A/N: Heeeey! So, dont get me wrong, i LOVE Eclare, but i will ALWAYS have a soft spot for Klare 3 I always loved them and even though KC's an ass this season i will always love him! So this is a One-Shot (maybe more if i get reviews) about Clare's thoughts on KC.

Enjooooy (:

"She thinks to an old memory, she closes her eyes and smiles. Just ask her if she thinks about him, and she'll say 'Every once in a while' ..."

I love Eli. I really do. Ive loved him since day one. Since he smashed my glasses. But that doesnt stop those rare thoughts i have about him. My first boyfriend. He did mean a lot to me, but no where near as much as Eli. He used to tell me how beautiful i was. How i brightened his whole day with one simple kiss.

I remember when we kissed for the first time... We were at his house with a couple other people. We were playing truth or dare, Alli dared us to kiss. So instead of doing it right there in front of everyone, he took me outside. For privacy. I stood there and looked at him, his brown eyes pouring into my blue ones. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me to him. It was short, sweet and amazing. I felt dizzy with butterflies. When he pulled away, he gently kissed my cheek, grabbed my hand and led us inside.

I remember the first time we danced. How he looked into my eyes, his filled with so much passion and love. We danced to a song i can barely remember. I was too busy staring into his warm chocolate eyes. When we danced, i felt like nothing else mattered. It was me and him... Against the world.

I remember the first time we fought... When he was staring at her. The cause of every problem in our happy relationship. Sometimes i wonder what it would be like if she had never came here. Would we still be together? Or would he have done the same thing with a different girl?

I remember my first heartbreak. The pain of watching him kiss her in the hall when they parted. The pain of knowing i wasnt good enough for him. I remember openening my door, letting my strong facade fall weak. I broke down, he broke me.

I remember the day i felt the wound begin too heal. The day a broken pair of glasses, fixed a broken heart. The day a boy in all black, brought more light into my life than anyone before. The day 2 emerald eyes stared into my broken soul. I promised myself i would never forget the pain, it was impossible anyways. The wound was gone but i will always have a scar. But with time, these memories may just fade away. Thanks to the light in my life; Elijah Goldsworthy. But i will never forget the one i first cared for.

I always find myself wondering why i keep picking at this old wound? I have Eli. He makes me feel beautiful. And loved. Like no one has before. His kisses leave me gasping for air and begging for more. He reminds me that sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. He is the one for me. I know it. I always kind of knew KC wasnt the one for me, deep down, i knew. Eli just proves my reasoning. I love him, but i will never forget...

I will always remember you.

SOOOO, reviews? Bro, im DIEING i can NOT wait till February. That is cruel and unusual punishment -_- UGH, oh well. Off to practicee! :D Leave me a review? Pretty please? Kay byee. (: