yesterday me being such a" Jake paused searching the ground trying to think of the right word.
"Loser" Felix tried unsuccessfully to joke "don't worry about it."
"I just really want Andy back" Jake went on. Felix's stomach lurched and he tried to ignore it.
"It's okay" he muttered wishing Andy was still here just so Jake wouldn't keep talking about how much he wanted the water element back.
"If it was me, if I had a brother" Jake caught Felix's stare "I'd do the same thing."
"Thanks mate."
Jake awkwardly turned back to picking up more twigs. Felix bit the inside of his lip, first Saskia now Andy, or was she just a replacement for him. He was so desperate to prove that Saskia hadn't taken the talisman. And when it turned out she had he was still adamant about saving her. After that he was desperate for Jake to agree with something he did, so he looked straight at the Earth element for confirmation when they were trying to contact Andy. When he ran out into Alice's storm Felix was almost sick with the thought that Jake could get hurt and was the first to rush to his feet and follow. Even with his feelings aside he told the truth when he told Ellen that Jake was right and Alice had gone too far with Andy. However when Ellen sad that all Jake really cared about was what happened to Saskia Felix felt like crying. He didn't want to go into a feelings talk with Jake because he didn't want to hear more about how he felt about Saskia, but he tried anyway. Trying not to get too hurt when Jake cut him off for saying he should have been a better friend. He tried not to feel too happy when Jake admitted Saskia wasn't real and tried to make him feel slightly better by telling him that her being a good person was real, when really come on she was a golem she was nowhere near being a person. And although Jake was the first to run off leaving Felix and Oscar and seemed the most urgent to help them afterwards and was the first to move and help when Sam was distracting Roland. And when they had to hold Jake back at Phoebe and Alice's Jake's hand had a vice gip around his arm that seemed to linger even after the physical touch was gone. Challenging Jake to do the spell had lightened up the afternoon slightly and made the start of this whole plan less awkward, but it was almost crushingly uncomfortable now.
"Jake, I" Felix stuttered "I. Ugh. Look about Saskia."
"No" Jake interrupted "forget about her. It was stupid. It's just that everyone else had someone. Sam is still pining over Mia, Andy has that other Ellen and you, you've got this Ellen and I just couldn't handle it. I overdid the small attraction I felt for Saskia. I mean it's practically invisible compared to how I feel about…never mind."
"Feel about who" Felix asked a sinking feeling settling itself in his stomach.
"It doesn't matter" Jake replied quickly "it's stupid."
"I doubt it's that bad" Felix shrugged nothing compared to me.
"Just forget about it" Jake insisted. Felix moved closer frowning.
"I know I haven't been the best friend in the world but you can tell me stuff. I'm not going to."
And then Felix couldn't talk because Jake was kissing him. He barely had time to process and Jake pulled away before he could react. Felix's eyes fluttered open. Jake was staring uncertainly at the ground almost as if he was waiting for Felix to take a swing at him. His fingers darted up to touch his lips where he could still feel the tingling pressure Jake had left behind.
"Jake" he breathed. The other glanced over lifting his head slightly, and that was all Felix needed to be able to kiss him again. Felix gave Jake time to react, elated when he kissed back.
It was interrupted by Felix's phone ringing. Felix's answered Ellen's call trying not to sound too breathless.
"We're on our way" Ellen yelled down the line.
"Yep kay" he replied looking at Jake as he hung up "Their coming."
"You got the spell" Jake asked frowning nervously. Felix passed him the tablet.
"I'm ready if you're ready."
"No Felix it's cool" Jake replied "this is your thing."
"Do it" Felix insisted pressing a quick kiss to Jakes lips before Ellen and Sam appeared around the trees.
"Get ready!"
"You sure?"
Felix nodded looking deep into Jake's eyes, standing a little closer than technically necessary as Jake started the spell.
Okay so I was just desperate to get this up because...well because. If there was anything you wanted to happen in a particular episode just let me know, I love writing stuff that other want. Just warning Ellen may start being a little OOC but that's because she kind of needs to be for this too work hopefully it's not too bad.